Chapter 57 - Ah Sheng will accompany Miss...
Ah Sheng shook his head: "K? ”
Tan Xi nodded, his voice weak: "He is An Shi, I have missed Brother Shi for 8 years." ”
Ah Sheng was surprised: "Isn't he already dead?" After a pause, he said, "Miss blamed Ah Sheng for killing him, so she refused to take medicine." ”
Tan Xi shook his head: "No, he's not worth it." ”
"Then why doesn't Miss take medicine?"
"I heard a lot of Anshi say it today, I can't face you, I can't face Fu Yanze, and I can't face myself. Ah Sheng I think I'm just a fool, Ah Sheng, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... Tan Xi looked at Ah Sheng, and tears overflowed in his eyes.
Ah Sheng tightened his arm holding Tan Xi and kissed Tan Xi's cheek gently: "Xixi, I'm not sorry, Ah Sheng as long as you live well." ”
Tan Xi shook his head, and a smile appeared on his face: "Brother Sheng, hello... Stupid... ”
Tan Xi slowly closed his eyes.
The fear of death enveloped Ah Sheng's heart, Ah Sheng was so nervous that he couldn't think, and only his own heartbeat was in his ears, "Hee-hee, hee-hee!! ”
Ah Jian was so shocked that he almost hit the car on the opposite side, and a sudden brake stopped the car in the middle of the road.
"Brother, Miss... Fear... No more. ”
Ah Jian turned around and put his hand on Tan Xi's neck: "Ah Sheng, there is still a heartbeat." ”
Ah Sheng held back his tears: "Brother, what should I do?" What to do? ”
Ah Jian was stunned: "Ah Sheng, what do you mean by Miss's last sentence?" Why do you say you're stupid? When else did Miss say that? ”
Ah Sheng couldn't think anymore, forced himself to concentrate, and tried to remember: "The last time Miss was shot, there was also when Ah Sheng was lying in the medical cabin. ”
Ah Jian looked at Ah Sheng suspiciously: "Did Miss give you anything special?" Such as medicines, injections? ”
Ah Sheng suddenly realized, took out the medicine box that Tan Xi gave him when he was on the island from his pocket, took out the only red capsule in it, and put it in Tan Xi's mouth.
Ah Jian breathed a sigh of relief and continued to drive forward: "Ah Sheng, when someone asks, you will say that you only gave Miss the usual first-aid medicine." ”
Ah Sheng nodded silently: "Brother, will this medicine work?" ”
"Miss gave it to you, that's her research results, you can't go wrong." Ah Jian comforted as he drove.
"Brother, Miss said that this medicine has side effects, maybe lose all your memories, and damage your IQ. Will Hee Hee stop remembering me, what should I do? Ah Sheng gently stroked the tears on Tan Xi's face.
"Miss's IQ is so high, some injuries are smarter than you, don't worry." Ah Jian breathed a sigh of relief and continued: "You saw Miss sad today, maybe losing her memory is a good thing for Miss." It's okay if she doesn't remember you, you'll be chasing her anyway, and she'll see you sooner or later. Ah Jian looked at Ah Sheng from the rearview mirror, speaking as easily as possible, but his eyes were full of worry.
Ah Sheng felt that what Ah Jian said made sense, so he cheered up.
While speaking, Ah Jian received a message on the headphones: "Yes"
Ah Jian glanced in the rearview mirror and said to Ah Sheng, "Hold Miss tight." ”
Before the words fell, Ah Sheng felt that the car suddenly drifted to one side, instantly turned the front of the car, merged into the opposite row of convoys, and then slowly stopped with the convoy.
Before the convoy stopped, Fu Yanze had already gotten out of the car and ran over, Ah Sheng got out of the car with Tan Xi in his arms, Fu Yanze took Tan Xi and shouted: "Professor, professor." ”
Professor Qi was very old, and he trotted over: "Flat... Flatten the hustle and bustle. Professor Qi gasped.
Fu Yanze flattened Tan Xi lying on the side of the road as he said, and Professor Qi leaned over to sit beside Tan Xi: "Medicine, Mr. Fu, medicine." ”
Fu Yanze hurriedly took out the metal box that Professor Qi handed him not long ago from his pocket and handed it to Professor Qi.
