Milan looked at Lan Yile's confused appearance, and he couldn't get angry, others missed her kindness, but this guy couldn't remember it at all.

"Pei Hao told me that there were three classmates who beat him at that time, one of them was very big, when he was beaten with a blue nose and swollen face, dizzy, it was you who kicked those three people away in the past few strokes, at that time you were about to become a god in his eyes, speaking of your impression, the expression of fascination and worship is no one, by the way, he also said, in the end, you also let that group of bastards send him home,......, remember? In the alley of the XX district,......,Emma, you have a headache, how did you grow so big when you were a child?" Milan said angrily while covering her head.

"Huh? There is such a thing, I think about it, there are ?......, three people in the small alley of the XX district? Big? Come to think of it, in that alley I seem to have hit 7 or 8 times? ……。 ”

Lan Yile racked his brains and thought about it, and finally searched for some memories from the corners of his head.

"Oh ......! Come to think of it.,There's such a thing.,That day it wasn't that I was particularly kind to save people.,It's just that the three provoked me.,That day finally my mother wasn't at home.,I want to take advantage of her absence to secretly watch cartoons.,XX cartoon Oh.,I'll be like ten or nine years old.,My favorite cartoon is this! Hehe...... it's been about ten minutes from the cartoon, and I only heard a few little kids bullying people outside the window, the sound is not good, my house is on the second floor, it's not soundproof, it seriously affects my watching TV, I'll go down and make a quick decision, and then come back to continue watching my favorite XX cartoon, I remember that there was a child who was bullied very badly, his face was bruised and purple, and he couldn't see what he looked like,......, hehe, I can't blame me for not recognizing Pei Hao, I didn't see his appearance clearly at all!"

Lan Yile thinks that she doesn't carry this pot, she didn't see it clearly before, and she naturally can't recognize it later, the most important thing is that she hasn't forgotten to remember it in her head at all, if she doesn't remember the cartoon, then she can't remember it.

"Now that you know, what do you think?" Milan pushed and went to rummage through the food bag for Lan Yile.

"Is there a little touched? Do you have the idea of changing your mind?......, do you want to think about it again,......, if I were you, with such a man to me, I would have to die of happiness, and I would have pulled it over a long time ago. ”

"Huh? Change your mind?" Lan Yile thought about it seriously, and replied solemnly: "No, not at all, maybe Pei Hao is just thinking about my momentary kindness to him, so persistent for so many years, and doing so much for me in private, there must be moving, but moving is moving, feelings are feelings, it's not the same thing, I can't like him because I was moved, it's not the one in my dream, no one can't like it!" I don't feel excited, no matter how good Pei Hao is, it's not him in my heart, no matter how much he does, it's just a little moved, plus a little burden, it is impossible to shake my feelings, there is no doubt about it, Pei Hao has liked me for more than 7 years, but I have liked him for 18 years", Lan Yile paused as he spoke, and shook his head vigorously, "......No, maybe more than eighteen years, maybe in the last life, in the previous life, it is not necessarily that I like it, well, anyway, it can't be compared." ”

After listening to Milan, she was completely dead, she sighed a little, the girls in the TV series, when they met this kind of affectionate person, weren't they all very moved and then fell in love with such a person who paid silently? Why doesn't Lan Yile play cards according to common sense! Seeing that Lan Yile is so infatuated with the lover of her dreams, she doesn't know what to say, maybe there is this person, maybe it's just Lan Yile's fantasy, who knows? But no matter what, it can't change the fact that Pei Hao is destined to have no hope for so many years.

"By the way, Sister Mi, I think you and Pei Hao are quite suitable, you see, you are outgoing, lively, logical thinking, and very aggressive, Pei Hao is the opposite, introverted, doesn't like to talk, and has a delicate mind, which just complements each other perfectly. Maybe Pei Hao will want to open it one day, and you two can still make a couple!"

Lan Yile joked about Milan, she really felt that these two personalities complemented each other, and they complemented each other with silence and movement.

"Hey, forget it, I'm already completely dead to him, I liked him in junior high school, and I confessed to him, but he didn't drag the mud at all, and told me bluntly that he only treats me as a sister, and there are people I like, so I don't want to waste time and energy on him, you don't know how ruthless it is, so we grew up together, and we didn't leave me a trace of affection for fifteen years of getting along. You don't know how much I hated him at the time, I didn't say a word to him for the whole summer vacation, but now that I think about it, he is also for my good, there is no hope for the feelings, it is better to break the mind as soon as possible, so that I also began to be sad, but not because I fell too deep and seriously injured, and then I also looked away, thinking that I am still young, I can't hang myself on a tree, he likes you so much, even if he is with me, he will always have you in his heart, and his heart is not all me, so I will feel wronged! I should find someone who likes me wholeheartedly, and I really shouldn't waste time with someone who isn't with me, don't you say?" Milan flattened her mouth, how could she wronged herself to be a person whose heart did not fully belong to her.

