Yuzhen, who got off the horse, did not tie the horse, the horses here have been trained, they will not run around, they only stay near people, and eat grass leisurely.

Fu Qian also dismounted and followed, her eyes were blank, her eyes were aimless, the grass was not as flat as Fuchafu, Yu Zhen was not careful, the flower pot shoes were crooked, fortunately Fu Qian quickly supported her, so as not to fall,

And she didn't panic, just thanked him blankly.

Walking to a big tree, Yu Zhen sat down, and Fu Qian sat down a person far away beside her, and the two were speechless for a while, looking at the scenery in the distance, each with their own thoughts.

The new willow does not want to stand alone, hanging on the bank of the stream.

Seeing that she had been silent, her eyes were sad, and she didn't know where to look, Fu Qian didn't know how to speak, obviously wanting to comfort, but it was difficult to cut in,

But there is one thing, he has felt it very clearly at this moment, "Yu Zhen, you...... Falling in love with Fu Heng?"

"Nope!"

Vigorously denying it is actually a cover-up, "But your look has betrayed you." ”

Maybe she was angry and refused to admit it, maybe her feelings had sprouted, and she didn't know it, but he understood her because he could read her look,

That kind of heartache is a clear proof of loving someone but being disappointed. ”

With deep frowns, Yu Zhen retorted with certainty, "I won't love him, from the day I married him, I told myself that Fu Heng has a heart, I won't be tempted by him, in fact, he is not a man worth entrusting, doubt and hurt, never stop, there is almost no peace between me and him." ”

"But you have to admit that there has been care and touching between you," although Fu Qian didn't want to admit it, but that was the truth,

"From the perspective of fairness, Fu Heng is a tough man, once he identifies a person, he will treat you sincerely, there is indeed a misunderstanding, it is the man's self-esteem that is at work, and he regrets it later, and blames himself for hurting you.

I believe that you can see his persistence, and your heart has been touched by him. ”

What is the point of being impressed for a while? If there is only blind harm later, then the heart will become cold, "A moment does not mean forever, he should not be so unscrupulous to squander my trust in him." ”

However, in Fu Qian's view, there is a big difference between whether to invest in feelings or not, "If you don't love, your emotions can be controlled, at most you will be angry for a while, and you won't be in unbearable pain." Only when you are emotional, you will find that even if he makes a mistake, you can't hate it, you can't care about it, and you can't help but feel heartache, because he has failed your expectations.

But even so, you still can't forget him, you have him in your mind, you always want to find an excuse for yourself to forgive him, and then overthrow yourself after finding it, self-contradiction, self-denial, doubt his love, entangled in whether he has ever paid true love to you, tell yourself over and over again, you won't fall in love with him, you shouldn't love him!

Yu Zhen, you're deceiving yourself, you know?"

In front of the beloved woman, rationally analyzing her mentality and analyzing her contradictions with another man, Fu Qian's heart is actually dripping blood!

How cruel it needs to be to force yourself to face it calmly, the woman who loved her deeply back then has now fallen in love with another man, she is painful and conflicted, she dare not admit it, he has to teach her to see her heart clearly!

Isn't it time to praise yourself for being too great, or lie to yourself, too much time, the once beloved has been let go, forget her, how can he forget her? But the old love! Only he is missing, and she has a new scar, he still has to encourage her, be brave to love, don't be afraid!

Yu Zhen was already confused, and he couldn't figure it out, "That's not the point, the point is that he deceived me, the night I had a miscarriage, he was obviously in Ershu's room, but when he came back, he said that he was at Li Shiyao's house, what else did he tell the truth in his mouth?"

is also a man, he can better understand Fu Heng's mentality, "Deception is indeed hateful, but some concealment is a last resort, maybe he somehow, just like Ershu, I don't know how to explain to you for a while, so I will lie and hide it." In the end, it's because I care about you,

If this matter is changed to other brothers, he can generously admit that he went to the concubine's room, and he will not care about the feelings of the main room, but the ninth brother cares about you, so he is afraid that you will know and that you will be sad. ”

Yu Zhen also thought he cared, otherwise how could he have the patience to make wood carvings for her, paint for her every day, and record the bits and pieces of their lives?

She was moved by these details, her heart began to soften, she began to look forward to his paintings every day, began to choose to forgive his mistakes, understood his once indecisive character, as long as he was willing to change for her in the future, she was still willing to believe him, but what was the result?

Ershu suddenly became pregnant, and the cruel reality slapped her in the face,

"But he did have a deep affection for Ershu, and he hated me for breaking up their marriage because of this, how could he tell her to forget it? ”

Fu Qian shook his head and sighed lightly, sighing that she was smart and confused for a while,

"You are also so angry that you lost your mind, and you forgot to analyze it carefully, why didn't Er Shu say it sooner or later, but said that they had a round house today,

There are all kinds of signs that she was premeditated, and when the ninth brother went to her to question about the brooch, she probably understood that sooner or later she would show her stuff, so she planned and drugged the ninth brother, as for whether it was really a round house, I was skeptical. ”

Yu really couldn't figure it out, and looked at Fu Qian in surprise, "I have all the children, how can I be fake? E-Niang will also find a doctor to diagnose, if she cheats, it is impossible to hide it from the doctor!"

