Section VIII

The relationship between Ma Ping and Chang Ye has also changed subtly, and she is now not running to Chang Ye every day, but going to every now and then. Every time she rushed to Chang Ye, she didn't rush to sleep with him, but discussed Chang Ye's wife, Bi Jing, who was studying for a doctorate in the United States, with resentment. At first, Chang Ye was deliberately avoiding this topic, and he even hid everything about Bi Jing. But Ma Ping is a woman after all, as soon as she walked into Chang Ye's house, she felt that Mrs. Chang Ye was ambushed around, that feeling of being everywhere. At first, she didn't break it, and she deceived herself and wanted to forget about that woman, the more she had this thought, the more she felt that the woman named Bi Jing existed all the time, which made her depressed and uncomfortable.

Once, maybe Chang Ye was careless and said that he missed his mouth, he used her to compare with Bi Jing, and as soon as he spoke, he found that her eyes were wrong, so he was busy talking. But she didn't give up, and she must let him say what he was inferior to that woman and what he was better than that woman. Chang Ye had no choice, I don't know if it was against her heart or sincerely, and listed all kinds of advantages that she was better than another woman. Although she was skeptical, she was still happy. Hit Chang Ye's shoulder with his fist, and said coquettishly: What about what about her being stronger than me?

Chang Ye naturally didn't say anything about Bi Jing's strengths, but just hugged her tightly with his arms and said: You are better than her in everything. Obviously, this is a sentence against the will. She also won't believe that it is difficult for men and women in this state to tell their true feelings.

Ma Ping, who calmed down, inexplicably had a lot of resentment, she hated Chang Ye, and she also hated the woman named Bi Jing who was far away in the United States. This hatred is reflected in her attitude towards Chang Ye, every time she meets Chang Ye, Chang Ye naturally wants to sleep with her, but she refuses, struggling to get out of Chang Ye's embrace, Chang Ye asks: What's wrong?

She didn't speak, looking at Chang Ye with love and hate. So Chang Ye said good things to her sweetly. She has read one of Chang Ye's novels, and one of the sentences she remembers deeply: A man's sweet words are the best medicine for a woman. Because she remembered this sentence, she hated Chang Ye's sweet words in front of her, but she couldn't escape Chang Ye's sweet words after all, and when he said it, she had no ability to resist, and finally obediently let him be hugged to the bed. In the face of great joy, she could not resist such temptation.

After calming down, her resentment remained. Sometimes when she left Chang Ye, she thought, what happened to her, Chang Ye didn't seduce herself at the beginning, it should be said that she threw herself into her arms. At the beginning, she didn't have more extravagant hopes and aspirations for Chang Ye, but with the development of her relationship, she gradually felt that although the woman named Bi Jing was far away in the world, that woman was Chang Ye's legal wife after all, and when she thought of this, she couldn't bear it.

Once, she said to him in bed: How many years has she been out?

He said: It's been more than five years.

She asked again: Didn't you come back in between?

He replied: I came back once and took my son away.

Then there was silence, she looked at his sweat-soaked forehead, his eyes half-closed and recuperating.

She asked, "Do you love her?"

He opened his eyes and glanced at her, trying to avoid the serious: Why do you ask this?

She stubbornly said: I just ask, do you love her?

He hesitated: the husband and wife have been for more than ten years, so let's just do it.

From his answer, she felt that Chang Ye had feelings for that woman. Her heart ached for a moment, and she was silent for a while.

She asked, "Do you love me?"

This time he did not hesitate, kissing her and saying: Love, of course love.

Her heart shook, she knew he would answer like this. But she was still very happy, and she soon understood that men love their wives and lovers, and they refuse to give up any of them. She hated such men, including Chang Ye beside her, although he was so attracted to her.

Once, she asked him again: Will you get a divorce?

Apparently unprepared, he looked at her with some surprise.

She asked again: Will you divorce for my sake?

He dodged her gaze and said, "Isn't it good now, she won't come back for a while."

This is the reality of his answer, their reality. She wasn't happy with this reality, otherwise, she wouldn't have been so profound.

Once he said to her: The love relationship of a lover is the most stable, what a husband and wife are, is to live, if there is a feeling, it is only the relationship between brother and sister.

She believed him, but only half of it. When she first started falling in love with Wenjun, she believed that she loved Wenjun, including when they got married and finally had children. Until she met Chang Ye, she still believed that her feelings for Wen Jun were love. But after meeting Chang Ye, she denied her own opinion, she only believed that her current relationship with Chang Ye was love.

For a while, a voice sounded in her head: I'm going crazy about love once.

She knew she wasn't a little girl, after all, she was also a woman in her early thirties, and she had a four-year-old daughter. But she still has to go crazy once, it is the power of love that drives her crazy, and she wants to be crazy about love too.

Because she has love, she feels that her life with Wen Jun is not interesting at all. Wen Jun was a little elusive for a while, she didn't bother to think about it, even if Wen Jun really had something outside, she wasn't jealous. The relationship between her and Wen Jun has become numb in comparison with Chang Ye's feelings. She was horrified by this numbness.

After having this thought, she saw Chang Ye and said: I want a divorce.

After hearing this, Chang Ye stared at her in shock for a long time.

She thought he hadn't heard clearly, and said again: I want a divorce.

Chang Ye didn't speak, he smoked a cigarette and another cigarette, Chang Ye didn't smoke in front of her before. He only smoked when he was writing, and Chang Ye, who smoked two cigarettes, asked: Why?

She was a little disappointed by Chang Ye's questioning, but still said: No why.

Chang Ye is a writer and good at discovering people's psychology, so he naturally understands why she is like this. In front of her, he looked solemn for the first time.

He said solemnly: I love you, you can feel it, but I can't divorce now, she is in the United States.

She felt that his wording was not clever at all, and his wife was in the United States, which did not affect the divorce between them. As long as his wife signs in the United States, it is not difficult to go through the divorce procedures.

She didn't want to break this sentence, she thought, maybe his love for herself was not all and was reserved. But his love for Chang Ye is all.

What surprised her was that Chang Ye rarely asked Wen Jun about it, and what he knew was only limited to the superficial situation she said. Maybe that's where this man is smart.

Once, when Ma Ping and Chang Ye were in a hot mood, he attached to her ear and asked: Is he amazing, or am I amazing.

She was in a fog at the time, and she said as if she was moaning: You are the most powerful man in the world.

He got her approval, and his confidence suddenly increased, and he made his love more and more colorful.

Ma Ping is a medical student, and her understanding of men and women is naturally deeper than that of ordinary people, since she got along with Chang Ye, she realized that the weight of sex between men and women is actually very heavy, she can't imagine that if Chang Ye is also like Wen Jun and can't arouse her emotions, she can't love him as much as she does now. When she approached Chang Ye, she was out of curiosity and some admiration, and at the same time, Chang Ye's temperament attracted her. When a woman becomes familiar with a man, curiosity and adoration will dissolve, and any curiosity and adoration is based on strangeness. Without strangeness, there is naturally no reason for the above.

As they got in touch, sure enough, Chang Ye attracted her not only those things, but also many new things. In her eyes, Chang Ye is more like a man than Wen Jun.

In order to show her love for Chang Ye, she bought him a lot of men's special nutritional medicines, which are related to men's brains and kidneys. The reason why a man becomes a man, one is the brain, the other is the kidney, this is said in an advertisement, Ma Ping thinks this advertising sentence is very incisive.

Ma Ping made up her mind to use her actions and all her love to awaken Changye's all.