Fictional story. Chapter 50. Memories

"Who told you to talk to your mom like that? Well? The boy pushed Ling Yun again, and he felt ridiculous, didn't they all come out of a family? What did you do to make such a difference, and why did this family dislike it so much?

The more I thought about it, the more ridiculous I felt, my head sank, my feet softened, he stumbled forward, knelt on the ground and hit his head on the guardrail, why should I endure this, the boy pointed at Ling Yu and smiled, clenched his fist, and loosened it again.

"I... I didn't... Vomit...... I'm sorry... I'm sorry, but are you satisfied? Vomiting ......" hung her head, the broken hair on her forehead was stuck on her face, the vomit was dirty, and the woman picked up Ling Yun.

Looking at Ling Yun's disdainful face, he raised his head, and faced a face that was about to swallow people, blood flowed out of his nostrils and down the corners of his mouth, "Shameful things, I can't bear such a little pain, why did I raise such a thing as you, your brother fell from such a high place last time, and he had more than a dozen stitches on his forehead, and he didn't say a word, you are so weak and supportive." ”

"Can you give your patients a good rest? Just finished chemotherapy, vomiting, dizziness and fatigue are normal reactions, these symptoms can't be pretended, you see, take your little brother downstairs to sit in the garden? When the patient is better, you are coming up. Lin Shen saw Ling Yun's parents come in, and he could hear those ugly words through the door of the ward.

"You think I want to come, I'm afraid that he will throw his life here, and I have to pay for the funeral, it's a waste of money, if it weren't for this, I wouldn't have come if you called me to beg me to come." The woman spoke in a sarcastic tone, walked to the other side of the hospital bed, sat on the ground, hugged her knees, and shrugged her crying shoulders, obviously tired of hearing these words, why is it so easy to take things seriously.

"You take your little brother away, I don't know why you think so, our hospital will bear the cost of his treatment, and we won't pay you more, if you don't want to come, you won't come, the hospital is not a place for you to make trouble." Lin Shen walked to Ling Yun's side, picked him up and put him on the bed, the young man's eyes were red, and his tears couldn't stop flowing.

"If you want to be a good Samaritan, because of him, our family is almost untenable, just right, we are too lazy to get this money, and besides, I am his mother, why can't I come? Is there any medical ethics, be careful that I go to court to fight a lawsuit. The woman walked to the side of the bed, picked up the hem of Ling Yun's clothes with one hand, and put in several intubations, and the lower half of her body was also inserted.

Weight has dropped a lot, the whole person looks haggard, Ling Yun put down his clothes, the boy ran around the hospital bed, Ling Yun raised his arm to cover his vision, sniffed, pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled.

Lin Shen helped Ling Yun fold the quilt, "Mother? People like you deserve the title of mother? If you want to sue, you can sue, anyway, we have evidence of your child abuse. ”

"Baby, come here." The woman pulled the boy to her side, took out the mask from her bag and put it on, frowned, and looked at Ling Yun with a disgusted expression.

"Mom, is my brother leaving soon? When I watch TV dramas, this kind of tube is inserted in the body is not far from death, and there is this kind of thing in the nose, and the eyes will be closed immediately. The boy pointed at Ling Yun, and his laughter was harsh.

"Am I really going to die?" Ling Yun's tone was flat, he put his hand into the quilt, turned his head and didn't look at the person next to him, Lin Shen smiled and looked at Ling Yun, as if the young man in front of him was his own.

"No, how could it be, it's slowly getting better now, as long as the arranged treatment is done, it won't be long before I can be discharged from the hospital." Lin Shen thought of the data that Wang Xi asked her to see in the morning, her condition was gradually deteriorating, and the lesions began to metastasize, if she did not continue treatment, it would be five months at most, and three months at the shortest.

"I'm going to die, just like they said, it won't take long to close my eyes and wait for death, feel the moment when my heart stops, and their ridicule, I'm unwilling, I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I shouldn't be in this world. Ling Yun covered his head with a quilt and curled up, his whole body was torn, and the pain was slowly spreading.

"Yes, you shouldn't show up, it's your fault that you're here, I thought you could bring some good luck to our family, but now it seems that you can't bring anything, it will only bring bad luck, and you have to use your savings to smash it, and you still think that when your brother is born, you can get better and better, as a result? It backfires, and it's useless to talk about it. There were words in the woman's words, like a pun, Ling Yun suppressed her emotions and tried not to let herself cry.

"I... I'm sorry... Vomit... Let's go, let's go, don't stand here and watch me die, okay? Please, can you stop torturing me, spit on me, tired of me, disgusted with me, hate me, hate me, hate me, get tired of me, I understand, can you stop bothering me, don't continue to torture me, it hurts, I really hurt, it hurts every day, every minute, even every second, please. Ling Yun cried until she trembled, and a lot of tears flowed down, soaking the pillow.

"Hmph, you know it's fine, it hurts? I can't stand such a little pain, so isn't my money in vain, even if it hurts to death, you have to stay here, don't come out to obstruct my eyes, and win sympathy? The woman snorted coldly and raised her tone, the boy acted recklessly, the woman was scathing, and Lin Shen especially wanted to find someone to beat people.

