Remnants of the lotus.

The lotus carp pond is cold and dim, the intertwined lotus leaves and rhizomes and aquatic plants reveal mottled and dark light and shadow, koi carp, grass carp, crucian carp and other aquatic animals swim non-stop, and the clear and round bubbles of the sparkling sparkle from the bottom of the silt layer to the surface of the water.

The small blue-gray shrimp climbed up along the rhizome of the lotus leaf, and a few loaches came out of the silt, pecked at the turquoise aquatic plants that grew on the silt, and then burrowed back into the silt again.

Nan Zuisheng, who fell into a coma because of drowning, gradually sank to the bottom of the pool, Mo Yu's long hair fluttered in the water like fine silk, wisps of ink lingered around her, and the tassel pressed on the butterfly buckle gradually loosened the knot, sinking to the bottom of the pool along the weight of the green jade lotus itself.

Water, water everywhere.

For a while, Nan Zuisheng only felt that he had come to another world.

The surroundings were hazy and soft white, as if they were covered with the floating clouds of the Nine Heavens Palace, no matter how hard she tried to look into the distance, from afar, all she saw was a vast fog.

"Am I dead?" The girl looked around in confusion, and the light and soft clouds passed through her fingers, and there was no trace.

"No, you're not dead." A voice that flickered far and near fell to his ears.

In the foggy space, Nan Zuisheng heard the sound as if she had caught the last salvation, and she stumbled all the way, even if she didn't argue about any direction or color, she just stubbornly searched for the source of the voice, shouting in anticipation and panic: "Who are you, where are you?" ”

Only silence answered her.

"Who are you and where are you...... Please, tell me! Crystal clear tears snaked down from the corners of his eyes, and Nan Zui stumbled forward in panic in this strange space shrouded in mist, and the colors of the fog around him were the only colors.

White as holy, white as lonely.

"I've always been there for you, have you forgotten?" The ethereal voice came from far to near, and it was rare to get close to the confused and helpless girl with great compassion, but it gradually drifted away again.

The clouds were shrouded in mist and there was silence.

The monotony of the foggy space made Nan drunk with fear and hesitation.

Stepping through the clouds and mist, walking through the pure white cloud sea, Nan Zuisheng looked around the lonely scene in the space, and suddenly found that the tears shed were still warm, as if they were frozen in eternal time and space: "It has always been by my side...... By my side? She circled in confusion, still empty.

"yes, I've always been there for you." The sound was ethereal and quiet, as if it had come from a distant river of time, and it was like a lonely sound left behind by the collapse of the North Pole in the ice and snow.

Light clouds and mist fluttered between Mo Yu's long hair, and Nan Zuisheng stumbled and stumbled forward, in this vast, silent space, she was the only creature here.

The girl longed for the voice to bring her salvation, for she had long since been lost in her closed sea of knowledge.

Finally, in the far and boundless front, a dark and ethereal figure gradually appeared.

"Is that you?" The misty lost road finally had a clear direction, Nan Zuisheng was surprised and ran all the way, after shuttling through the sea of clouds that lingered around her, she stopped in front of that figure, only to feel that the blood in her whole body was congealed, and the fiercely beating heart was silent at this moment.

"Is that you?" The dark and ethereal figure asked as well.

Fairy jade face, slender and thin figure, long inky hair. Everything that this dark and ethereal figure possesses is the appearance of Nan Zuisheng. She smiled softly and stared at Nan Zuisheng's stunned expression, her gaze was really soft: "Go back." ”

Let's go back.

"Go back...... Where? Nan Zuisheng was dazed, she raised her eyes to stare at the girl in front of her, and couldn't help but raise her hand to brush the tears that were winding down from the corners of the other party's eyes. The warm touch of tears swept through her fingers, and she raised her other hand to caress the corners of her eyes, which were also warm scars.

