Chapter 178: I'll be with you
When Bai Qianqian saw her sister at work, she wanted to remind her, okay, please go to a five-star restaurant for a big meal? Does it still count? If you don't go to the five-star, you can ask her to eat casually!
Bai Tingting didn't remember this incident at all, she was happy all the time, and she was very active in helping her sister share the work, especially for those colleagues who did not cooperate, she was more angry than Bai Qianqian.
"Qianqian, all the documents I made are on the table for you, you remember to sign them."
Bai Tingting looked at Bai Qianqian, who came in from outside, reminded her, put down the file and went back to her place, and when the matter was done, she started watching TV series again.
Bai Qianqian didn't respond, looking at the message on her phone in a daze, looking a little hesitant, and finally she took a deep breath, turned around and walked out.
Seeing Lan Yuchen's news, Bai Qianqian felt a little in a trance, she hadn't contacted him for a while, and she hadn't heard any news from him, she thought that this man had given up on herself, and she felt a sense of relief in her heart.
Since the last time they met, there were so many things going on around her that she didn't have time to care about him, and Li Cheng didn't like her contacting this man, so she didn't even say hello.
I didn't expect him to suddenly come to his company to find herself, remembering the last time he confessed to herself in public, she still felt embarrassed, and she was worried that Lan Yuchen would do this trick again this time, so she hesitated and didn't know whether to go down.
Lan Yuchen sent a message and said that he just wanted to see him, Bai Qianqian thought about it and felt that he shouldn't be so hasty anymore, and finally decided to go down and have a look.
When she saw Lan Yuchen, Bai Qianqian almost couldn't believe her eyes, and after looking at it for a long time before she was sure that this was really Lan Yuchen, she was stunned in surprise, not knowing what to say.
Lan Yuchen was haggard, visibly thinner than before, his chin was pointed, and his stubble was long, he hadn't taken care of it for a long time, and there was no light in his eyes.
He is still so neatly dressed and clean, but he has no spirit, he still looks like a young singer, and everyone thinks he is a depressed uncle.
Seeing Bai Qianqian's surprised and stunned expression, Lan Yuchen smiled bitterly, looking as if he had aged ten years all of a sudden, and his gloomy eyes were full of vicissitudes and melancholy.
"What's wrong with you? Is something going on at home? ”
Bai Qianqian came back to her senses and asked with concern, finding a café to sit down, she didn't know if something had happened in his family during this time, otherwise how could Lan Yuchen become like this?
Or is there something wrong with his work?
After all, if a singer like him has some scandals, it may be fatal, and maybe his career will end directly in the future.
However, she didn't see the relevant news, it should be a family matter, right?
"There's nothing going on at home, I came to bother you today, in fact, I just want to see you."
Lan Yuchen didn't directly say what happened to him, but stared at Bai Qianqian without blinking, as if he wanted to engrave her into his mind, full of reluctance and nostalgia.
"Don't you seem like there's anything going on? Why didn't you tell me? Aren't we friends? ”
Bai Qianqian was a little angry, he didn't tell the truth even if he was like this, if he said it, maybe she could help him? She owed him so many favors before, and if she could have a chance to repay it, she would definitely seize it.
"Actually, I know that if you reconcile with Li Cheng and the two, I shouldn't bother you, but I can't control myself, I want to see you, I want to be able to see you a few more times in my lifetime."
Lan Yuchen held the coffee cup in both hands, his hands trembled uncontrollably, looking at Bai Qianqian's eyes, there seemed to be tears flickering, he no longer had the gentle smile he had before.
"What are you talking about? What do you mean by that? ”
Bai Qianqian felt that he was saying goodbye, and suddenly became nervous, and a thought rose in her mind, but she still couldn't believe it.
It's impossible!
"You don't have to ask anymore, I'm not here to ask for sympathy, I really just want to see you more, and I'm satisfied to see your smile."
Lan Yuchen lowered his head, his voice was lowered, and he turned the coffee cup in his hand, as if he was thinking about something, and seemed to be hiding something.
"Lan Yuchen, do you still regard me as a friend? Let's make it clear today, what's wrong with you? ”
Bai Qianqian was so frightened by the speculation in her heart that she didn't know what to do, and wanted to hear from him that he was fine.
"I, I was a little uncomfortable for a while, so I went for a checkup, and the results came out, and the doctor said, "Say I, say I have stomach cancer."
Bai Qianqian's hand holding the coffee cup paused, at first Lan Yuchen said some strange things, she had such an idea, she didn't expect it to be true, she was stunned and didn't know how to comfort him.
He is still so young, and his career has just been on the right track, but he suddenly got such a serious illness, even Bai Qianqian herself, she can't accept it, let alone a person like Lan Yuchen who has a successful career.
"Are you sure? Could it be that the doctor misdiagnosed? Why don't you find a different hospital and have another check-up? Maybe it's just a small problem, and the doctor is wrong? Don't scare yourself. ”
Bai Qianqian didn't know what to comfort him, and subconsciously felt that he wouldn't, he shouldn't get this disease, and wanted Lan Yuchen to have some confidence in himself.
Lan Yuchen is kind and gentle, how can God make such a joke? It's so unfair, it must be something wrong.