"Professor..." Fu Yanze didn't know what to say.
Professor Qi looked up at Ah Sheng: "Is the young lady still taking anything?" ”
Ah Sheng stood aside and said in a sad voice: "I just saw that Miss fainted in the car, and I fed Miss a medicine that she usually takes." But... It doesn't seem to work. ”
Professor Qi nodded, took out the injection in the metal box, and looked at Fu Yanze with trembling hands: "Mr. Fu, this is the latest research on the medicine for the treatment of Miss's heart, but... But it's just been researched.,Time is in a hurry.,Human trials haven't been finalized yet.,I wanted to make a gift for Miss.,I didn't expect it to be used so soon.。 ”
"What do you mean?" Fu Yanze was furious: "At this time, you told me this, is there still any value in the laboratory and you?" ”
Professor Qi looked at the anger and fear in Fu Yanze's eyes, and said even more tremblingly: "Xixi has seen it in person, there should be no problem." The bottleneck has been breached... Professor Qi kept talking about the research data, as if to reconfirm.
"Shut up!" Fu Yanze said angrily: "What will happen if Xixi doesn't use medicine now? ”
"Hold on... I can't hold it ... It's been a while. "Professor Qi has stumbled.
"What about the consequences of medication?" The taste of anger in Fu Yanze's tone was less, and more fear.
"It should be effective, and the best result is complete repair, and Xixi's heart will be the same as a normal person in the future." Professor Qi said.
"The worst?" Fu Yanze squatted beside Tan Xi and gently stroked Tan Xi's face with his hand.
Professor Qi shook his head slowly and said slowly: "Everyone's physique is different, even if the drugs that have undergone clinical trials will perform differently when they are targeted at different individuals. Worst... Worst... Professor Qi didn't dare to say.
"Take the medicine." After Fu Yanze finished speaking, he got up and walked to the side, not daring to watch the injection with an uncertain effect being injected into Tan Xi's body.
Professor Qi didn't dare to waste any more time, and slowly inserted the needle into Tan Xi's heart with trembling hands, and slowly injected the medicine into it.
Tan Xi seemed to be in pain and cried out softly.
When Fu Yanze heard the voice, he quickly knelt down beside Tan Xi and helped Tan Xi to lean on his chest.
Tan Xi opened his eyes and looked up at Fu Yanze, tears overflowed in his eyes.
Fu Yanze looked dizzy for a while, the current appearance of these eyes and the reluctance in his eyes were exactly the same as Xiaoying's eyes before she died.
Fu Yanze felt that his heart was punched heavily, and his heart was beating heavily and hurting.
"I'm sorry." Tan Xi was so weak that he couldn't make a sound, but moved his lips quietly.
Fu Yanze remembered that Xiaoying's last sentence before she died was "I'm sorry." Fu Yanze subconsciously raised his hand to cover Tan Xi's mouth: "Don't... Don't talk, don't say anything. ”
Tan Xi still looked at Fu Yanze, and slowly closed his eyes when he watched it.
Fu Yanze shook his hand and put it on Tan Xi's neck, and there was no heartbeat.
"Hee-hee, hee-hee, Tan hee!" Fu Yanze's shouts resounded through the surrounding wilderness.
"Miss." Ah Sheng's lips moved slightly, but he couldn't make any sound.
Professor Qi couldn't stand the fear and sadness, and collapsed on the ground and fainted.
Han Yan silently squatted beside Fu Yanze and looked at Tan Xi silently.
After a long time, Fu Yanze looked at Tan Xi in his arms and slowly spoke: "Han Yan, twice." Why? With the same result, is God punishing me? Blame me for not doing my best? It's been almost 10 years, and God has given me another chance, but I'm still missing it... I should have come in person, and I should have promised K all the conditions, even if I gave the organization away, I should have said yes.
