Chapter 173: Confiding in the Heart

At this time and section, there are obviously more people on the road than during the day, and there is an endless stream of people who get off work, walk, and set up stalls to go home.

Xuanwu Hotel is not far from Yanhe Road, just five minutes away, Li Feiyu took the key to unlock the lock, Zhao Qingyu said softly: "You can't walk over, it's not far." ”

Li Feiyu, who had just put on his helmet, turned his head to look at her when he heard this, and the latter turned his face unnaturally sideways, pretending to look at the stone lion at the entrance of the hotel.

Li Feiyu was stunned for a few seconds, then took off the helmet and put it away, pursed his lips and laughed: "Okay, then let's go." ”

His smile was really rare and well-behaved, which made Zhao Qingyu unconsciously stunned.

"Huh? What's wrong? Li Feiyu was a little embarrassed by Zhao Qingyu's staring, and hesitantly stretched out his hand and rubbed it on his face, "Do you have anything on my face?" ”

"No ......"

Zhao Qingyu reacted, hurriedly retracted his gaze, and cleared his throat: "Let's go." ”

On the road, although the two walked side by side, there was a distance of more than half a meter between them, and neither of them spoke during the period, and the atmosphere was awkward.

Although Zhao Qingyu didn't have any special expression on his face, his heart was a little complicated.

As she walked, she was guessing the authenticity of Li Feiyu's words, she had also seen the people at the table just now, it was indeed a group of Li Feiyu's friends, but she didn't know if it wasn't a farewell banquet.

On the other hand, she was thinking about what Li Feiyu had to say when she came out of her, could it be......

She quietly glanced at Li Feiyu not far from her side with her spare eyes, the latter was tall and long-legged, and he couldn't wait to take two steps against her when he took one step, but at this time, in order to stay on the same level as her, he could only shrink his steps and walk ahead.

I don't know what others think, but it's a little funny in her eyes anyway.

Zhao Qingyu couldn't help but curl the corners of his mouth.

But she didn't know that from the beginning, Li Feiyu had been peeking at her out of the corner of her eye.

There is a faint layer of red on the delicate and white side face, a pink and watery mouth under the straight nose, the ultra-short student girl's hair can't even cover her ears, and the small and cute earlobes don't even have ear piercings, unlike most of the girls he knows who love beauty.

Even the clothes are plain, even plain to the point of old-fashionedness.

If it weren't for Tiaozheng's back, it would look like a small village girl seven or eight years ago.

Alas...... Why can't he let go of such a person?

Li Feiyu himself was puzzled.

It stands to reason that he has seen a lot of beautiful girls, and there are countless who are more beautiful and fashionable than Zhao Qingyu, and many of them frequently throw olive branches to him.

Looking at those girls, he always felt that something was missing.

But what is it?

Li Feiyu quietly stared at Zhao Qingyu's delicate side face, and also wanted to find the answer he wanted on it.

Suddenly, he saw that Zhao Qingyu seemed to laugh, his eyebrows moved slightly, and he couldn't help but turn his head to look at her.

This straight gaze, Zhao Qingyu couldn't ignore it, she turned her face in confusion, and looked at Li Feiyu for a few seconds: "You...... Do you have anything to say? ”

"No, no, no ......"

Li Feiyu hurriedly turned his head and denied it with a red face.

“……”

Don't have anything to say, and still want her to go along the river?

Is it simply to enjoy the sunset by the river?

Zhao Qingyu had a question mark in his head.

It's a pity that since Li Feiyu was asked by her, she walked forward without saying a word, her steps were big and fast, as if she was in a hurry.

Zhao Qingyu could only trot behind to catch up, and the body that had just taken a bath ran out of sweat, as well as the lingering dampness and stickiness, which made her miserable.

Finally came to the fork in the road along the river, Li Feiyu finally reacted, slowed down and turned his head to look back, and found that Zhao Qingyu was staring at him bitterly and hatefully, and was immediately dumbfounded.

"I—do you want to drink ice soda?" Li Feiyu asked with some humility.

The beads of sweat on his face wet the bangs on his forehead and ears, Zhao Qingyu was a little uncomfortable and pulled his hair behind his ears, shook his head when he heard the words, and pointed to the road along the river not far away: "No, let's go over first." ”

The trees along the river road are full of shade, the weeping willows are still clinging, and it is by the river, Zhao Qingyu is so hot that he is uncomfortable, and he just wants to hurry to the shade of the trees to blow the wind.

Although Li Feiyu didn't ask again, after he passed, he asked Zhao Qingyu to wait for him, and then he went to the small restaurant opposite to buy two bottles of ice drinks.

