The senior brothers all left after seeing Zen after eating, and before leaving, they gave him a special advice to let him rest well, and he agreed.

After eating, he really went to rest, but after climbing into his bed, he was obviously very tired, but he couldn't sleep after tossing and turning, and he felt empty in his heart, like a hole in the air, and he was cold for a while.

He climbed out of bed and slept on Hongwen's couch, as soon as he lay down, Hongwen's familiar breath came to the surface, he lay quietly, feeling this familiar breath, there was no movement for a long time, only the tears flowed down one by one, wetting the pillow.

At this moment, when he was alone, the grief that had been interrupted from time to time came fiercely, and the confusion, disbelief, panic, severe pain and other mixed feelings after learning that Hongwen had disappeared were finally fully presented.

He was trembling all over, and he could only cling to the pillow and quilt used by Hongwen to relieve the sharp pain that spread throughout his body. Even if he is usually nervous, he understands that he is not ordinary to Hongwen at this time.

A long, long time ago, in the Wuxu world, when he was rejected by Lan Le, although he was sad, compared to the current pain, it was simply incomparable.

At this time, Zen Yi's heart was already numb, he couldn't feel that his heart was still beating, his whole body was stiff, his thoughts were divergent, and his whole person exuded an aura of decadence.

He felt that his future was dark, there was no direction, no motivation, and the only purpose of his life was to collect jade bone dew and repay the debts he owed, and there seemed to be nothing else to do, and the days without Hongwen's company would be so lonely and bleak, like a pool of stagnant water, without a trace of waves.

Suddenly, Zen Yi felt that his hand touched something, it was cool, he hurriedly lifted the pillow, found a letter, his hand trembled a little, like a dying person saw a glimmer of dawn, he trembled and picked up the letter, the envelope read, Zen Kai.

Zen Yi looked at the familiar words on the envelope, he couldn't cry, he lay on the quilt, let the tears flow freely, after a long time, he raised his head, his hair was messy, his eyes were red and swollen, he shook his hands and opened the letter, looking at it line by line.

Zen 1:

If you can read this letter, it means that something really happened after the formation was activated, and I shouldn't be here.

In the past few days, I have always felt uneasy, but you are more uneasy than me, so I can only keep comforting you and saying that it is okay, but I am afraid that telling you directly will exacerbate your uneasiness.

When the formation is activated, you need to be calm, and once you are in a bad mood and your spiritual power is out of control, it will lead to more serious failures, so I don't want you to take risks. And I'm not very sure, so I'll leave a letter in case I need it.

The four-mangling array also needs to follow the ancient rules of survival, I thought about it for a long time, and the biggest unsettling factor is that if the other two souls of Lanbao are recalled from other spaces, it will inevitably touch the law, and it must be completed by other souls, otherwise the balance will be broken, unless this soul body is not within the six realms, but it is obviously impossible.

Therefore, I am worried that once I recall the two souls of the Sapphire, the summoner will need to exchange souls for souls, then I must go to that world, if you find that I am gone, don't panic, don't be afraid, I'm fine, it's just another dimension.

I have completely paved the road to the back mountain, and the fluorite guiding stone has also been buried, and I have also secretly added an enchantment to this road in the past few days, so that outsiders can't see it, and it won't be buried and eroded again because of the passage of time, so that it is convenient for you to go to the back mountain to collect jade bone dew.

The flowering period of the jade bone flower is 7-9 months, during which there are many thunderstorms, you must be optimistic about the weather before you go up the mountain, and you should be more careful after the rain and the road is slippery. I'm in another space, and we'll collect jade bone dew together, and I think maybe one day, we'll get back together.

Zen Yi, I still have a lot to say to you, when I am not there, you have to take good care of yourself, I have an enchantment around the meditation room, so that the temperature of the room is level, once you leave the room, you have to increase or decrease your clothes according to the temperature outside.

Zen Yi, (there are many traces of smearing here), I like you very much, a long time ago, when I was in the Wuxu world, I already liked you, I liked you until my heart hurt, but I still can't stop liking you. Many times, I can't help but want to confess to you, but as soon as I see your ignorant appearance, I am afraid that I will scare you, so I always swallow the words to my mouth. In the face of you before, I couldn't say it, maybe only when I was about to part, I would dare to confess to you so badly, maybe you would be annoyed with me, but it doesn't matter, my departure will make your annoyance extinguish a lot, so that even if we meet again, you won't hate me too much, I may be too selfish, relying on you can't see me, can't hit me, and I can't see when I'm annoyed, so I dare to say it so unscrupulously, I'm sorry, when we meet again next time, I'll accompany you again.

Well, in my absence, you have to grow up well, grow up happily, and look forward to our reunion again. Oh, by the way, there is one more thing, I was born in Hongfu, Zhiwu County, my father is easy to learn, and my mother is Mei Zihan, if you have time, go over and see them, and let them forgive me for not being able to fulfill my filial piety.

