Chapter 14: Breaking Up
I don't like to drink, but that doesn't mean I can't drink, on the contrary, my amount of alcohol is still good, if not a thousand glasses without getting drunk, then almost nine hundred and ninety-nine glasses without getting drunk.
Because I was in a bad mood, I poured all the four good friends who had drunk almost the same amount into a dizziness.
When I looked back, my classmates were gone, and there were only five of us left.
I waved my hand: "Let's go, change places and drink, go to sing after drinking, and then go to prostitution after singing, I don't know what professional service is like!" ”
As I spoke, I walked out, and my good friends, who had been following me, heard what I was saying, and immediately rushed up and grabbed me.
In the end, they sent me back to my room.
I returned to the room, it was pitch black, I thought Zhang Qiushuang was not there, so I turned on the light and went into the bathroom to wash. When I came out and returned to the bedroom, I found Zhang Qiushuang lying on his side on the bed with his back to me.
I didn't speak, I got on the bed, I was still angry, I didn't care about Zhang Qiushuang, I also lay down with my back to her. I don't speak, not only because I'm still angry, but mainly because I don't have enough confidence.
I was really provoked by others to say that I was going to go. But only I know that I want to go, and I pretend to be angry, and I am also planning to plan and block Youyou's mouth, especially Zhang Qiushuang.
So I was weak and didn't dare to face it, so I could only lie down and pretend to sleep.
My personality is darker, if I get angry and the other party doesn't take the lead in giving in, I will never say a word to the other party, in professional terms, it is cold violence.
And Zhang Qiushuang's personality just complements me, she can't hold back what she has to say, once there is a contradiction, she will definitely be the first to speak.
Although opening my mouth does not necessarily mean admitting my mistake and giving in, in my opinion, it is already a sign of admitting my mistake and giving in, so that I will go down the donkey and down the steps, and then everyone will be happy.
My dad wouldn't be this kind of character, because he wouldn't be angry with people at all. However, my mother has a strange personality, according to my grandfather, my mother was not like this before, it was because she experienced some things later, so her temperament changed greatly, so it also affected me.
"Shall you not go? Please! Zhang Qiushuang finally couldn't help it, sat up first, and pushed me with his hand.
I pretended to be asleep, didn't speak, and didn't move.
"Please, that's all there is to it, didn't we say yes before!" Zhang Qiushuang leaned over, his face pressed against mine.
Seeing Zhang Qiushuang breathing in such a low voice, I couldn't sit still, I was conflicted again, I didn't go if I wanted to, it was a big deal to lose some people, it was nothing to be embarrassed, anyway, the people around me didn't know.
But then again, I really want that half a million, and I want to see other tombs again. The situation of the last ancient tomb, I dare to say that it was absolutely unexpected, it is impossible for every ancient tomb to be so weird and terrifying, if so, the archaeological team does not know how many people died.
That is, I have this kind of thought, so I think I can go, anyway, a round trip, I can earn 500,000 yuan in half a month at most, where to go
to find this kind of good job.
Then there is the problem of face, I still want to leave a better image in front of Zheng Tianran, and it is not good to backtrack three times or twice.
What's more, once I regret this again, Li Jiaguo and they will definitely sneer at me when they know about it, and I don't want to give up when I think of their faces.
Of course, in fact, I think of myself too much, in fact, even if I regret it three times and twice, Li Jiaguo will not look at me more, because in his eyes, I am 108,000 miles away from him, and there is no way to compare.
Thinking about it, I finally remembered one thing, and the most important thing. I have a weird personality, I don't allow people to deceive me and hide something from me, of course, this refers to my own person, and now it also refers to Zhang Qiushuang.
Zhang Qiushuang tried his best to prevent me from going to the ancient tomb, but never said the reason, this has always been a pimple in my heart, I must figure it out, if she tells me clearly, I understand the situation, I may listen to her, but she still insists on hiding it, then I will definitely fight with her to the end, until she compromises.
So I turned around, Zhang Qiushuang saw me turn around, threw himself into my arms, and tears fell, but I asked with a cold face: "You have to tell me why, only if I tell the reason, I will consider whether to give up!" ”
Zhang Qiushuang's eyes that originally saw hope suddenly dimmed, and after several struggles, he never wanted to tell me the reason, but said to me: "I can't say, but I'm really for you, for our good, can't you believe me once?" ”
As soon as I heard this, I was angry, and suddenly snorted coldly: "That's not to talk about!" I'm done! ”
When I say this, I am actually bluffing, in order to force Zhang Qiushuang to comply.
