How difficult it is to fall in love with someone, how can you say forget it...

Su Yue slowly came back to her senses, pulled out of the painful thoughts just now, and then sighed helplessly.

"Let's go, let's go back to class!" She stood up and said to the "good guy card" boy behind her.

"Hey, you two! What are you doing! Which class? Suddenly, a high-pitched and loud voice was heard in the distance.

Su Yue and the "Good Guy Card" shuddered coldly, and when they looked back, it turned out that it was the teaching director who was in charge of patrolling every day who happened to be passing by.

The bald head teacher was raising his hand and pointing at Su Yue and the good guy card as he rushed towards them in a rage.

"Run!" Su Yue shouted to the good guy card.

"Huh? Where are you going? "The Good Guy Card looks like it's scared.

"Are you stupid! Of course, it's over the wall! ”

"Oh, oh, good!"

As he spoke, the two men ran towards the wall at the back of the grove without looking back.

"Hey, stop! You two stop me! The Dean of Education followed after him, a few bits of hair on his forehead fluttering messily in the wind.

Deep in the school's grove, there is a fence that has long since been broken. Probably because of the hidden location, the school has not been aware of this place, so of course no repairs have been carried out.

Over time, it became a secret base for some of the rebellious teenagers in the school. During the commuting and commuting classes, I secretly climbed over the wall to enter and exit at will.

Su Yue and Good Man Ka panted and ran to the wall, Su Yue stepped on a small tree stump by the wall, and then firmly grasped the edge of the wall.

"Hey, give me a hand!" Su Yue hurriedly shouted at the good guy card.

"Okay, here we go!" The good guy card hurriedly obediently supported Su Yue's soles with both hands, and then lifted it up hard.

Su Yue also cooperated with the action of the good guy card, jumped up with all her strength, and climbed over the wall.

"Hurry up! Hurry up! Su Yue on the other side of the wall shouted anxiously at the good guy card.

"It's coming, it's coming!" The good guy Ka relied on his tall man, stepped on the small stump with agility, and then easily climbed over the fence.

The two of them began to run wildly, imagining the angry appearance of the dean across the wall, and they both couldn't stop laughing.

"It's so cool!" Su Yue laughed happily.

"Hmm, I didn't expect you to be so powerful!" The good guy card sighed heartily.

"How?" Su Yue suddenly became curious, so she asked casually.

The good guy Ka spared the back of his head, smiled innocently, and then said:

"Su Yue, in fact, I really didn't expect that you would change so much in a short period of time. In the past, you were a very ladylike and well-behaved student in school. Unexpectedly, at the beginning of this school year, you suddenly had a 180-degree change, and the classmates felt that you seemed to have suddenly changed as if you had suddenly changed a person. ”

"Oh? What a 180-degree turn? Tell me about it. Su Yue continued to ask with interest.

"Except for the fact that there is no change in appearance, other dressing styles, personalities, behaviors, etc., seem to have completely changed. Well... How to describe it? Did he become more like a boy, or did he suddenly rebel? In short, it's completely different from before! Oh, but I think it's nice to be like this now! ”

The good guy card seems to feel that he has gone a little too far all of a sudden. He smiled a little guiltily, and then expressed full approval of Su Yue's current appearance.

"You're right." Su Yue suddenly stopped, she raised her head and looked at the sky above her head. The scorching sun is giving off its heat to its fullest.

"Because I'm out of love. I have a guy I really like, but we can't be together. Su Yue continued in an unusually calm tone:

"So I want to be him."

"Become him?" The good guy looked at Su Yue with a puzzled expression, he felt that this idea sounded a little weird.

"Have you ever felt this way? When you can't get someone, but you can't live without him, you want to become him. Su Yue lowered her head and walked forward silently, she said to herself.

"Uh... There's something I really want to get..."The good guy card also walked forward, and cautiously glanced sideways at Su Yue.

After finding that Su Yue's face was not expressionless, he continued: "But I think even if you can't get it, there's no need to become him, right?" How can one become another? I can't imagine it. ”

"That only shows that your obsession with this person is not strong enough." Su Yue suddenly looked at the face of the good guy card and made a joke.

Then she seemed to fall into a moment of thought, and then said thoughtfully:

"Once you come from the bottom of your heart, you really like someone. Wouldn't it take pains to remember him? Isn't it too pitiful to have those feelings that are forgotten casually.

I've never understood why people can't slow down like they used to. Everything is developing too fast now. It's so that people don't have time to stop and think, and it's too late to get to know someone well.

It's quick to like someone, and it's just as quick to forget someone.

Actually, I just want to have a consistent relationship, but that seems to be the hardest part. The fact that things didn't always go the way I expected them to, and I don't know if that was because of me or if it was a problem with the world.

Everyone seemed to be in a hurry, rushing all the way to somewhere, and they didn't want to stop for a moment. ”

The good guy felt that what Su Yue said was a bit too abstract and a bit fanciful, and he didn't seem to fully understand.

But he pretended to understand, and nodded vigorously in agreement.

"Since I have to live in this complex world, I don't think I have to live like everyone else. My love is going to go on the way I want..."

"Referring to becoming another him? How? ”

"Well, that's right. I tried to mimic the tone of the person's voice, his demeanor, the way he looked at things, etc...

And gradually, I felt like I was a different person. And he was really there for me.

In this way, my heart will get a kind of comfort, a kind of satisfaction, which can resist all loneliness. Haha, I'm ridiculous to have such an unbelievably strange idea. ”

"No, it won't." The good man replied hurriedly, but in fact, his heart was already full of a lot of doubts and incomprehension.

He couldn't imagine that the girl in front of him was willing to change herself in order to chase the love he expected.

And since high school, I have always liked Su Yue and have been paying attention to her silently. But how persistent is this liking?

It's just that after being rejected by Su Yue, I was a little disappointed and sad, and it wasn't a love that was difficult to let go.

Maybe most of the same sex is similar to me. For the person or thing you like, you will strive for it at first. But if you fail, you may feel sad and sad at first. But it won't be long before you'll pick yourself up again and look for the next person who can fill the void in your heart.

"Haha, do you think my idea is weird and a little perverted?"

Su Yue suddenly smiled, and then laughed at herself: "Maybe this is indeed a kind of self-deception." But Mu Yao would never know for the rest of his life that there was a girl who used to like him so much. ”

The two men walked aimlessly along the street outside the school, neither of them knowing where they were going.

The thin figure flickered in the sun, accompanied by the mottled time of high school, and finally gradually disappeared in this thick autumn mood...