In the crowded iron carriage, in addition to people, there were also big bags of salutes, and Xia Zimo almost didn't even have a place to put his feet.

Next to him was Zhao Qingyu, who was his high school classmate, both of whom were admitted to the same university in the provincial capital, and the two made an appointment to go to the school together to register.

To be more precise, it was Zhao Qingyu who found him and bought the same ticket with him.

With a university acceptance letter, you can save half of the train ticket, but without a seat, both of them only bought a standing ticket.

Zhao Qingyu brought two folding poachs, which she said were useful in the car.

Xia Zimo actually disliked this thing very much, it was a little big, and he was flustered when he sat on it, but the whole person curled up on such a small stool, with no temperament, like an old man at the entrance of the village.

But the carriage was too crowded, and the attendant had to push the dining cart full of snacks and lunches in and out from time to time, and as long as he heard the phrase "move your feet", he almost had to go wild.

Move, move, move! Didn't you see that there was nowhere to stand!

However, he has always been a person who is moody, even if he is very impatient in his heart, his face is gloomy at best, and he rarely thunders and rages and yells.

Just like at this time.

His face was dark, his lips were pursed, and his eyes were staring straight ahead without waves, but in fact he didn't see anything, he didn't think about anything.

Just let those negative, irritable, dark emotions fill themselves.

But it is not enough to break out.

One of his hearts seems to have broken a hole, and he can't pretend to be dissatisfied with anything, and all his emotions only sink, sink, and sink again.

In the end, nothing remains.

"Xia Zimo, won't you sit for a while?"

The person next to him carefully pulled the corner of his clothes, he lowered his head and saw Zhao Qingyu looking at him with a red face.

His legs and feet were indeed a little pantothenic, but as soon as he squatted down, the smell of the feet of the person behind him hit his face, and it was simply painful and tormenting.

He had no choice but to stiffen his face and say, "No, I'll stand for a while." ”

Zhao Qingyu replied with a sigh and lowered his head in some disappointment.

Xia Zimo's heart was even more irritable, he shouldn't have agreed to be with her, he obviously didn't like her, but when he thought of another person, he agreed to her out of a weird and indescribable psychology.

No matter how sluggish he was, he had already noticed that this girl was interesting to him.

He probably wouldn't be with her.

Xia Zimo thought so, but sat down unconsciously.

The green train came and went, and finally arrived in the provincial capital in the evening, and the railway station in the provincial capital was the old one, much larger than the one in their old town, but also very shabby.

There were a lot of people, and when they got out of the car, everyone dragged their own salutes and walked out with the crowd.

Xia Zimo and Zhao Qingyu were both carrying large snakeskin bags, which contained mattresses, pillows and clothes brought from home.

Zhao Qingyu is not tall, his body is still slender and thin, and the snakeskin bag is carried on his back, and when he looks from behind, he thinks that the bag has long feet and is walking by himself.

Moreover, she also brought two.

Xia Zimo couldn't see it, and finally took the initiative to help her carry one.

"Thanks, I can do it." Her face turned redder and her voice was too small to be heard.

He nodded indistentibly, not planning to respond too much.

The two of them left the train station, looked around, and before they could see where the nearby bus stop was, they were surrounded by a group of soliciting drivers.

"Where's the gram?"

"Take the car, come and take the car, where are you going?"

"Come on, come on, we'll leave right away."

Xia Zimo heard that the black car outside the provincial train station should not be sitting, dominating outsiders, he turned around with a cold face and left, but Zhao Qingyu's panicked scream came from behind him.

He turned his head and found that a tall man directly took Zhao Qingyu's salute and stuffed it into his car, and Zhao Qingyu was desperately grabbing things from him.

"I, I'm not in the car, you give me back your things......" She was about to cry, but she never turned her head to ask him for help.

Xia Zimo could vaguely understand why she was like this, but he couldn't understand it, and he couldn't understand it, he only felt very irritable.

This girl is really a bit of a trouble, and he regrets signing up with her.

"Hey, she said not to take your car, you can be considered a robbery with her luggage like this."

Before he could speak, a boy passing by next to him couldn't see it, so he came over directly to help and took Zhao Qingyu's salute back.

The boy was tall and big, and he had a body of tendons, and more importantly, the logo on his clothes, which was estimated to be a thousand smaller, and it would take two to three months for ordinary people to afford it.

