A few tears slowly fell down the corners of Xu Tianhao's eyes, and some things couldn't change anything even if they regretted it afterwards.

"My sunshine, my handsomeness, my gentleness...... Hehe...... "The shining point that Xu Tianhao was once proud of has become his most hated shortcoming, but he never realized why he hates himself so much now.

Sunshine and handsomeness have created a superior appearance condition for him, and he is admired and liked by many girls. Gentleness is the basis of other people's misunderstandings, appropriate gentleness can keep a distance, and excessive gentleness will make people misunderstand, in short, he himself failed to protect the girl he liked.

Xu Tianhao thought as he walked, the clammy and cold air was inhaled into his nasal cavity, and he really hoped that this coldness would cool his heart. He wanted to vent his emotions, but found that there was nowhere to talk about the good or the bad.

Over the years he has become accustomed to being alone, sad alone, walking alone, ...... alone In the end, he was locked in the little dark room that no one cared about. He looked at the shadow reflected by the street lamp under his feet, and showed a relieved smile, "Old friend, it turns out that you are still there." ”

Yes, the shadow is still there, and it is the shadow that accompanies him the most, but the shadow will disappear in the dark night. He strolled under the lamps, afraid that the last little companionship would be deprived of him by the darkness. He walked alone for I don't know how long, and the last restaurant attracted him.

The bright plaque shook his eyes, and he saw that the people inside were all sitting together and drinking. He had an urge to get drunk at this time, and he heard that alcohol can paralyze the nerves and make people forget their troubles. A senior in high school drinks and doesn't seem to be very good. For this reason, he hesitated, and finally couldn't help but walk in.

"Young man, are you trying to make a reservation?" The owner of the hotel asked in a friendly voice.

"No, I'm here for dinner, is there a private room?" Xu Tianhao said with a smile.

"Yes, how many of you come to dinner?" The boss asked again.

"I'm alone." Xu Tianhao said calmly.

"This, our private room here is quite expensive, and you alone are a little expensive." The boss kindly reminded.

Xu Tianhao smiled indifferently, "It's okay." ”

The boss knew that Xu Tianhao's living conditions should be good when he saw what he was wearing, so he didn't say anything more, and immediately went to arrange a private room for him. When ordering, Xu Tianhao frightened the boss, he ordered a box of wine by himself, the boss looked at Xu Tianhao and wanted to say something, but he still hesitated and turned away.

"Current students......" The boss closed the door of Xu Tianhao's private room and sighed deeply at the door.

Xu Tianhao shook the wine bottle in his hand, the bubbles in it rose rapidly, he approached the bottle and sniffed it twice, frowning. He poured the wine into the glass, picked it up and took a sip, it felt astringent, and there was a strange smell, he felt so unpleasant.

"No matter, just drink it." He muttered.

The dish on the plate didn't move a bite, and he kept drinking. He felt dizzy after drinking just two bottles, and he especially wanted to sleep. I don't know why, after drinking, he felt more empty, and the more uncomfortable he was, the more he wanted to drink, and fell into an endless loop.

With that, he drank two more bottles, and this time he felt his consciousness a little blurred. His sobriety reminded him that he couldn't drink any more, so he staggered to his feet, but the moment he opened the door, he pretended that he had nothing to do.

"Uncle, I'll settle the bill." Xu Tianhao said with a smile.

"Okay." The boss was worried that Xu Tianhao would get drunk just now, but he was relieved to see him sober at this moment.

In fact, when Xu Tianhao was paying, he was a little ghostly when he watched the hotel owner, he just forced himself to pretend to be calm. Xu Tianhao barely stood up straight, walked out of the hotel, and as soon as he arrived outside, he couldn't stand on his feet and almost fell on the steps.

At this time, it was already late at night, it was dark outside, Xu Tianhao wanted to take a taxi home, but unfortunately there was no shadow of a taxi on the road, even if he was lucky enough to see a car with people sitting inside. There was no way, he could only walk first and wait for a taxi by luck.

At the same time, Han Yi's side also finished eating, and the group of boys walked together shoulder to shoulder, and different people met strangely and became good buddies.

"Han Yi, let me tell you, your business in the future will be my business." Sun Dalong said sincerely.

"Good!" Han Yi replied.

"Just don't slap people with your big slap." Huo Xin said with a smile on the side.

Sun Dalong frightened Huo Xin and said: "If I shoot, I will shoot you first." After Sun Dalong finished speaking, everyone present laughed.

Hu Miao kept staring at her mobile phone, I don't know how long she watched it, she wanted to call Xu Tianhao to express her condolences. She cares a lot about Xu Tianhao now, the consecutive championships are broken by others, and anyone will feel uncomfortable.

