Ma Ping and Wen Jun also have a very good relationship when they fall in love, they are both knowledgeable people and know that a marriage without feelings is terrible. Now that Ma Ping has experienced the emotions of two men, she has a comparison, and her emotions are divided into advantages and disadvantages in her heart.

Ma Ping and Wen Jun had also been in love with two young men before they fell in love, but they didn't make any sparks, and they broke up in a short time. It wasn't until Ma Ping and Wen Jun met that the two collided with each other, and finally got married, so they had a daughter who was almost four years old.

When she met Chang Ye, Ma Ping felt that it was no longer a spark, but a raging fire. This kind of high-heat fire burned her almost suffocated. This is something that Ma Ping didn't feel in Wen Jun, she wasn't fully engaged at first, and with Chang Ye on such an unclear date, she felt a sense of guilt when she thought of Wen Jun and her daughter. With the deepening of contact with Chang Ye, after they had a physical relationship, Ma Ping's sense of guilt gradually faded in her heart.

Every day after noon, Chang Ye drove Ma Ping to the side of the road outside the office, and then he drove away. Ma Ping kept looking at Chang Ye's car and walked towards the outpatient department of the agency with his tired and excited body. At this time, every cell in her body was still filled with joy, and this happiness made her feel the changes in her body, from her body to her soul.

When she and Wen Jun were in love, they seemed to have such a little feeling, but as they entered marriage, this feeling quickly disappeared. She thinks that all men and women are like this, getting married, having children, and living a busy life, the so-called love is to live a life, and the two of them think in one place and work hard in one place. Now that she has met Chang Ye, this idea has changed.

Chang Ye not only awakened her sleeping body, but also awakened her soul. In bed, Chang Ye's gentleness and the storm she liked, and the physical happiness made her linger on Chang Ye. She shouted, struggled, and finally lay there quietly like the water at low tide, until another tide came, the crests and troughs of the waves, which made her feel dizzy and trembling. It was something she had never experienced before.

Because Chang Ye brought her a change in her whole body, it was impossible for her not to feel Chang Ye thoroughly, every inch of her skin, even a strand of hair that Chang Ye fell on her body, made her feel her heart shake. This, she thought, is about love.

She tasted loss and longing. When Chang Ye sent her to the door of the agency, and disappeared again, she suddenly felt empty in her heart, and in the afternoon, she sat in the outpatient department, often in a daze, imagining every word they said, every look, every action, everything made her nostalgic, fascinated, and the next thing was longing. It was as if they had been separated for a long time.

So, Ma Ping's days have more expectations, first looking forward to the evening, then looking forward to the dawn, and then looking forward to noon, as soon as it is noon, sometimes it is not time to get off work, she walked out early, and several times she waited for the bus, waiting for her unbearable, and simply took a taxi, and rushed to the door of the building where Changye lived. As soon as the door opened, Chang Ye seemed to have been waiting for her for a long time, and the two hugged each other as soon as they met. Before, the two of them cooked first, then chatted and talked, but now they hugged each other as soon as they met and asked him to carry her to the bed in the bedroom. Sometimes they spend the whole noon in bed, in the dark, and they are not happy, and they do not want to return.

A few times when she got off work, Ma Ping actually walked downstairs to Chang Ye, and it was only then that she came to her senses. Then she went to change cars and returned to her home. In the past, she hoped that Wen Jun would arrive home earlier than her after work every day, as soon as she entered the house and saw Wen Jun, no matter what Wen Jun was doing, her heart would feel very steady. Now for some reason, she was afraid to see Wen Jun, every time she pushed open the door of the house, as soon as she saw Wen Jun's busy figure, she suddenly cooled down, and felt a wisp of disappointment and sadness. As long as Wenjun is not at home, the happiness she brings back from outside can continue.

She used to look forward to the weekend because it was the day when the family was together. Before this, she and Wen Jun contacted by phone, discussing going to the kindergarten to pick up their daughter, after receiving their daughter, they were not in a hurry to go home, but went to McDonald's or some other fast food restaurant to eat, and then a family of three, hand in hand, talked and laughed back, after returning home, the family of three discussed where to play tomorrow, of course, every time to listen to their daughter. At that time, she felt happy.

The last thing Ma Ping wants to spend is the weekend, because then she will have to wait two days before she can see Chang Ye, and two days is as long as two years for her.

On Saturdays and Sundays, the family also went out, and the daughter did not change much, running and jumping excitedly in front. Ma Ping and Wen Jun followed behind, each of them pretending to have something on their minds, so they seemed very dull and a little absent-minded. Sometimes, the two of them said a few words lightly without words, and as soon as they spoke, they forgot what they were talking about.

