If you find that I am just a person who is low to the dust, and whenever I look at you like a god from the sky, will you willingly stain myself with earthly mud for me?

Perhaps, what I need is not your answer.

As long as you are willing to look at me, I will see the light as if I saw it, and I will forget for a moment, even if it is only for a moment, the darkness that envelops me.

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Zhou Man's home is just across the street from Lu Xiaonan's home, Zhou Man's parents work in the same company, and Lu Xiaonan's family buys breakfast.

Zhou Man doesn't have to worry about tuition, but Lu Xiaonan can't.

The income of the breakfast shop is not good, and it can only supply Lu Xiaonan to school, so Lu Xiaonan never spends money, and he eats simply.

He was thin, but he was full of energy and his grades were not bad.

He has an optimistic personality and is willing to help, and his classmates like him very much.

The two of them are in the same class, and Zhou Man is different.

She was so busy studying all day that she didn't care much about anything else.

Everyone gradually began to alienate her, which seemed to be what Zhou Man needed.

As a result, Zhou Man left an image of "too high" in everyone's hearts.

Zhou Man was not affected at all, but won the first place in the class in a certain monthly exam. old

The teacher was very satisfied and praised her.

It is such two people who are not alike, but they are closely linked by some chance.

The district where Zhou Man and Lu Xiaonan lived suddenly moved to several young people from other places.

They dress up maturely and spend the day doing nothing and wandering around. People passing by don't want to provoke them, and in line with the principle that more is better than less, for a long time, they will be fine.

One night, not long after Zhou Man got out of self-study, when he was still some distance away from home, he happened to meet one of several young people from other places.

She wanted to take a detour, but the young man seemed to be getting closer and closer to her.

Zhou Man was very nervous, and a layer of cold sweat oozed from his palms.

"Little sister, can you lend me some money?" , he spoke in a strange tone and had bad intentions.

But Zhou Man didn't dare to provoke him, so he obediently took out all the money from the pocket of his schoolbag and carefully reached out and handed it over.

The young man smiled, and suddenly walked so close that Zhou Man could smell the unpleasant smell of smoke on his body.

Her hands began to tremble slightly, and she was desperately thinking about what to do.

After a while, he pushed him away, and then ran home in one go.

She thought so, but she didn't.

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The young man seemed to take a closer look at her face, and then took the money and whistled away.

Zhou Man breathed a sigh of relief, and before he could recover from it, he ran away.

After running for a long time, she stopped, because the back of a boy appeared not far away.

Zhou Man's heart hadn't eased up, and he felt that these people were terrible, so he stood still and didn't move.

The boy didn't know what he was doing, and he didn't move his position for a long time.

And that corner is the place where Zhou Man has to pass.

After a while, the boy suddenly turned his head, and when he saw Zhou Man, he touched his hair and left. Reflecting the street lamp, Zhou Man saw some of the man's faces all the way to Xiaonan.

Sure enough, these boys were just very strange, standing there at night and not knowing what to do, and after she saw it, they left. He must be doing something nasty.

Every night, Lu Xiaonan would watch Zhou Man leave this corner intersection.

He likes Zhou Man for a long time. After waiting for a long time tonight and not seeing Zhou Man, he came here to wait for her first, but he didn't expect that when Zhou Man saw him, he would be so nervous, afraid that his mind would be discovered by her.

This is how things began, Zhou Man met Lu Xiaonan, and was also remembered by that young man.

In a math class, Zhou Man was taking notes, and suddenly his eyes caught eye on Lu Xiaonan.

Looking carefully, Lu Xiaonan's back and side face are still very good-looking.

She couldn't help but take a few more glances with her afterglow, and at this moment, Lu Xiaonan suddenly raised her head to look at the blackboard, and then the afterglow of the two collided together.

Zhou Man had a clear conscience, but Lu Xiaonan was all of a sudden, and the whole person was very embarrassed, he lowered his head throughout the class, he didn't dare to look at the blackboard, and his face was still fiery red like a fire.