Zhao Qingyu's eyes were red, he lowered his head and didn't dare to look at others, he would only hold the snakeskin bag and say "thank you", the boy scratched his head and asked a little embarrassedly: "Did you come here to go to school, where is your hometown?" I feel like I've seen you before. ”

Without waiting for Zhao Qingyu to answer, the boy noticed that someone was watching him next to him, and when he turned his head, he saw Xia Zimo looking at this side with a complicated expression.

The boy seemed to realize something, said "I'm sorry" and left.

Zhao Qingyu walked over with his head down, sniffed his nose and whispered, "Well, let's go." ”

Xia Zimo wanted to say something, but he opened and closed several times, and finally turned into a voice: "Hmm." ”

The two finally found the bus stop, but the bus was not much better than the train, and it was still a crowded tin can.

This series of encounters made Xia Zimo have no good impression of the provincial city and the university, and he should have expectations.

On the contrary, his heart was dead silent and gloomy.

As long as he remembered that on the night of graduation, his first girlfriend broke up in tears, and he felt that he was really ridiculous.

If he could, he would have liked never to graduate or go to university.

Then he and the girl he likes will not be forced to break up because of the pressure of reality.

But his family did not allow him to be willful, so he could only choose to go alone.

Yes, alone, he felt, he wouldn't care about anyone anymore.

When he arrived at the school, he signed up, and was divided into dormitories, until he sat in the university cafeteria with Zhao Qingyu and ate two yuan of meat and two vegetarian rice, he was still in a daze.

"I don't like meat, so I'll give you this."

He looked down and saw two extra pieces of pork belly the size of a fingernail on his plate.

In fact, there are only three or four pieces of pitiful meat in this meat and two vegetarian dishes, and most of them are still fatty meat.

He was actually still a little disgusted, staring down at the fat and thin little piece of meat in the rice, feeling very unappetizing.

He knew that it was psychological.

Even if he is given food to eat now, he is not interested.

But he still picked out the two pieces of meat and threw them on the table next to him expressionlessly, and said lightly: "If you don't like it, you will lose it." ”

The girl on the other side lowered her head, "Okay." She said.

She was really pitiful like this, and he almost couldn't bear it.

And it's just almost.

After a meal, the two did not speak again.

There were still two days before the official start of school, and in the next two days, Zhao Qingyu did not look for him again.

Xia Zimo thinks it's good, he is originally a person who likes to be alone, eating alone, shopping alone, and ...... alone Idle.

After the official start of school, it is military training.

This is a second-rate university, and the military training period is half a month, and it is carried out in this school.

He has always been in good health, but unexpectedly suffered heat stroke during military training, the instructor looked for someone to help him to rest in the shade of a tree, and a young and beautiful girl in the same class offered to take care of him.

The boys in the class booed, and the girls in the class smiled shyly but generously.

He looked at Zhao Qingyu at the back of the line, he knew that she had been looking at him, and when the eye made contact, he hurriedly opened his eyes.

The instructor agreed, and the girl jumped out of the queue and came over to help him walk into the shade.

The strong smell of perfume on the girl's body made his head even more uncomfortable, and after sitting down, he said "thank you" to the girl.

"No thanks, what's your name?"

"Where is it from?"

"What TV do you like to watch?"

"You have ...... Girlfriend? ”

There were many, many questions from the girl, and he tried to answer them one by one as gently as possible, until the last question, which made him silent for a long time.

Out of the corner of his eye, he could clearly see the girl's beautiful eyes that pretended to be relaxed but were actually nervous.

"Is there any? Is this still a secret? The girl laughed and nudged him gently, and from a distance, it looked like a fight between lovers.

He knew that there must be someone in the distance, looking at this side all the time.

He also knew that if he answered no, he would probably get a new "love package" immediately, but he was not interested.

It's as if life has been consumed by time and trauma, and it can't be lifted.

The three words "girlfriend" seem to have suddenly turned into trouble.

He shook his head with a smile, surprise flashed in the girl's eyes, and the next second he said, "Yes, I have a girlfriend." ”

The surprise went out in an instant and turned into a thick disappointment, but the girl hadn't completely given up, she let out a soft "ah" and pouted, "High school girlfriend?" The long-distance relationship was bitter, and I broke up with my high school boyfriend. ”

"Oh, are you just going to break up because you're separated?" Xia Zimo suddenly lowered his face and asked coldly.

