No.185 The love I want exists only in you
On the screen of the mobile phone, the girl with a flamboyant personality immediately changed from an angry expression to a sweet smile at Xu Zioa, "Hello, my name is Du Xiaoguan." Thank you for sending Xu Zioth to the hospital. ”
Meng Chan just wanted to say something, Xu Zi swores to turn the phone over, "Okay, okay, I'll hang up first, you pay attention to safety over there." ”
"Then remember to thank them."
Meng Chan smiled faintly and asked quietly, "Hasn't your girlfriend returned to China yet?" Xu Zixuan nodded, "She is engaged in art, and there are more opportunities there than in China, in fact, she prefers to settle in Italy." We also discussed for a long time before deciding to return to China for development, she is an only child, and her parents don't want her to go too far. ”
Meng Chan nodded, "How is your injury?" ”
Xu Zixuan smiled and made a gesture of showing his muscles, "Who am I?" Xu Zi swears! This little injury is nothing. But you should be frightened, I heard my brother say you've been crying. ”
Xu Ziswear's brother settled in Nanjing, and not long after Meng Chan followed the ambulance to take Xu Zishou to the hospital, Xu Zisao's brother came, looking at Meng Chan's uncontrollable tears, thinking that this brother's high school classmate was already timid and frightened.
handed Meng Chan a piece of paper and apologized.
Meng Chan thought of the scene that day, for fear that her love would be detected, and a flush crept up her cheeks.
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Xu Zivowed to take care of himself and recalled, "I remember that you also cried all the time on the day you graduated from high school. ”
On the last day of school, Meng Chan's score was very hanging, and it was a little difficult to apply for Xu Zio's university, although her second and third choices were also in the same city as Xu Zioy, but she was still not at ease.
When the students left the school, the teacher left a group of classmates to clean up, including Meng Chan.
Xu Zi swore that he belonged to the kind of person who was active and good in the class, and he shouted to contribute to the class for the last time, and he also stayed.
It's almost time to clean up, and everyone is gone.
In the classroom, Meng Chan was still slowly wiping the already clean blackboard.
She recalled her pitiful intersection with Xu Zivow in the past two years, and her heart was blocked.
Xu Ziving only chose Nanjing as her first choice, and she was worried that she would not be able to study in the same city as Xu Ziswear.
Obviously nothing started, but she was so afraid of losing.
The door "opened", Meng Chan turned her head, and Xu Zivowed to return to the classroom with the emptied trash can at the door, he probably didn't expect that there were still people in the classroom who hadn't left, and he was stunned for a while, and the two looked at each other across the long desk.
Xu Zivow met a good friend from the next class when he just took out the garbage, several people went crazy on the playground for a while, and they came back running, Xu Zivow had fine sweat on his face, and his short-sleeved school uniform was slightly damp. The golden sunset poured down and hit the desk between the two and hit Xu Zio's side face.
With the light on his back, Xu Zioa's outline was exceptionally clear.
Meng Chan looked at him, such a scene was like an ordinary homecoming day, Xu Zivowed to be late for playing basketball with his friends, standing at the door sweating profusely, ignoring the teacher's almost angry pig's liver-colored face, with a ruffian smile, shouting loudly, "Report." ”
Meng Chan's nose suddenly became sour, as long as she thought that she would not be able to see Xu Zi every day in the future, her heart tightened.
She doesn't have the straightforwardness of other girls, and she can't say generously like others: Happy graduation, I like you, I wish you a bright future! She couldn't be brave.
She obviously didn't want to cry in front of Xu Zioy, but it was like the tear glands being pressed on the switch, and the tears couldn't be stopped.
"What's wrong with you?" Xu Zixuan was startled by Meng Chan's sudden tears, and shook his head awkwardly, "Did I scare you with my voice too loud?" ”
Meng Chan just looked at him, shook her head slightly, and didn't speak.
The tears were uncontrollable, but she didn't make a sound, and she quietly walked to her desk to pack her things.
Xu Ziv, a person who prides himself on being a gentleman, felt that he couldn't let the girl cry and go home by herself, so he followed Meng Chan nervously and kept asking Meng Chan: What's wrong with you.
He was not annoyed when he couldn't get Meng Chan's response, and secretly speculated: It should be reluctant to graduate! He also told her jokes on the side.
On the path at the entrance of the school, the girl with moist eyes looked deeply at the enthusiastic and clean boy's eyebrows fluttering, and tried to write it down.
The sunset stretched the shadows of the two people very long, as if as long as they worked hard, they could meet each other forever.
"You're crying."