"Madam, this is a hospital ward, the patient has just finished chemotherapy and needs to rest quietly, can't stand such a big stimulation, can you take my brother out?" Lin Shen stood up, pushed the door of the ward open, and made a gesture to invite out.

"Huh? Are you kicking us out? I just said that he won't leave today, and he won't go. The woman found a chair and sat down, with a very bad attitude, looking at Lin Shen, without a good face.

"Then please be quiet, do you want to go to other wards to see, when the patient is resting, no one speaks, is what you are doing is a bit excessive, you haven't done it, you don't know, he is still young, the pain tolerance is limited, and it is not something that can be forced." Lin Shen lifted the quilt, Ling Yun buried his head deeply, crying until his body was trembling.

"Let them be, thank you." Vomit spilled down the corners of his mouth, staining the sheets, and he retched in bursts, "I'm sorry... It's uncomfortable... ...... vomit"

"It's okay, just spit it out, do you want to eat?" Lin Shen helped Ling Yun to the side of the bed and continued him with a plastic bucket, "Just spit it out." ”

"Well, heck... Vomit... I fuck ......" vomited until there was nothing left, Ling Yun sat on the edge of the bed with his head down, dangling his legs, and laughed self-deprecatingly, Lin Shen felt that the young man in front of him was really distressing, obviously forgotten in his own world, but he always had to pretend to be calm alone.

"I go to buy food, what do I want to eat? Let's have some porridge and eat rice in the evening. Lin Shen stood up, took off his nurse's uniform and put it on the back of the chair, wearing a white shirt inside, light-colored jeans and a high ponytail, I don't know which school I thought it was a high school student.

"Well, thank you." Ling Yun also felt a little ridiculous, lying on her side on the bed, the woman sitting on the chair with her mobile phone, and the boy standing on the edge of the bed.

"Wait a minute, don't move, it's not good to pull the knife." Lin Shen trotted a few steps to the cafeteria to receive food.

The boy lifted and lowered the handrail next to the hospital bed, put it down and lifted it up, and repeated it several times, the doctor's persuasion was fruitless, Ling Yun grabbed the quilt and covered his ears tightly, and the iron things collided together, and the noisy people were upset.

"Don't... Can... Can you let me sleep for a while, please... Stop, okay......" Ling Yun kicked off the quilt and sat on the bed, the buttons of the hospital gown were open, revealing a large area of skin, so thin that he could see the bones, panting heavily.

"Baby, come and sit, don't go near there, you're sick." Every word the woman said pierced Ling Yun's heart, grabbed the quilt, slowly raised her head, tears in her eyes, and did not flow down, "Sit here, mother, where are you flat?" Didn't you do those questions last time? Later, there will be a famous teacher to explain the video, you can take a look, I think it will be no problem with your ability. ”

"Will you sit on these topics? Why don't I ask my brother? The boy handed the workbook to Ling Yun, it was actually a high math question, it should be a five-year college entrance examination and a three-year simulation, Ling Yun took a look, because of the influence of the drug, his vision was very blurry, and the nurse gave him a pair of glasses, which had not yet been sent from the ophthalmology department.

"I won't, I said I won't, I'm just stupid and stupid, none of these or that, can you stop bothering me, please, Mom, can you not want me, let's cut off the relationship, break off the relationship, isn't it good, in the future, you will live as a family of three, I will be alone, after the money is used up, I will leave by myself and go to a place where there is no here."

"You dare, you want to rebel, don't you? Well? You're going to say this, believe it or not, I'll kill you, who did you learn from? The woman slammed her phone on the bedside table and slapped Ling Yun in the face, and a hot pain hit her.

Lin Shen walked in with a plastic box, and when he saw this scene, he screamed in fright, the child who was immersed in the honey pot since he was a child, seeing this kind of domestic violence scene, will definitely feel incredible, and even feel that these should not appear in this world.

"What's going on, huh? What's the matter, don't hit him, what can't you say well, what to do when you hit him, the child is uncomfortable enough, don't add to the burden on him, okay? He's also working hard, trying to make himself less vulnerable. Lin Shen sat on the edge of the bed, and after hearing the movement, several doctors came, and dragged the woman and the boy out.

"Is it Ling Yun? Glasses fitted, try it? The ophthalmologist who followed behind took advantage of the effort to take the person away, and handed a blue glasses case to Ling Yun, "The frame was chosen by Sister Xi, and it is gold-edged, and it is quite good-looking." ”

"Thank you Tiantian'er, let me see, is it very popular to wear this kind of frame now, like when we were back, it would be nice to have a pair of black-framed glasses." Lin Shen smiled, took out his glasses and handed them to Ling Yun.

"Thanks, I'm sorry for always letting you see this." Ling Yun smiled and put his glasses on the bridge of his nose, the young man raised the corners of his mouth, and a beam of light swept through the lenses, but he could no longer illuminate the world.