"I've been there, many hospitals have been confirmed, it's all the same result, in fact, it's a very lucky thing to meet you in this life, even if it's such a result, I have no regrets."
Bai Qianqian felt bitter in her heart, she always felt that the people around her were good, but she didn't expect such bad news to come in a blink of an eye, and she had to sigh that the world is impermanent.
"Don't say such things, medical skills are so developed now, as long as you are optimistic and actively cooperate with the doctor's treatment, you will definitely be fine."
Although she didn't have much confidence to say such things, but looking at Lan Yuchen's desperate eyes, she really didn't want to admit that he was about to leave this world.
Didn't you say it in the news? The most important thing in this disease is mentality, if you can stay optimistic, there is still hope, Lan Yuchen is not short of money, you can go to the top hospital and use the most expensive medicine, maybe it is really useful?
"Thank you, Qianqian, but you won't understand that if a person has no faith, it may be more painful to live than to die. My parents have a weak relationship with me, and my fans don't have to be me, even you are from Licheng. What else in this world is worth my nostalgia? ”
Bai Qianqian didn't expect Lan Yuchen to say such frustrating words, he was obviously so gentle and sunny before, and there was always a smile on his face, how could he suddenly be like a different person?
It turns out that the most terrifying thing about illness is not to destroy a person's body, but also to consume a person's will.
Bai Qianqian held Lan Yuchen's hand tightly, wanting to pass on her strength to him, so that he could feel warmth and courage, so that he would no longer be so depressed, no matter what, he had to face it bravely.
"Don't say these discouraged words, there are so many beautiful things in this world, how can you not have a trace of nostalgia? You know, this world is beautiful after all, so many people care about you, how can you say give up? ”
Lan Yuchen felt the temperature coming from her palm, smiled bitterly, shook his head helplessly, but did not speak, looking at Bai Qianqian's eyes, he was helpless and worried.
"I'll go to the toilet first."
Bai Qianqian saw that Lan Yuchen really didn't hold out any hope, she could only be anxious, she knew in her heart that he might be because he really didn't have the idea of living, if there was anything else that made him nostalgic, it might only be herself.
But she already has Li Cheng, she can't do it for Lan Yuchen, she doesn't want Li Cheng, what she can do for Lan Yuchen is to stay by his side, so that he can have some warmth and hope.
Bai Qianqian called Li Cheng in the toilet, she couldn't just care about Lan Yuchen and ignore Li Cheng's feelings, but she couldn't ignore Lan Yuchen because of Li Cheng, no matter what, he had helped himself so much and saved himself.
These are all unpaid human debts.
"Hello? How? Missed me? ”
Li Cheng rarely received a call from Bai Qianqian on her own initiative, and it happened that there was nothing to do now, so he couldn't help but want to tease her for a few words, he could almost imagine how her face turned red over there.
"I want to discuss something with you, I'll tell you, don't be angry, okay?"
Bai Qianqian is not in the mood to be serious now, she thinks about it, she has to tell Li Cheng about this matter, otherwise he will definitely be jealous and angry again.
Listening to her solemn voice, Li Cheng had an ominous premonition in his heart, he didn't know whether to let her say it or not, he was silent for a while, and finally let Bai Qianqian say it.
If she can come to discuss with herself, it means that this matter has no other meaning to her, and there is no need for her to be so stingy.
"That's the case, Lan Yuchen has stomach cancer, but the whole person is very negative, looking at his appearance, he has no idea of living at all, I think it's quite pitiful, I just think, I sometimes chat with him to encourage him, so that he can have some hope."
Bai Qianqian knew that if she could accompany Lan Yuchen, he would definitely be full of hope for active treatment, and he was so pitiful and so young, she couldn't bear to watch him give up on himself like this.
People with this disease are fragile in their hearts, and they all want to be accompanied by someone, and since he has a bad relationship with his parents, she will be better.
Li Cheng was silent on the phone again, Bai Qianqian thought that he couldn't hear it, fed it twice, heard the reply, and she was sure that he had listened to what he had just said.
So what does it mean that he doesn't refuse and doesn't allow it now?
"What do you think?"
Bai Qianqian asked again, Li Cheng not only did not reply this time, but also hung up the phone, she looked at the phone that she hung up, and she couldn't make up her mind.
Coming out of the bathroom, Bai Qianqian looked at the depressed Lan Yuchen, leaving Li Cheng's silence behind, now Lan Yuchen needs her more.
Now he was standing on the edge of the cliff, and only she could pull him, just like when he was drowning in the sea, he was the only one who pulled himself.
"You don't have to comfort me anymore, although not liking you is the most regrettable thing in my life, but knowing that you can live happily, I am relieved. I'm very satisfied to be able to look at you like this. ”
Watching Bai Qianqian come out of the bathroom, her face was embarrassed and hesitant, and Lan Yuchen in turn comforted her and asked her not to feel sorry for herself.
"How can you say such a thing? In the days to come, you must listen to the doctor's words and actively cooperate with the treatment, and I will supervise you every week! ”
Bai Qianqian decided that she would spend one day a week with Lan Yuchen and give him encouragement, she couldn't watch him give up on himself like this.
"What do you say? What do you mean......"