For a few days in a row, Lu Xiaonan seemed to suddenly break into Zhou Man's sight, maybe the first person he saw after experiencing something bad was him, or maybe he subconsciously felt that he was waiting for her that day.

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On every night home, Zhou Man would always tell himself that as long as he bravely crossed the street in front of him, he would be able to see that corner, and Lu Xiaonan might appear like a hero one day, so he didn't have to be afraid at all.

Maybe it was because the wish came true, and the young man really hadn't appeared for a long time.

Zhou Man finished dinner, and on the way back to the classroom, he happened to see Lu Xiaonan not far away.

"Lu Xiaonan, help the teacher take the homework to the classroom and distribute it to everyone", Lu Xiaonan was stopped by the teacher when he passed by the teacher's office next to the classroom.

Lu Xiaonan hurriedly entered the office to get his homework, and Zhou Man walked to the front. After a while, Lu Xiaonan's footsteps sounded behind him.

Zhou Man suddenly turned his head and looked at the boy who was staring at her behind him.

I saw that his eyes instantly enlarged, and then he shrank his head behind the homework to block his face. Her heart was warm, and a rare smile appeared on her mouth.

"I'll help you get it," Lu Xiaonan stuck his furry head out from behind his homework after hearing this.

"Okay, ......", the eyes will glow, which is probably the most obvious feature when you see someone you like.

For example, Lu Xiaonan at this time.

It was the first time he was so close to Zhou Man, and Lu Xiaonan was very happy in his heart.

Until the end of the evening self-study, Lu Xiaonan was still immersed in the pink love bubble.

Then he found that Zhou Man was waiting for him not far from the school gate.

"Lu Xiaonan, you protect me" Zhou Man told Lu Xiaonan about the group of young people she saw yesterday, and they pointed at her, which made her very uneasy.

And this sentence has become Zhou Man's most regrettable words in her life, and it has also become her biggest debt to Lu Xiaonan.

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Lu Xiaonan was very happy, and Zhou Man was willing to look for him, which showed that she believed in him.

Therefore, I can't live up to her expectations. From this day on, the two went home together and then parted around the corner.

During this time, the two had only met the young man once.

He only asked Zhou Man one sentence, "Do you like him?" Although Zhou Man was embarrassed to say it in front of Lu Xiaonan, he still admitted it.

The young man was gone, and he never reappeared, including his group of friends.

And just like that, time passed.

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Until the night before the college entrance examination, Lu Xiaonan sent Zhou Man to the door.

"Come on for tomorrow's exam!!"

"Come on, we can definitely go to the same city!"

Zhou Man said to Lu Xiaonan like this, in fact, he had already thought about it, if Lu Xiaonan didn't do well in the exam, he would go to the school he could apply for.

Lu Xiaonan was very happy and went home in the moonlight.

When he arrived at school the next day, Lu Xiaonan was late, because he was not in the same school for the exam, so Zhou Man didn't have time to see him, so he took the bus to the exam room.

Lu Xiaonan, come on! Zhou Man meditated in his heart.

On the other side, in the city hospital, Lu Xiaonan had just been transferred from the emergency ward.

He was badly wounded, the most serious being his head, which was wrapped in a thick layer of gauze.

No one knows what Lu Xiaonan experienced that night, only the injuries on his body and the missed exams have become traces that can never be erased.

The perpetrator was quickly found, and it was the young man who reported the case.

He said that because of himself, his friends would impulsively go to retaliate, and he was very sorry for what happened to Lu Xiaonan, and left a sum of money for the police to hand over to Lu Xiaonan's parents. It wasn't until the evening that Zhou Man found out that Lu Xiaonan hadn't come to school at all today.

All night, Zhou Man was very nervous in his heart. Early the next morning, Zhou Man went to Lu Xiaonan's breakfast shop, but found that the breakfast shop was closed.

She was very worried, but at this time she heard people passing by say, "Lao Lu is really unlucky, why did my son have an accident at this time, and his whole life was ruined, and he didn't even have enough medical expenses."

The other just sighed.

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