"I didn't say that the child is fake, I mean, it doesn't have to be the flesh and blood of the ninth brother......" He shouldn't have said this nonsense, after all, it was related to Fu Heng's reputation, but everything was too coincidental, so he had to doubt,

"But remember, I asked Fangluo to tell you that Ershu and Natai are getting closer. ”

She did have an impression of this, and seeing his solemn expression, Yu Zhen suddenly realized, "What do you mean...... Could the child be Natai?"

Nodding, Fu Qian acquiesced: "I can't find Natai today, which means that Natai has a weak heart and is ready to abscond." As for the child's matter, it's just my guess, because you have only had a miscarriage for a few days, my people did find out that Natai was in and out of Yunchi Pavilion, but after that, the two of them never saw each other again.

It's my guess that maybe Natai is helping her conceive a child, but there is no evidence, so don't mention this matter to the ninth brother first, after all, Ershu is his concubine, even if he doesn't like it, being cuckolded will be embarrassing after all. I'm just analyzing it with you, I'm not sure, and I still need to verify. ”

The breeze was blowing, like the sweetness of flowing water mixed with the fragrance of wild flowers, blowing in her face, filtering her chaotic thoughts,

This kind of thing seems to be impossible to verify, unless the child is born and the blood is recognized. ”

But in Yu Zhen's opinion, this matter doesn't seem to be very important, "What I care about the most is that they have a round house, but I know that as the main room, I shouldn't care about this, sooner or later, he will always have other women, I shouldn't care, I shouldn't care." ”

Unable to face his contradictions, Yuzhen covered his face and buried his head in his knees, leaned to the side, and was reluctant to speak.

In the past, if she was unhappy, he could coax, comfort and resolve it, because he was her sweetheart, and he could do everything he could to coax her without scruples, a hug, a kiss, could melt her into his arms, but now......

Seeing her in pain and self-torture, he wanted to hug her into his arms, but he couldn't, raised his hand and wanted to pat her shoulder, but finally felt inappropriate, froze in mid-air, and finally put it down,

If she can't go back, she shouldn't be forced, he just hopes that she can be happy, be cared for, and don't get hurt again.

There is everything in the racecourse, it was almost noon, Yu Zhen didn't say that he wanted to go home, Fu Qian didn't urge her, let her calm down outside, and then ordered the subordinates to prepare a luncheon, and held a banquet in the pavilion,

Mu Chunfeng, tasting fine wine, Fu Qian didn't treat Fang Luo as an outsider, let her sit down and share it together, at first she disagreed, resolutely refused, until Fu Qian approached her and whispered a word, she changed her mind and agreed to stay.

Even if she no longer has the original love for him, it is very rare to be able to eat with her at the same table, Fu Qian cherishes it very much, this comfort given by God, in the future, I am afraid that there will be no such opportunity.

Whenever he gave her a dish, he would also give Fang Luo, in order not to make Yu Zhen feel embarrassed.

Such a thoughtful move, Fang Luo saw it in his eyes, and he regretted it again, and couldn't help but think that if Mrs. married the eighth master, there would probably not be so many bad things.

But there is no ifs in life, it is difficult to turn back if you miss it, and Mrs. is destined to be the woman of the Ninth Master, so I can only pray that the Ninth Master will be wholeheartedly devoted to Mrs. and not hurt her heart like this.

With the luncheon, Fang Luo was apprehensive in her heart, and persuaded her master, "Madam, why don't we go back! If the Ninth Master has been looking for you, and the trouble is known to the house, even Mrs. Tai knows that you are leaving, I am afraid that it will not be easy to explain!"

"I'm not afraid. "She is in Fucha Mansion, and she was almost killed by Ershu several times, and now Mrs. Tai is sorry for Ershu for the sake of her grandson, so she naturally won't blame her, even if she can reprimand, Yuzhen won't take it to heart, she has a way to deal with it.

"Then when are we going back to the house?" Fang Cheng was worried, in case the ninth master found this place and found that the lady and the eighth master had met, how should she explain it, I was afraid that the two would continue to misunderstand each other, and she would be worried when she thought about it!

"If you want to go back, go back by yourself!" Yu Zhen said to her angrily, Fang Luo didn't dare to say more, and expressed her heart, "The slave and maid follow Mrs. closely and never give up." ”

This girl is intimate and docile, she knows it, and she is only in an irritable mood, so she will rush at her like that, and she feels that the words are too impersonal, so she softened her tone, "Then don't ask again, I have my own measure." ”

"Yes. In response, Fang Luo retreated to prepare the tea fruit, Yu Zhen sat on the fence of the pavilion and looked at the blue sky and white clouds, silent in a daze, Asakusa has no horseshoe, it is her scenery, and she is his scenery.

was looking at her back, and suddenly heard Fangluo exclaim, "Husband...... Madam! Ninth Master! Ninth Master is here!"