Chapter 34: The Academy
Since graduating from high school, Su Yue and Li Qianqian have successfully passed the art and culture exams and entered the same university.
This university is a well-known public art college in the area, and a large number of candidates apply for it every year. There are a variety of different majors in the college, Li Qianqian studied music education, while Su Yue chose the pop music department.
Speaking of why Su Yue chose such a major in the first place, even she herself was unbelievable until now.
It's just that one day a few years ago, Mu Yao overheard his singing voice and a compliment, which became the main reason why Su Yue finally chose to apply for the conservatory of music a few years later.
And this little secret, even his teachers and parents don't know at all. They watched Su Yue practice singing diligently from morning to night at home every day, and they all thought that she was full of deep love for music from the bottom of her heart.
As everyone knows, Su Yue's enthusiasm for music is just because of a word from the person she likes, which made her unswervingly choose this path.
Maybe it's out of missing Mu Yao, or trying to prove yourself to him. Such unhesitating persistence has always supported Su Yue to move forward step by step.
It has been a long time since Mu Yao went abroad. During this period, Su Yue did not contact Mu Yao again.
It's just that once inadvertently, she heard Li Qianqian mention Mu Yao. I heard that Mu Yao has been admitted to a very famous local school with excellent results.
As for other aspects, Su Yue never heard anyone mention it again. I don't know if Mu Yao is still alone now, or if he already has a favorite object. Su Yue didn't dare to think about it anymore, and she didn't try to take the initiative to ask Mu Yao's current situation.
Su Yue knew in her heart that in most cases, the power of time was difficult for us to compete with. It is enough to gradually erase the traces of himself in Mu Yao's mind day by day.
She doesn't want to compete with the strong man of time anymore, because the ultimate loser must be herself. Once upon a time, she also worked hard, and she was willing to spend all her time in exchange for this pure and beautiful first love.
But what she got in the end was only a simple and clear rejection from the other party, without even a trace of hesitation.
This made Su Yue finally soberly realize that if you want to stick to a beautiful love, it is far from enough to rely on the strength of one person. If the other person cannot build up confidence and work hand in hand with himself, then this relationship can only end in the end.
In desperation, there is no other choice but to choose to let go.
But in order to keep in mind the relationship and the important person I liked for the first time. Su Yue finally chose to hide her true self and completely molded herself into the person's appearance.
For Su Yue, since fate can no longer keep them together. Then simply let yourself become another him, in order to fill the emptiness and thoughts in your heart.
The world without Mu Yao, although it still operates as usual every day, in Su Yue's heart, it has lost all its color.
And this seemingly affectionate but actually distorted attachment also made Su Yue unable to talk about a sweet campus romance like other girls after stepping into the college campus.
Although with Su Yuejiao's good looks, even if he is dressed as a tomboy, there is no shortage of boys who pursue him.
But Su Yue seemed to be back in her hard shell. She turned on some kind of self-protection mechanism to keep them all out. She has no interest in these boys who like her, and she doesn't give them any chance to get close to her.
Sometimes Su Yue would always unconsciously compare them with Mu Yao, but in the end, she always came to the same result: only Mu Yao could occupy the only important position in her heart.
Su Yue didn't take into account at that time that for such a long time, the only beautiful image she still had in her heart was Mu Yao. They are nothing more than vague fragments, stuck in the fleeting past.
As for the future, Mu Yao in her heart can not be replaced by anyone. Now it's just a dream bubble that exists in my own fantasy.
"What do you think we're going to do, Sissi? Looks like the teacher locked the door again! ”
Su Yue and Li Qianqian had just run to the door of the music theory classroom out of breath, and found that the door of the classroom had been locked by the teacher from the inside.
"It's only a minute late, but I locked the door again. This devil teacher really has her! Li Qianqian glanced at the time on her phone, and then complained breathlessly.
"It's not the first time anyway! This devil teacher is really ruthless, she just deliberately wants the two of us to stand at the door and look good. But... Hehe, I'm not going to let her get away with it, Miss Ben has her own way! ”
Su Yue smiled proudly, then took out her mobile phone and dialed a string of numbers in the address book.
"Hey, what's the matter?" A deep male voice appeared on the other end of the line and asked in a volume so small that it was almost inaudible.
"Hey, Ma Tiantian, I'm standing at the door of the classroom right now. The devil teacher has locked the door again, let's follow the old rules! Hurry up! ”
Su Yue looked into the classroom through the glass on the door, Ma Tiantian was sitting in the penultimate row of the classroom, he was quietly hunched over and bowing his head and talking to himself on the phone.
The devil teacher was giving an impassioned lecture on the podium at the moment, and he didn't notice Ma Tiantian, who was acting strangely in the back seat.
"Mom! Miss, don't fool me anymore. I'll help you one last time, and I'll not take it as an example. Ma Tiantian said to Su Yue as low as possible in his voice.
Su Yue didn't think about it, and immediately gave this promise that sounded unreliable every time:
"Okay, okay, I promise! Ma Tiantian, hurry up and save me this time! ”