Chapter 437: What to do
I can't help but recall a lot of things in my mind, Li Yueru became very anxious because of Jiang Yang's illness that year, and the family couldn't make up so many medical expenses.
That time was the saddest time in Jiang Yang's family, looking at Jiang Yang, who was still so young, crying all the time, Li Yueru and Jiang Yang's father naturally felt very distressed in their hearts.
There is no parent in this world who does not feel sorry for his child, and Jiang Yang's father at that time finally decided to take a risk, but Li Yueru at that time actually didn't know what the task he had to do was?
"When your father came back, he didn't tell me in detail what the mission was. I thought I was going to send your father abroad to investigate something, but what I didn't expect was that there would be such a tragic car accident later? ”
Until now, Li Yueru didn't know what the inside story was back then? After hearing this, Jiang Yang finally stopped crying, and at this time, she finally wiped away all the tears on her face:
"Actually, I don't think that man is so innocent, even if that man didn't kill my father, he did a lot of things to lose his conscience before, the only thing I feel sorry for is Feng En, I personally sent that girl into the endless abyss, and I personally sent my best friend to hell."
As soon as he thought of this, Jiang Yang felt that he was very dirty, and he felt as if his hands were already filled with the blood of his good sister, and this feeling made her whole person crazy.
Seeing her mother looking at her quietly like this at this moment, Jiang Yang's heart also felt very uncomfortable, and at this time she said reluctantly:
"It's my fault that everything went wrong this time, if I could have investigated this matter properly, if I had doubted why Old Father Feng was so cooperative all of a sudden? Maybe it wouldn't have turned out to be like this at all. ”
The past has passed, although the original thing is also relatively confused, and the two parties at the beginning have indeed found someone, even if Jiang Yunying's people at that time didn't do it first, the people on Feng's father's side would definitely do it:
"Actually, both of them were looking for people, but the person who really did it was Jiang Yunying's person, and Father Feng had already found someone at that time, even if Jiang Yunying's people didn't do it at that time, then the people on Father Feng's side would definitely do it."
After thinking of this, Jiang Yang finally felt that he was calmer a lot, although this reason for making excuses for himself sounded a little ridiculous, but this really made Jiang Yang feel his calm.
Everything seems to have come to light, after Jiang Yang's painstaking collection of evidence was exposed, maybe Father Feng at that time wanted to protect Jiang Yunying, so he didn't do any struggle in court, and never defended himself!
After walking out of his mother's house in despair, Jiang Yang was walking quietly on the street at this moment, and now his mind was empty, and his thinking that should have been active was no longer active at all.
The street was full of people coming and going, and Jiang Yang, who was passing by the traffic light, was almost directly hit by the vehicles coming and going, and a driver beside him scolded there:
"I see that you are a young girl, why don't you know how to read the road when you walk? Don't you see that there is a red light in front of you now, and your eyes are for decoration? Or are your eyes just skeletons? ”
The driver's cursing voice was particularly loud, but now Jiang Yang was almost as if he hadn't heard it, and when he was walking aimlessly on the street, he suddenly saw Zhou Pin's figure not far away.
chased after him in a panic, and sure enough, he found that Zhou Pin was buying fruit in the fruit shop next to him, and the two met again, and now the eyes of the two people have no light from before.
casually sat down in a cake shop next to him, and at this moment, Jiang Yang slowly looked at the pedestrians coming and going outside, and said there with some emotion:
"You must have hated me for a long time, right? Now that you know the truth of the matter, do you think I'm particularly disgusting? I just ignored the evidence, and indirectly destroyed the lives of the Feng family. ”
After saying these words, the expression on Jiang Yang's face seemed to be extraordinarily sarcastic, and even now she already felt that she was too bad, and after hearing this, Zhou Pin just took a sip of coffee lightly:
"There is not so much love and hate, now I am no longer the same person I used to be, and I have already told everything I have, now I only hope that I can find a quiet place, I hope that I can live this life instead of him in half a lifetime."
After hearing this, the two people fell silent at the same time, and just when Zhou Pin here was about to say something, Jiang Yang suddenly shed tears again:
"I didn't think what I was doing was wrong, I always felt that what I was doing was right, but now all of a sudden, I don't think I've done anything right in my life."
"I don't have the courage of Feng En at all, it was able to stop learning without hesitation, he was able to accompany you back to start a business without hesitation, but I didn't have that courage at all, I was just attached to your tenderness at that time, I was a bastard from beginning to end."
Thinking that Zhou Pin's family was in the middle of the road, she had to be forced to give up her studies after the family was in the middle of the road, and when she heard that Zhou Pin gave up her studies, Feng En basically didn't say a word, and at the same time dropped out of the school abroad.
At that time, Jiang Yang still felt a special shock in her heart, because she never thought that she would drop out of school because of Zhou Pin, and in the later period, he had been coveting Zhou Pin's gentleness:
"Actually, I have always been very special in my heart, I always knew that he must like you, and I always knew that his heart was full of you, but at that time, I just couldn't refuse your tenderness, so I snatched you back in his hands unkindly."
After saying this, Jiang Yang was almost unable to cry, and when he remembered the days when he studied abroad, he felt that his heart was full of guilt.
And after hearing this, Zhou Pin couldn't help but sigh, if he really said that he was indebted, in fact, he and Jiang Yang were both indebted to Feng En.
"Doesn't I feel a special sense of guilt? In fact, I already knew that he liked me, if it wasn't for the fact that he liked me, how could he follow me back to China to start a business without hesitation because of my words? ”
Everyone is not stupid, when Feng En wanted to accompany him back to start a business, in fact, Zhou Pin had already been keenly aware of the other party's thoughts, but at that time, he had no way to refuse:
"I should have rejected him at that time, I shouldn't have let her follow me back to China to start a business, he should have stayed abroad honestly, and he should have honestly completed his studies, but I had no way to refuse him to accompany me back to China at that time."
That period of time was actually the most difficult period of time for Zhou Pin, during that time Zhou Pin's home suddenly underwent great changes, and he was forced to interrupt his studies and go home to start a business.
How can a college student, who already has nothing, be so strong? So when she heard that Feng En was going to accompany her back to start a business, his heart was happy at that time, and that joy had completely overwhelmed everything.
The atmosphere in the air had already begun to change, and the employees on the other side also had to glance at Jiang Yang from time to time, at this moment, they were all guessing what could make the two of them burst into tears at the same time?
There was occasionally the sound of a car honking in the distance, Jiang Yang looked at Zhou Pin in front of him quietly, and now the guilt in his heart was basically about to completely drown him:
"You've probably read the contents of that notebook, right? So you should also know that my revenge is revenge on the wrong person, but my revenge is indirectly killing Feng En, and I am the culprit, but I can't make up for it now. ”
After saying this, Jiang Yang suddenly grabbed Zhou Pin's hand directly. And now there seems to be a trace of crazy longing in his eyes:
"You hit me, I hope you punish me today, I really can't get through it, this level in my heart, if it weren't for me, Feng En would not have been drunk at all, and Feng En would never have had a car accident, so the source of all this is all because of me."