Han Yan... Twice, the same tearful eyes looked at me, the same reluctance, is Han Yan out of time and space, this is Xiaoying is not Xixi, Xixi is still alive... Han Yan, I used to always imagine that Xixi's eyes were Xiaoying's, but now I understand that it is Xixi, looking at these eyes, I have never been so sure. Han Yan, it turns out that I have been in love with Xixi for a long time, and I will not treat her as Xiaoying's shadow, she is Tan Xi, beautiful, smart, stupid, and unique Xixi.
But Han Yan... By the time I understood, she had already ... Last night when I was reading a book with Hee Hee in my arms, I really wanted to stop time, I loved that moment so much.
I'm too stupid, what island, manor to give her, in fact, just quietly accompany her for a meal and a walk, it was a very simple thing, but I was entangled in my obsession and delayed for 8 years, until I lost it.
Han Yan... What am I going to do? No more ... Han Yan, twice, I can't bear it... Fu Yanze muttered to himself and fainted to the ground.
The wind blows through the large fields on the side of the road, the flowers in the fields are gently swaying with the wind, the sun shines warmly on the fields, and the scenery is still beautiful...
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When Fu Yanze woke up, he was lying in the medical cabin of the research institute, Fu Yanze recognized it, when Tan Xi was shot and lying in the medical cabin, Fu Yanze sat aside and guarded quietly.
Fu Yanze looked at Han Yan, who was so tired that he fell asleep, and then looked at the transparent hatch, remembering that Tan Xi once said that this place was very similar to a coffin, and he would be scared if he lay in it. Fu Yanze only felt that he was surrounded by endless sadness at this time, and Tan Xi's fear was now felt by himself.
The paramedic quickly walked in and opened the hatch. Fu Yanze got up: "Han Yan, where is Xixi?" ”
Han Yan frowned: "Old man, are you okay?" The doctor said that you are irritated, over-grieving and long-term exertion, and it is better to rest for a while. ”
Fu Yanze ignored it and still asked, "What about Xixi?" ”
"Next door, I don't know what to do, temporarily put Hee Hee in the medical cabin to maintain his body with medicine... It does not harden or rot. Han Yan said in a low voice.
"How long did I sleep?" Fu Yanze continued to ask.
"It's been a day."
Fu Yanze pushed the door and came to the next room, Ah Sheng stood straight in front of the transparent medical cabin, and looked intently at Tan Xi lying in the cabin through the transparent cabin.
Fu Yanze walked to Ah Sheng's side and looked at it the same.
Tan Xi's clothes, makeup and hair have been carefully tidied up, and she looks like a happy bride asleep.
"Hee-hue is so beautiful." Fu Yanze said softly.
"It's so beautiful that Ah Sheng can't see anyone else from the first time he sees it." Ah Sheng replied lightly.
"Ah Sheng, you love purer than I do. The first time I saw Xixi, I thought it was Xiaoying's eyes. ”
Fu Yanze and Ah Sheng stood together, and the two slowly told some of Tan Xi's past.
Fu Yanze found that although he had been by Tan Xi's side for 8 years, he did not know as much about Tan Xi's affairs, preferences and habits as Ah Sheng had been by Tan Xi's side for more than 1 year.
"Love Hee-hee?" Fu Yanze knew the answer, but he still couldn't help asking.
"If Xiaoying is alive, Mr. Fu will be like this, and the love that began at the age of about 20 will be like this, passionate and persistent." Ah Sheng's eyes did not leave Tan Xi, and said lightly.
Fu Yanze nodded in agreement with Ah Sheng's words.
"Thank you Mr. Fu for giving Ah Sheng the opportunity to be by Miss's side, protect Miss, and take care of Miss, Ah Sheng is grateful." Ah Sheng's eyes still looked at Tan Xi without moving.
Fu Yanze nodded slightly, "Xixi said at the end that he didn't like this, I want to follow Xixi's thoughts... Burial at sea. ”
"Well, Miss likes the sea and freedom, and Ah Sheng will accompany Miss." Ah Sheng said lightly with an expressionless face.
Fu Yanze was slightly surprised, and his gaze also moved from Tan Xi to Ah Sheng's face. After looking at it for a while, Fu Yanze turned around and left the room.