Ma Ping has a relationship with Chang Ye, and she can't accept Wen Jun's body more and more, I don't know why, for a while, Wen Jun seems to show her love signals very frequently, and every time she comes to this time, she doesn't accept it, and she doesn't refuse it, so she bears it so unruly. The body is naturally numb and cold, in order not to make herself miserable, she sometimes closes her eyes and desperately thinks about Chang Ye, for a moment, she regards Wen Jun as Chang Ye, and her body suddenly warms up, and she actually gets a little pleasure. When she came to her senses, she fell into deep sorrow, she opened her eyes wide, faced Wen Jun, and missed Chang Ye, she fell into another kind of pain.

As long as Wen Jun was not at home, she couldn't help but call Chang Ye, as long as Chang Ye said "hey" on the phone, she had a feeling of overpowering in her heart.

She said, "What about writing?"

He replied, "I still write."

Then she said things like pay attention to your body and rest early. He just smiled on the phone and said something about missing her. When she heard this, she just wanted to cry, and she had a desire to cry, which was born from the torment of longing and happiness.

When she calmed down, Ma Ping sometimes felt a kind of dazedness, and when she was carried into the bedroom by Chang Ye for the first time, she felt nervous and depressed. There is a magnified photo hanging on the wall of Chang Ye's bedroom, which is a photo of their family of three, Chang Ye's wife, that very temperamental woman, is staring at herself with a pair of smiling eyes, and she has been looking at the woman throughout the process. Later, Chang Ye followed her gaze and looked at the photo, he didn't say anything, and she didn't say anything. The second time, the photo was gone, leaving only a white imprint. From time to time, she was still staring at the mark.

At one point, she couldn't help but ask: when will she be back?

He was stunned for a moment, and when he understood, he said lightly: Who knows?

She also said, "I heard that those who went out did not want to come back?"

He still said lightly: Maybe.

She let out a long sigh.

He caressed her, she felt his tenderness and delicacy, and there was a touch of emotion in her heart, and she felt a little jealous of his wife.

She asked: Do you miss her?

He thought for a while and said: I thought about it for the first two years, but after a long time, it faded.

She was a little louder: Then you still want to.

He didn't say anything, just smiled, leaned over, kissed her, she still wanted to argue with him about whether she wanted to talk about whether she wanted to or not, he didn't allow her to say anything more, and used body movements instead of words. After the passion, both of them looked at each other with satisfaction and happiness, and after a long time, she said: For so long, you really don't have any other women?

He put a hand on her chest, smiled lightly, and said, "Didn't I tell you?"

She didn't quite believe him, but she was willing to hear him. During their two-hour tryst at noon every day, she was reassured of him because he belonged to hers. As soon as she was separated from him, her body was empty, what was he doing all this time?

She couldn't help it, so she called him. Sometimes his phone was busy for a long time, and she couldn't get in, so she was a little irritable, and finally got through, and when she asked him who he had been talking to for so long, he always said: Talk to the publishing house about the manuscript. Or just say: talk to the director about the script.

She asked, and he answered, and she believed it, and her heart was quiet, but soon she became uneasy again, and wanted to call him, but she was afraid that it would affect his writing, so she sat down and endured it restlessly.

While Wen Jun was in a meeting outside, she stayed at Chang Ye's for two nights, the longest they had spent together. When she was with him, his habits and routines might not be the norm of his life. He turned off the phone, he said he didn't want anyone to disturb them, and she was touched by his words. But she hoped that he would not turn off the phone, and perhaps then she would know more about him, and that his activities would be more concrete in her absence. But he turned off the phone, which was what she wanted, and she didn't want to be disturbed by others.

When he was with her, they spent most of their time in bed, which was what she wanted, even if she didn't do anything, let him hold herself, feel her lover's warmth and tenderness, and she would be happy.

Now Ma Ping is becoming more and more unable to accept Wen Jun, and she is now looking forward to him on a business trip, the longer the better. In that case, she will have more time to be with Chang Ye, as long as Wen Jun is not there, she will feel free, even if she can't see Chang Ye, she is happy.

As long as Wen Jun appeared in front of her, she felt uncomfortable, and even had a sense of suffocation. In the past, she regarded her daughter as an important part of her life, but now her daughter is still so smart and cute, but she is not willing to spend more time on her daughter. When she was with her daughter, she still couldn't forget Chang Ye in her mind.