Zhao Qingyu lay on the stone railing, enjoying the evening breeze with residual heat in summer.

The sun was setting on the far hill on the other side of the river, showing only half of its head, but still shining with a red glow.

The surface of the river turned red, and Zhao Qingyu lay on it, his fingers lightly touching the smooth stone pier.

The stone pier is hot on one side and cold on the other, but when the sun fades, at night, it will completely return to its cold silence.

Zhao Qingyu put his hand on the slightly cool side, desperately absorbing its cool air, so that his palms felt more comfortable due to the hot weather.

"Take this, this ice, put it on your face to make it stronger."

A familiar voice interrupted her somewhat strange little moves, and when she raised her head, it was Li Feiyu who was walking quickly, he had two bottles of Bingxue in his hand, one bottle had some slight moisture on the outside, and the other bottle looked at from the outside, and it could be found that it was all frozen into ice cubes.

And what he handed over was the one that had frozen all into ice.

Belch...... It doesn't have to be.

Zhao Qingyu smiled and politely declined Li Feiyu's kindness.

"Don't be embarrassed if you take it!"

Li Feiyu firmly believes that Zhao Qingyu is just politely shirking, not really not wanting Sprite.

You see, her face was red from the heat, and her hair was drenched with sweat, and he would have eaten a bottle of Sprite in two bites.

"I really don't."

"You take it, I bought two bottles."

Seeing that this conversation was pushed and dragged on, and it was endless, Zhao Qingyu recalled the scene of receiving red envelopes when he was a child, and suddenly felt a headache and embarrassment, and even found that a few people who were eating barbecue on the side of the road also looked over, so he had to look pale and said to Li Feiyu: "Thank you, I'm not feeling well, I can't drink cold things, you better take it yourself." ”

"Ah......" Li Feiyu didn't seem to think of this reason, his face turned pale, and he asked a little nervously, "Where are you uncomfortable?" Does it matter? It's the town hospital opposite, why don't we go and have a look? ”

“……”

Zhao Qingyu was sure that Li Feiyu did not understand the true meaning of the sentence on the phone just now.

In desperation, she sighed: "I'm fine, just say what you have to say, I'll go back to reading later." ”

Li Feiyu was stunned, and his originally bright eyes suddenly dimmed: "Well, in fact, I ......"

After a pause, he continued, "Actually, I just wanted to have a chat with you, after all, I'm leaving soon." ”

"Well, then what do you want to talk about, talk about it." Zhao Qingyu turned around, leaned his back against the stone railing, and looked at Li Feiyu in front of him.

Li Feiyu was uncomfortable with her, and tilted her head: "Anything, I just want to talk to you." ”

“……”

These words were direct enough, Zhao Qingyu was choked up for a while and didn't know how to answer.

Seeing that she didn't say anything, Li Feiyu glared at her unhappily: "Didn't you say you could chat with me, why did you ignore me?" ”

Although it is staring, there are many grievances in those beautiful eyes.

Zhao Qingyu couldn't cry or laugh: "Say it, say it, I'll listen." ”

really let him speak, and he couldn't say a word for a long time.

In order to alleviate the embarrassing atmosphere, Li Feiyu walked to Zhao Qingyu's side and faced the sunset by the river.

Although his eyes were misty, only he knew that his face might be on par with the red glow in the sky.

It was just right not to speak, Zhao Qingyu raised his eyebrows, and also turned to look at the river.

The two stood silently together, looking together at the end of the river, where the valley was.

The river flows out of the valley and flows into another valley, passing through most of the town in the middle.

The setting sun soon disappeared from the hills, leaving only an orange half of the sky.

I don't know how long it took, maybe twenty minutes, maybe half an hour, and the sky was no longer bright and dazzling, but soft and warm.

Zhao Qingyu finally took the initiative to speak: "Didn't you say you wanted to talk to me, why haven't you spoken for so long." ”

"You know, no, I sometimes think it's a little weird for you to talk."

"Huh?"

Li Feiyu seemed to be a little entangled, and his expression was unnatural: "That's the kind of ...... Very awkward, very contrived......"

"Huh?" Zhao Qingyu's face is no longer good-looking.

Affectation?

It is not a good word, whether it was, is, or will be.

"But I just think, I think it's novel, I like ......."

“…… Hehe. ”

Zhao Qingyu grinned and laughed twice emotionally, but Li Feiyu couldn't detect the "ruthlessness" in her smile at all.

"It's true! Do you know? Every time you talk to me, you often ...... How can I say it, it's just Mandarin, you know? It's so sweet and so nice...... I thought you did it on purpose, compared to our dialect here it sounds a bit spicy hehe......"