"Well, that's right, if it were me, I would also feel wronged, or not, if I wanted to, I had to be wholehearted, and I couldn't mix a trace of impurities." The relationship between the two little girls is surprisingly consistent, and they are destined to be sisters for so long.

Lan Yile thought left and right when she went to bed at night, she felt that she still had to talk to Pei Hao, since she knew what he had done, she couldn't continue to pretend not to know, or cut off his thoughts earlier, then after going to college, maybe he would be able to let go, and he could find the person he liked again, without having to dwell on her, someone was so attentive to himself, but he couldn't give a trace of response, no matter what, he was still not very at ease after all.

With the help of Milan, in the evening of the next day, Lan Yile and Pei Hao came to the side of XX Lake as promised, and the lake is surrounded by wooden fences for tourists to enjoy the lake and mountains.

Milan said that she turned around, and there were fewer people in this place, and other places were overcrowded, so there was no way to communicate anything privately, even here, from time to time, some dating couples came over for a ride, let them pay attention, she would watch the wind not far away, and someone would cough and remind her, as if she was doing a low job, Lan Yile couldn't laugh.

"Pei Hao, I'm really sorry, I've taken care of you a lot in the past three years, thank you so much."

Lan Yile is not a person who is squeezing, he went straight to the point when he came up, without even a little greeting, and Milan not far away was simply speechless.

"Ah......? Oh......, it should. At this moment, Pei Hao's heart was shocked, he didn't know that Milan had already told Lan Yile about what he did, he was stunned by Lan Yile's first sentence, and he paused for a while before reacting, and then his face was red, and he felt a little ashamed.

"Pei Hao, I heard Sister Mi say that a long time ago, I seem to have helped you once, right!" The night was already a little dark, and Lan Yile couldn't see Pei Hao's face clearly.

"Yes, when I was in the fourth grade, someone bullied me, you helped me, I have always remembered it, but I was a little confused and a little dizzy, I forgot to ask your name, and then I went to the alley many times to look for you, and also to your school to find you, but unfortunately I never saw you again, and I couldn't thank you properly, until the freshman high school meeting, let me meet you again." Pei Hao quietly leaned on the railing, looked at Lan Yile and said.

At this time, Pei Hao leaned on the guardrail, his tone was flat, and the whole person exuded a cold atmosphere, which seemed to be perfectly integrated with this world, without looking at it deliberately, Lan Yile could almost ignore that there was still one standing there, but it seemed to be incompatible with this world, a world of its own, no one could enter his world, looking at Pei Hao, Lan Yile's mind appeared in the figure of reading a book by the window, their temperament was very similar, but Lan Yile obviously felt that the world of the purple figure was the world he wanted to enter the world.

"Oh......, that's it, not long after that incident, I moved, of course, I also transferred to another school, so you can't find me, but yes, today, let's not talk about the past, I just want to tell you, you don't have to stay in the past at all, I helped you at the time just because the three of them were too noisy, interfering with me watching TV, so I helped you solve it by the way, you don't need to remember my kindness, really, it's just a hand, don?......,'t you understand what I mean?" Lan Yile was afraid of stimulating Pei Hao, so he asked a little cautiously.

"Well, I understand, no matter what, you helped me, then I should take more care of you, don't worry, I won't be entangled in the past, when I go to college, we basically don't have the opportunity to meet, I want to take advantage of the opportunity of high school in one school to take care of you more, maybe there will be no chance in the future." Pei Hao's voice was still very flat, and there was hardly a trace of ups and downs.

"Oh, that's good, that's good, I didn't mean to hurt you, but I told you in my freshman year of high school, I have someone I like, and I like that person just as much now, so suddenly I heard Milan talk about you, and I was so shocked that I couldn't do it, I don't want you to waste time and energy on me all the time, so I will feel a lot of pressure."

Lan Yile actually knew in his heart that maybe Pei Hao said it deliberately in order to make himself unburdened, but no matter what, what he should say and what he should express has been clearly said, and the rest depends on whether Pei Hao can really go out by himself, and others can't help.

"Don't worry, I'm fine, I'm only 19 years old, and there's still a long time to come, maybe in many years, I won't remember you." Pei Hao pretended to be relaxed and said.

"Hehe, that's the best, that ......, since it's all done, then I'll ......." Lan Yile made a walking posture with his hands.

"Okay", Pei Hao said with a deep look at Lan Yile.

Although the night was dim, Pei Hao could still see Lan Yile's big eyes shining in the night, he thought, he would remember it for a lifetime, and in the future, he would do it even more shaded, and he would not let her find out the slightest bit.

Pei Hao knew that he actually had a slight autism, before he was eleven years old, his world was silent, without a trace of vitality, without a trace of color, his world is difficult for anyone to enter, even his parents have not fully entered, only Lan Yile, he is willing to take the initiative to let in, he doesn't care too much about having to be Lan Yile like himself, with himself, as long as Lan Yile is happy and happy, he will be content.

He put Lan Yile's every move, smile and smile in this world, making his world much more vivid, and relying on these memories, he can also live happily.