Written by Hirofumi

After reading the letter, Zen Yi was dumbfounded for a long time, his eyes returned to the part where Hongwen confessed to him, he was stupid, he couldn't describe his mood when he saw this passage, he only knew that his tearful eyes smiled, his tear-stained face smiled, and his mouth grinned bigger and bigger, and grinned bigger and bigger.......

Zen is like being in the fragrant flowers, the spring breeze is intoxicating, the fragrance of flowers is overflowing, his whole person is flying, he is dancing and following the colorful butterflies, people are flying, the heart is flying, the sun is laughing, the flowers are laughing, everything is so lively and moving.

"Hehehe......, hehehehe......", a series of laughter overflowed from Zen Yi's mouth, and the smile on his face couldn't be hidden, and the laughter resounded abruptly in this meditation room, and the heartfelt smile rippled with wave after wave of intoxicating ripples, and he couldn't calm down for a long time.

After a long time, Zen Yi came out of that dream, he stopped the magical laughter, carefully folded the letter, he paused, thought about it, seemed to feel that it was not enjoyable, smacked his mouth, and then opened the freshly folded letter, looked at it carefully, and once again, let out a smirk.

After a while he folded the letter again, stuffed it into the envelope, carefully took the letter, and stayed, he looked around the room, put it in the cabinet for a while, looked at it, felt dissatisfied, took it out again, and then put it in a wooden box, and then put it in the cabinet, looked at it, turned around, and felt still dissatisfied, he took out the letter again, and finally put it in his clothes, and put it close to his chest, now he felt satisfied, he thought, go back and find a fireproof and moisture-proof pouch to put it on, hang it around the neck, and then put it close to the body, so safe.

With the letter, Zenichi returned to the collapse again, ready to rest, he closed his eyes and lay quietly, as if he was asleep, but the sudden laughter revealed the fact that he had faked his sleep.

"Two fools!" Zenichi, who was half-squinted, suddenly muttered softly.

At this moment, Zenichi finally understood his feelings for Hirofumi. That's the real like, the real love! It was an emotion he had never experienced before.

He especially likes to stick to Hongwen, Hongwen is happy and he is happy, and Hongwen is troubled and he is also restless. He enjoyed Hongwen's care for himself, and his heart blossomed happily every time.

He often looked at Hongwen's handsome face in a daze, always thinking about getting close, and even had a few physiological reactions that made him ashamed, he used to feel ashamed, but now he feels sweet.

His heart would beat faster and his face would be red because Hongwen was holding his hand or inadvertently hugging him. Even if the two sit quietly reading together, he never gets bored, but there is a sense of peace of mind and warmth that has always flowed in his heart, and he thought at that time, even if Hongwen has always been like this, he is willing to accompany him.

It turns out that everything is just because of the joy of the two loves. Only when the two are happy will they be willing to adjust themselves with each other's steps, will they be willing to do everything for each other, will they have the urge to get close, will they be happy because the other party is happy, and they will be uneasy because of the other party's frown. It's just a pity that both of them are fools, one hides his feelings in his heart and doesn't dare to speak, and he is so depressed that he is about to go crazy, and the other is stunned and doesn't open his mouth, obviously loving but not knowing, which eventually caused the current situation.

Zen Yi finally understood why Hongwen often looked at him in a daze, sometimes he blushed at every turn, and even sometimes he was incoherent and his breath was unsteady, so it was so, but unfortunately, even though he understood this feeling now, the person he wanted to talk to was gone.

"Hongwen, wait for me, we will definitely meet again, this time it's my turn to find you, and when the time comes, I will pay off my debts, and we can live happily together." Zenichi muttered softly.

From the moment he wanted to understand his feelings, he grew up in an instant, he was no longer confused between his eyebrows and eyes, his eyes were firm and resolute, and his originally angular face and firm eyes changed like a reborn person, more charming.

Now Zen Yi, seeing Hongwen's confession, learned that Hongwen had always liked him, and he liked it for a long time, and his leaky heart was instantly repaired, even stronger and more powerful than before.

He firmly believes that with this feeling, even without Hirofumi by his side, he will not feel hesitant, he will not get lost, and there will be no darkness ahead of him.

He saw a lighthouse appear in front of his life's journey, and Hongfumi stood at the bottom of the lighthouse, waving at him with a handsome and fair face with a bright smile, and he believed that as long as he followed the direction of the lighthouse, he would be able to find Hongfumi.

With the sustenance of Zen Yi, he soon fell asleep with a smile on his face, and in the dream, he saw Hongwen standing in the time corridor again, this time, he saw Hongwen's mouth shape clearly, Hongwen said, Zen Yi, go back, I will wait for you in the future.

This sentence, for hundreds of years, has been the source of motivation in Zen Yi's heart, whenever he feels tired, as long as he thinks of this sentence, he is like a charged motor, and he has the strength to move forward again.