However, Zhang Qiushuang was also heartbroken, and he didn't say anything, shaking his head again and again: "No, I can't say, don't force me!" ”
I didn't speak, I closed my eyes. Zhang Qiushuang kissed me, but I didn't respond, and she touched my bottom with her hand, but I didn't respond. Truly, anger can overcome Yuwang.
Zhang Qiushuang thought about it and leaned his mouth over, I looked at her and sneered, but still didn't react. As I said before, women are sometimes really stupid and always think that they can use this kind of thing to make men compromise, but in fact, there are some things that men will not compromise at all.
Seeing that I hadn't reacted yet, Zhang Qiushuang finally got angry, she sat up, wiped her mouth, and said coldly: "If you insist on going, break up!" ”
The word "break up" came out of Zhang Qiushuang's mouth, it was so decisive, my mind suddenly went blank when I heard it, my ears buzzed, a little unbelievable, I really want to ask again, what did you say?
But I couldn't help but didn't ask, I also looked at Zhang Qiushuang coldly, didn't speak for a long time, I sneered in my heart, angry, I wanted to shout: What the hell am I, I want to marry you, have children, and grow old, and now you actually tell me to break up! Are you sick?
These words, combined with my incomparably angry feelings, finally turned into one word, blurting out: "Good! ”
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When I say the word "good", my heart is dripping blood, but the tone is so flat that it is as if someone asks me if I want to drink water, and I say yes.
Zhang Qiushuang probably didn't expect me to agree so easily. She may feel that the two of them will at least have a big fight, or I will give in, and then everyone will compromise, and even she can finally agree to let me go, and I will not break up in the end.
But she never thought that I would say yes directly, so she was stunned for a while, and looked straight at me, seeing that I was a little weak.
Her eyes were red, two lines of tears, silently from the sockets, down the cheeks, I could see from her eyes, reluctance, regret, but more of a gratuitous hatred, she hated me too ruthlessly.
I realized at this time that her eyes were so big, so beautiful, looking at her tears, I wanted to wipe them, I wanted to hug her into my arms, saying that I was not going, I didn't want anything, as long as her.
But my personality makes me not the first to bow my head and admit my mistakes, everything I think in my heart, to my mouth, in the end, has become a silent silence, I have done nothing, I have not said anything.
Nothing was done to save our short-lived relationship.
Zhang Qiushuang suddenly jumped off the bed and began to get dressed. After getting dressed, start packing up.
I'm a little flustered, this girl is leaving, it's the middle of the night, going out, what if one can't think about it, suicide, or just find a man, and hand over the irresponsible self to others, so what should I do?
Although I said that I would break up, in my heart, she is still mine, I can't let her do this, I want to stop it, but I want to save face, I just can't open my mouth.
Just when I was at a loss, Zhang Qiushuang spoke: "I'm leaving!" It's been a long time, and I won't be back! ”|
Zhang Qiushuang's hometown is from the Northeast, she said it very rationally, and at this time the tears no longer flowed, and there were no mood swings, but I knew that her heart was dead. This is the most terrible, I want to keep it, I regret it, but I really want to save face, and I don't want to say a soft word if I bite it to death, I just said coldly: "Even if I go back to my hometown, I am not in a hurry at this time, I have bought all the tickets, and besides, you still have so many things with me, since you broke up, take them all, don't take up space!" ”
These words sound so decisive, but in fact, what I mean is that if Zhang Qiushuang can go back to Wangcheng with me, there may be a turnaround, of course, this turnaround is, continue to force Zhang Qiushuang to succumb.
I thought about giving in by myself, but I couldn't do it, so I could only try my best to use cold words to force Zhang Qiushuang, hoping that she would be soft.
But women are actually ruthless, not much worse than men. After they see a man clearly, they are completely dead and will become more determined. Mourning is greater than dying, perhaps this is the case.
So when Zhang Qiushuang heard my proposal, she didn't even think about it, and directly dashed my hopes, she said: "If you want, you can send those things to me at that time, if you don't want to, you can throw them away, burn them, give them away, whatever you want!" ”
After saying that, he opened the door, dragged his suitcase and left.