“……”

In this way, Zhao Qingyu listened to Li Feiyu talk to himself and said his impressions and feelings about her for a long time.

"Hey, remember, we met for the first time." Li Feiyu talked about his interest, and asked Zhao Qingyu to reply one by one.

Zhao Qingyu nodded, and his voice was very light: "Remember." ”

"Hehe, I didn't have any impression of you at that time, I didn't expect you to know me, and said that we were in the same class, and that was ...... at that time" Li Feiyu was a little embarrassed to say it halfway through, but his face was infinitely shy.

Zhao Qingyu, who had been listening to him quietly, inadvertently glanced at the boy next to him, and his bright eyes flashed with surprise.

It was a really strange day.

She saw too many strange and familiar things on Li Feiyu's face.

Originally, she hoped that Li Feiyu would finish this meaningless conversation quickly, but just now, at the glance she inadvertently glimpsed, her mood suddenly changed.

The vicissitudes of life, light years change.

It seems that on a summer evening, she was also next to another boy, holding on to the same railing, telling the same thoughts.

The same cautious but loving mood she still remembers, even after traveling through different dimensions.

So, in an instant, Li Feiyu seemed to have become the she used to be.

She looked at him, as if she were herself.

"Is it worth it?"

"Huh?"

Li Feiyu was talking up, and out of the corner of his eye, he also noticed that Zhao Qingyu had been staring at him, and his heart was even more excited, but he was suddenly interrupted by Zhao Qingyu's clueless words.

He was a little surprised, and even a little confused.

"I ask you, is it worth it? You know that I don't like you, I don't like you, don't you feel it? ”

Li Feiyu was shocked by Zhao Qingyu's fierce color: "I, I know ......"

"You know, why do you have to do that? What is the purpose of calling me out to chat? Do you want to really part, or don't give up? ”

Zhao Qingyu pressed forward step by step, Li Feiyu's expression became very ugly, the smile disappeared from his face, and hope darkened in his eyes.

"Well, don't give up." Li Feiyu finally smiled, "My mother really wants me to go abroad, and I just want to come over today and ask you what you think." ”

Zhao Qingyu didn't say anything and continued to look at him.

"As for me, I can't study well, barely semi-literate, this high school cost money to come in, let alone go to university, my mother wants to do her best to help me make a relationship, so that I can study abroad."

"It's a pity, I don't want to go abroad at all, because I have someone I like here, and I don't want to leave her."

"I also know that that person doesn't like me, even hates me, too, how can a person like me who doesn't seek progress and doesn't want to make progress deserve to be diligent and studious."

"But I still want to give it a try, if she says she doesn't want me to go, I'll go and refuse my mother's arrangement tonight, stay with that girl, I'll study hard and ...... well"

"Enough!" Zhao Qingyu couldn't listen anymore, "I don't need it, I don't need it, I don't need others to put down their future for me." You're not moved, it's pressure, it's a threat, you know? ”

Li Feiyu stood in place in a daze, and such a ruthless answer caught him by surprise.

But if you think about it, it is unexpected and reasonable.

The silence spread between the two of them, and for a long time, Zhao Qingyu also realized that she was a little too excited just now, she took several deep breaths before calming her tone a little: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, I just want you not to regret it......"

"I know." Li Feiyu quickly interrupted her, "I understand what you mean, thank you for spending so much precious time coming out to chat with me today." ”

"Uh...... It's not that ...... either."

"That's it, I'm still going to accompany my friend, you can go back by yourself first."

After speaking, Li Feiyu turned around and strode away without looking back, and where he passed the garbage heap, he directly threw the two bottles of Sprite that he had been holding in his hand for a long time.

Zhao Qingyu turned around and silently watched his figure disappear at the end of the fork in the street along the river, and sighed silently in his heart.

In fact...... Li Feiyu, this kid is sometimes very good.

She didn't really look at him with any prejudice, but she had experienced too much, and she really didn't think about the relationship between men and women.

Forget it, long pain is better than short pain, just let him continue to hate himself.

If she goes abroad in the future, she will be regarded as a returnee, and her future will be bright, so as not to be entangled with her, she will also be regarded as a good thing.

As the sky darkened, the small flashes of light on the willow trees along the river road lit up one after another.

Zhao Qingyu took out the pocket of his pants, he wanted to see what time PHS was, but suddenly realized that he didn't have it with him at all.

She glanced at the wall clock hanging in the small restaurant directly opposite, and it turned out to be past 8:40.

After talking for so long, Zhao Qingyu grabbed the hair that fell from his ears, raised his legs and walked in the direction of home.

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