Chapter Eighty-Seven: I see
On the way to the hospital, Jiang Yang's mind kept recalling the conversation between himself and his mother, and he felt that his mother's health was not as good as before after returning to China.
Xiaohong next to her didn't seem to know what to say, and after the other party was entangled there for a long time, he finally patted Jiang Yang's shoulder helplessly:
"Don't worry, didn't you say that the last time you went back, Auntie was still going to make something for you to eat? Maybe you just accidentally fall, and you'll definitely get better in a while. ”
knew that the other party was trying to comfort himself as much as possible, but after hearing this, Jiang Yang really didn't feel happy.
In the past, Jiang Yang had always felt that he was a particularly calm person, but this time he suddenly felt that he was not particularly calm, just because what happened did not touch his fundamental interests.
"I used to think that as long as I could live a good life, it would be the greatest reward for my mother, but now I finally figured it out, if I can't be with her when I'm by his side now, then how can I have time to spend with her in the future?"
In the past, Jiang Yang only hoped that he could work well, because he felt that only if he had a good job and a relatively stable life, his mother could rest assured of him.
So after returning to China, he has been putting all his energy on work, and even ignoring his love.
But now his heart is pounding, his mind is also a mess, and one bad thing after another keeps echoing in her mind.
I felt tasteless and mixed in my heart, and the driver in front of me at the moment also knew that something bad might have happened, so he ran two red lights in succession:
"I've been abroad for a long time, and I haven't had much time to connect with my family in the years I've been abroad, you know? When I came back this time, I realized that my mother seemed to have become shorter. ”
Obviously, he had the impression that she was a woman who was not afraid of heaven and earth, but this time Jiang Yang saw his mother for the first time and found that maybe this woman was not as strong as he imagined.
"My dad left when I was very young, and it was my mom who pulled me to such a big age, and I always hoped that I could give her a better life, but I forgot that she was also mentally barren."
What really distresses a person is not because of how lacking material things are, but because of the barrenness of the person's spirit.
Recalling the excited expression on his mother's face when he first returned to China, Jiang Yang now regrets and wants to punch himself hard:
"I really don't know why I put all my energy into work, why can't I find time to spend time with my mother? Why am I so confused? ”
Jiang Yang, who had never shed tears, was so sad this time that he couldn't care about etiquette, and at this moment he was crying in Xiaohong's arms:
"My mom has always been accommodating to me since I was a child, and if it weren't for the hard work she has been taking care of me for so many years, he would definitely have a better life and wouldn't have to carry me with me."
Tears just crackled and slid down her face, and after hearing this, Xiaohong could only gently caress Jiang Yang's face as much as possible.
Maybe everyone can't calm down when facing this kind of thing, so Xiaohong has no hope of calming Jiang Yang.
The two of them finally took a taxi to the hospital, which was the time when the hospital had the most people, and all the people coming and going in the hospital hall were people.
There were a few pregnant women who were already having large bellies waiting for a check-up alone, and the expressions on their faces were very complicated, some of them were very happy, but some of them were a little melancholy.
After coming directly to the emergency department, the pharmacy next to it was crowded, and finally stopped a little nurse, and Jiang Yang felt that he was about to speak at the moment:
"May I ask if a woman in her 50s was sent this morning, who should have been sent by the neighbors."
When Jiang Yang's voice became trembling unconsciously, and Xiaohong was also distressed after hearing this voice.
Fortunately, this time they were relatively lucky, and they had already asked the little nurse who was specially taken care of by Jiang Yang's mother.
"You should be talking about Ms. Li, now Ms. is resting in the ward over there, it's not a big deal, it's just because I'm overworked in normal times, so I suddenly fainted."
The little nurse's words finally made Jiang Yang feel relieved, and after hurriedly coming to the door of the hospital, Jiang Yang stood in front of the door of the ward at this moment, and was a little embarrassed to go in for a while:
"What are you doing here stupidly? Don't hurry in, it's not you who was crying and making trouble on the road just now! ”
Xiaohong was also a little anxious at this time, he didn't understand why Jiang Yang suddenly stopped directly.
Looking at the urging in the other party's eyes, Jiang Yang suddenly raised his head in confusion and glanced at the dim light in the ward:
"What if my mom was still awake? What the hell should I say? What the hell am I going to say to make him less sad? ”
Jiang Yang's tone was full of hesitation when he said these words, he didn't know if his mother blamed him, and he didn't know what else he could do now.
Even his mother's anger was not sent to the hospital by herself, and if it weren't for the neighbors, maybe her mother would have passed away a long time ago.
The more I thought about it, the more I felt ashamed, and after hearing this, Xiaohong couldn't help but roll her eyes:
"I think you used to be a decisive person, why are you suddenly so hesitant now? If you continue to hesitate here, then don't blame me for not reminding you, your mother will probably really blame you for this in the future. ”
Pity the hearts of parents in the world, no one doesn't want someone to be by their side when they are sick.