Similarly, Li Wenxuan, like Hu Miao, stayed by the phone, hesitating whether to do it. If you make a call, will it seem that you are too active, boys generally don't seem to cherish girls who are posted upside down, Li Wenxuan picked up the phone and put it down, repeated it several times, and finally put the phone down.

Xu Tianhao felt that his body was getting heavier and heavier, there was no such thing just now, it seemed that the strength of the wine should have come up. Xu Tianhao shook his head, hoping to sober himself up, but to no avail.

At this moment, several people who were dressed very flamboyantly came up and passed by Xu Tianhao. One of them smelled Xu Tianhao's alcohol, and when he walked not far behind Xu Tianhao, he asked the two people who were traveling with him to stop.

"That man smells of alcohol, maybe he drank too much, we might be able to get something out of him." The man sneered, "You see he's not bad for money." The two people who followed him all agreed, so the three of them quietly followed behind Xu Tianhao.

Xu Tianhao knew that he had been targeted by those three people, and he would definitely not be able to beat him with his current appearance. So he tried to make himself pretend to be on the phone as he usually would.

"Hey, Dad, you don't have to worry, I'll be home soon." Xu Tianhao said calmly.

As soon as the people who followed Xu Tianhao heard that he still knew the way, they felt that they should be out of play, and the bad thoughts in their hearts were a little shaken.

"Don't worry, wait, it depends." One of them said.

Coincidentally, Xu Tianhao saw a taxi coming towards him, and it was an empty car. Xu Tianhao had an idea and said, "I saw the taxi you ordered for me." He waved to the taxi as he spoke, and when the taxi stopped next to Xu Tianhao, the three of them knew that they were completely out of play, so they had to leave in disgrace.

Xu Tianhao got into the taxi and barely stayed awake, but he found himself getting more and more dizzy.

"Handsome guy, can you stop here?" The driver said with a smile.

Xu Tianhao can't tell where he is now, but he doesn't want to be seen by others, after all, he is alone now, who knows if he will meet someone with distorted views.

"Okay, here it is." Xu Tianhao said gently, his appearance was no different from usual.

But the driver did not send Xu Tianhao to the exact place, but to the neighborhood. The surroundings were pitch black, and Xu Tianhao felt that his eyes were blurry, and he could hardly see anything clearly. At this time, he couldn't tell the difference between southeast and northwest, and he walked crookedly.

He felt as if he was walking in a labyrinth, and he had even lost the ability to make directions, and his eyes could only see where there was a glowing plaque. At this time, he was unusually helpless, he needed help now, but he didn't know who to turn to.

In the end, he didn't know where he went, he only remembered that it was the side of the road, and he even hit the road or tripped over something several times. He kept walking forward pretending to be calm, and whenever he saw a passerby, he tried to walk straight, and when he saw no one, he returned to his crooked appearance.

He called Ah Dong, but there was no response, and it seemed that he should be sleeping. He called and messaged others again, either hung up his phone or no one replied to his messages, and his heart was very cold and cold.

Xu Tianhao was also unlucky, and he actually met the three gangsters he met on the street before. It would have been terrible if the three of them saw his current appearance, and he quickened his pace and hid in a corner, and he did not come out until the three thugs had gone away.

In the end, Xu Tianhao had to keep walking, eager to find the target building, since no one paid attention to him, then now he could only save himself. He endured his dizziness, turned on his phone, and longed to use the navigation to find his way back, but he couldn't find his address when he searched for it.

Xu Tianhao finally found his address, and he lost it after following the navigation. The only sobriety he had was holding him up, and just when he thought he was going to sleep on the streets, he saw a store he knew well, and he was ecstatic, he could find his way back.

Xu Tianhao walked along the store, and the things in front of him became more and more familiar.

Xu Tianhao opened the door, closed the door with a "bang", ran directly to the bathroom before he had time to change his shoes, and "......vomited" He vomited out all the wine he drank. He turned on the faucet and poured the cool water on his face, feeling the brief coolness.

Xu Tianhao lay on the bed, closed his eyes, and everything in front of him gradually blurred. The scenes that appeared in his mind were all Li Wenxuan, and he really wanted to call Li Wenxuan now, tell her that he had always liked her, and tell her everything that he had never said in his heart.

He wanted to tell her everything Li Wenxuan wanted to know about the past, and he didn't hide anything from her. Xu Tianhao opened his eyes in a daze, picked up his mobile phone, and squinted his eyes to find Li Wenxuan's phone number. He lingered for a long time, and finally mustered up the courage to get through the phone.

"Hello?" A lazy voice came from the other end of the phone, and it looked like it should have been woken up.

"Don't talk yet, let me finish first, okay?" Xu Tianhao pleaded.