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This voice pulled Meng Chan back from her distant student days. Meng Chan just smiled, but in fact, she didn't like to cry at all.
Meng Chan opened the chicken soup she brought and filled a small bowl to Xu Zixuan, "I made the soup myself, your brother should be very busy, it's too late to cook for you." ”
Xu Zioan's eyes lit up, "Yes, I'm going to vomit in the hospital canteen." ”
He took a few sips of chicken soup and asked in surprise, "You don't like chicken skin either?" ”
The chicken in the soup is all peeled. In the past, when I ate in the school cafeteria, I could see Xu Zivow always pick out the chicken skin when he ate chicken, and later I heard that Xu Zivow hated eating chicken skin, and Meng Chan spent a little more effort when making soup and removed the chicken skin.
"Well, I don't like it." Meng Chan nodded, this was the first time Xu Zi had eaten what he had made, looking at Xu Zi Vow's posture of wanting to drink it all, Meng Chan felt that it was a very happy thing to be able to cook for the first time.
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Lin pressed suddenly remembered something,
This summer has been hot.
Lin Zhao took Meng Chan to various water parks to play, Lin Zhao knew that Meng Chan couldn't swim, but after finding that Meng Chan's water escape skills were almost zero, Lin Zhao coaxed Meng Chan to find a swimming coach.
I also made a special field trip to several of them, and finally found a satisfactory swimming pool with a beautiful environment, clean water source, and most importantly, a coach sex woman.
The only thing that is not so good is that the swimming pool is far from where they live, and it takes more than an hour to drive there.
However, the swimming pool near his home is full of male coaches, and he doesn't want other men to get close to Meng Chan in a swimsuit, and he feels angry when he thinks about it.
Meng Chan had to go to the swimming pool with Lin Press once a week, she always felt that it was too wasteful to run so far for a class, so they always went to the nearby to watch a movie and eat before going home after class.
So many people are always caught off guard when they meet.
If he could, Lin Zhao would rather let Meng Chan take swimming lessons near his home, the swimming coach was a man, and even Meng Chan would never learn to swim, and he would not want Meng Chan and Xu Zivow to meet again.
That was the beginning of Lin Press's beautiful shattering in the past few months.
If she could, Meng Chan would rather waste that little time to go home and eat again than meet Xu Zivow again when her life had just become happy.
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At the moment when Xu Zixuan smiled at her, she heard the sound of Lin pressing's hard to chisel through the solid ice and healing.
Xu Zixuan greeted Meng Chan with a smile, and he said, "Our company sent me back for a short-term work exchange, and I haven't been back for several years, so I just wander around by myself, I used to play nearby." ”
He smiled and said, "I might have to stay here for half a year and have time to hang out together." ”
He smiled and said, "You've changed so much, I almost didn't recognize you just now, and you're getting better and better." ”
Xu Zio's smile was like a curse, sending Meng Chan to the abyss again and again, from him smiling and saying that he had someone he liked, to the photo of his open relationship with his girlfriend, to the current smile and greeting Meng Chan.
Every time, Meng Chan was covered in bruises, and she never recovered.
On the way home, Lin pressed and drove by himself, as if he was very calm and did not say a word.
Meng Chan turned on her mobile phone, and just now the two exchanged WeChat, and at this time Meng Chan passed Xu Zioan's friend application.
She clicked on Xu Zio's circle of friends, and the background picture was him and his girlfriend kissing on a small boat, and above the boat was a small arched bridge.
Meng Chan knew that the bridge was the Bridge of Sighs in Venice, Italy, and it was said that lovers would be together for a long time when they kissed under this bridge.
After watching this movie, Meng Chan also fantasized about one day being able to come here with the person she loves. "They're happy."
Meng Chan opened her mouth, as if she was saying to Lin Ji and to herself.
Lin pressed his head and glanced at her, and Meng Chan smiled at him, unable to see his emotions.
Meng Chan flipped down, Xu Zi swore not to make a circle, and there were only a dozen in the circle of friends.
It turned out that he had returned home a week after his birthday.
Meng Chan didn't know that at that time, she had decided not to pay attention to Xu Zioan's information.
After the circle of friends turned to the end, Meng Chan closed her eyes and recuperated. Lin Press's hand clenched the steering wheel tightly, and his joints turned white.
On the surface he was indifferent, but an uneasy emotion raged in his body, constantly stimulating his heart.
The feeling of powerlessness that he couldn't grasp something despite trying his best, returned to Lin Press's side.
Uneasy thoughts kept coming back to my mind, and it turned out that this was really foreshadowing.
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