The girl didn't know which of his scales she touched, and said a little helplessly: "Then what should I do, when we get to college, we will definitely know different people, and our feelings will naturally shift, rather than hanging each other, it's better to break up early." ”

The girl's answer left Xia Zimo speechless.

His silence made the girl a little unhappy, and snorted: "I didn't say that all long-distance relationships will break up, why are you so unhappy." ”

"It's nothing, my girlfriend and I are not in a long-distance relationship." He said suddenly.

"Huh? Does your girlfriend also go to school in a provincial town? The girl asked suddenly, a little disappointed in her tone.

Xia Zimo smiled, shook his head and said, "If you are prepared, you should be in a class." ”

“……”

The girl was completely shocked, and she had a sense of embarrassment that she was being looked down upon and thought out of.

She really has a good impression of this boy who has excellent looks and temperament, and she also boasted to the new roommates in the dormitory, determined to take down the other party before military training.

What if the other party has a girlfriend? After going to college, high school lovers break up everywhere, as long as she is willing to take the initiative, there are a lot of opportunities.

It's just that she never expected that this boy's girlfriend would ...... It's a classmate!

That's a bit of a trick to do.

Originally, her move was Sima Zhao's heart, and it was impossible for the boy's girlfriend not to see it, but she deliberately didn't show up, maybe she was watching her jokes.

If she didn't know the difficulties and retreated and forced up, the whole class would know about her behavior of robbing her classmate's boyfriend.

She is also the school girl of high school, so she will not ruin her reputation for a stranger who has only known her for a few days.

Although it was only a few minutes, the girl's face was unpredictable, and finally returned to its original state.

"You're in a better situation now, if it's okay to sit here and rest alone, I'll return to the team first." She said.

Xia Zimo was a little surprised, he didn't expect the other party to let go so quickly, "Don't you take the opportunity to be lazy for a while?" ”

The girl smiled: "I want to too, but I'm afraid that your girlfriend will say bad things about me behind my back, and I'm very face-saving." ”

Xia Zimo could understand her thoughts, nodded and said "thank you".

The girl trotted all the way back again, and halfway through the run she was annoyed again, she was so shocked that she forgot to ask which one in the class was his girlfriend!

She really wanted to compare herself with that girl to see who was better.

It's just that this mentality was quickly dispelled in the following cruel military training.

Tired and hot.

When you take a bath at night, you have to go to the hot water room to fetch water by yourself.

It's only been half a month, and all the freshmen have darkened a degree, and the way to identify the freshmen is very simple and crude.

Since Xia Zimo told the girl that his girlfriend was in the class, there were fewer girls who really talked to him, which is good.

It wasn't long before someone noticed that something was wrong.

The beautiful girl that day stopped him at the door of the classroom and asked, "Didn't you say that your girlfriend was in the class, why haven't I seen him once?" ”

After Xia Zimo was stunned for a short time, he realized that from the beginning of school to the present, he has been alone, occasionally taking classes with a few boys in the dormitory, and has not been alone with any girls.

He said with some amusement: "You have been observing me all the time." ”

The girl's face turned red, and she couldn't help but say: "Oh, who secretly observed you, did you lie to me, you don't have a girlfriend at all!" ”

Xia Zimo shook his head, pointed behind her, and said, "I didn't lie to you, my girlfriend is standing behind you, she's angry with me these days, so we haven't gone together." ”

The girl hurriedly turned her head, and sure enough, she saw a somewhat familiar girl looking at them, just what was her name......

"Excuse me, let me go." The girl said with no expression on her face.

The girl's face is red and white, and she is caught red-handed for molesting other people's boyfriends, and there is nothing more embarrassing than this.

She hurriedly retreated outside, covered her face and ran away quickly.

Zhao Qingyu went out with the book, Xia Zimo sighed secretly, chased after him, and the two walked side by side.

Zhao Qingyu walked all the way to the cafeteria, and Xia Zimo also followed all the way.

Finally, she couldn't bear to turn around: "Why don't you follow me if you're not with her." ”

Xia Zi smiled silently, but she didn't expect that this little girl who usually saws gourds has a big temperament.

"I don't like her, I don't want to follow her."

In the face of this girl, he has always been direct.

"But you don't like me either, why follow me!"