Another Nan drunken student smiled: "Of course, it's back to the world that belongs to you." ”

She stared at the confused and sad girl in front of her, and gave the real Nan Zuisheng an ethereal hug before the figure was about to disappear: "Your heart is too lonely, go back to the world that belongs to you." There, there are people who love you waiting for you. ”

"Are you leaving too? Can you tell me who you are? Or are you my reflection? Nan Zuisheng held a wisp of afterimage, and the other Nan Zuisheng who had just hugged him turned into clouds of smoke in an instant, she stared down at the clouds and smoke that lingered between her fingers, and only felt that her heart was empty.

It's as if something is missing.

"Who am I?"

"I'm you."

The phantom has been annihilated, but the sound remains.

The wisps of black hair were scattered in front of her, Nan Zuisheng seemed to understand something in confusion, she wiped away the still warm tears from the corners of her eyes, and raised her eyes to look at the lonely and empty sea of clouds around her: "I see, you are me, I am you." Although I am not dead, I am only one step away from death. ”

The clouds and mist gradually dissipated, and she looked down at the endless darkness that was only a step away from her, and in a trance finally knew where this place was.

It is said that people who are about to drown will close their consciousness in the sea of consciousness before dying, and this vast, cloudy and lonely space is the sea of consciousness that is automatically generated in the mind after Nan Zuisheng drowns.

Legend has it that when everyone encounters a real danger of persecution of their lives, they will create a different and unique space in their minds. Some people's space is full of flowers and prosperous times: some people's space is ambitious, and soldiers are coming to the city: some people's space is fragrant and frog chirping, and the empty valley is secluded: and the space of Nanzui Sheng is lonely and confused, empty and uninhabited.

The more lonely the person is, the more space there is.

"If you step into the dark abyss ahead, you will be completely free from earthly troubles. If you stop moving, you'll be trapped forever in this sea of clouds. The annihilated and traceless phantom reappeared, and she floated in mid-air, light clouds and mist around her body, like a Nine Heavens Xuannu who did not eat fireworks.

"What do you want to choose?" Phantom asked faintly.

Nan Zuisheng raised his eyes to look at her, more precisely, at himself: "How do you want me to choose?" ”

The ethereal and dark phantom smiled lightly, and the face of the country and the fragrance of the country still bloomed with thrilling beauty in the light and disappear of the virtual shadow: "Stay, we will be each other's company in the future, although this sea of clouds is lonely, but there is no all the troubles of the world." ”

So stay, annihilate the life in the other world, and the soul will forever wander in the sea of loneliness.

"You're wrong." Nan Zuisheng stared at the phantom of his own appearance and took a step back slightly.

"What, aren't you --- afraid of death?" The phantom faded into discoloration, and the smile was contemptuous and mocking.

Wisps of light clouds and mist drifted in the sea of clouds, and Nan Zuisheng stared at the phantom of his appearance through the clouds and mist in front of him: "No, you are wrong, I am not afraid of death, but because in this lonely space, I don't only have the two choices you said." ”

Step by step, after the girl kept a certain distance from the phantom in front of her, her ink eyes, which were originally flowing with confusion and sadness, suddenly became clear and clear: "As long as I kill myself in the closed space now, I can ...... Get a new lease on life! ”

Before the words fell, Nan Zuisheng ran wildly all the way, straight through the phantom that blocked her in front of her, and after resolutely jumping, she fell into the bottomless abyss at the end of the sea of clouds.

Although it is a fall, the soul is still ethereal and light.

Nan Zuisheng easily turned his back upward, and what caught his eye was the vanishing shadow that was fading away. She could clearly see the phantom form gradually meandering through the subtle, shattered, countless mottled cracks: but in a moment, the other self in this space suddenly shattered before her eyes.

Shattered into dust.

More and more brilliant light reflected from the depths of the abyss, and Nan Zuisheng looked sideways at the bottom of the abyss where the brilliance flowed below, and slowly bloomed a bright smile of victory.

She bravely defeated her lonely and confused self.

Get back on your feet.