I turned my head to look at Shang Yang, who scratched his head in embarrassment and laughed.

"You're still embarrassed to laugh, I chased you with your schoolbag for most of the day and you didn't hear it, I'm almost exhausted!"

Meng Yu sat on the stone bench in the courtyard and glared at Shang Yang and said.

"Okay~ I'll teach him a lesson tomorrow! You haven't eaten yet, let's eat together at our house! ”

I pretended to hit Shang Yang, sat next to Meng Yu and said to Meng Yu with a smile.

Meng Yu pulled me to stand up, "It just so happens that I want to eat Mother He's food"

"Humph!"

Meng Yu glanced at Shang Yang arrogantly,

Pull me into the house.

In the evening, Meng Yu stayed at our house for the night, "Kwai Xin, do you have someone you like?" ”

Meng Yu was lying on the bed and suddenly turned his head and asked me.

"Why do you ask this again, haven't you asked it all before? No," I said with a look at Meng Yu suspiciously.

Meng Yu got up and sat up from the bed, "I feel that you must have a heart for someone, your blushing today is abnormal!" ”

I propped my head and looked at Meng Yu, "Sleep, you, there's nothing abnormal, you think too much." ”

"Do you know what it's like to be attracted to someone?" Meng Yu suddenly asked me seriously.

I was stunned by her question, was my heart moved? What does it feel like?

"Alas, Aoi Heart, you better sleep." Meng Yu looked at me with helpless eyes and said.

That night, lying in bed, I couldn't sleep.

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Time flies quickly, and in a blink of an eye, our iron triangle jumped to the time of the first Chinese New Year, and we should have set off firecrackers and fireworks, but because of my heart, our family has not set off fireworks every year.

I like to be quiet, and my mother rarely allows relatives to come to her house to pay New Year's greetings.

But on the first day of the Lunar New Year, we still had a surprise guest at home.

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"Nonsense, this is your own mother!" Daddy yells!!

I looked at a middle-aged woman sitting across from me, and then turned my head to look at Shang Yang, who was sitting next to me.

"She doesn't deserve it!" Shang Yang seemed to be trying to suppress his anger.

"She abandoned me in a welfare home since I was a child, she doesn't deserve it!!"

"Xiaoyang, it's my fault, but my mother really can't support you, so she sent you to the welfare home, it's all my fault, I know I can't make up for anything, I just ask you to forgive me, I promise! Won't send you away again. The middle-aged woman said with tears in her eyes.

Shang Yang snorted coldly and glared at her, "Dream!" I can't go back with you, I can't recognize you again in this life, you go! Get out of my house."

Shang Yang stood up and dragged the woman out!

I watched as my dad threw a slap at Shang Yang, "Bastard!" Listen to your own mother and go back with her! ”

Dad seemed to be pressing something, and I sat there quietly, watching my father's trembling hands.

"Dad, are you trying to drive me away?" Shang Yang looked at his father with red eyes, and his father didn't say anything more and turned his head back to the room.

"Xiaoyang, you should go back to your mother, you can come here at any time, don't mess around."

Mom choked and took Shang Yang's hand and said.

Shang Yang lowered his head and whispered, "Mom, can I say a few words to Aoi Xin?" ”

Mom turned her head to look at me, I sat there quietly and nodded, stood up and took Shang Yang's hand into the room and turned around to close the door.

Shang Yang gently hugged me from behind, "Kui Xin, let me hold it for a while, just for a while"

I couldn't push him away, so I raised my hand and gently stroked Shang Yang's hair.

"Be nice with your mother, my parents and I will always welcome you in the small yard、"

Shang Yang buried the head on my neck and moved without speaking.

Before leaving, Shang Yang turned his head to look at me, "Aoi Xin, Happy New Year,"

I looked at Shang Yang and a smile pulled out of the corner of his mouth.

Looking at Shang Yang's back as he gradually walked away, all the words gathered into one sentence, and I muttered softly, "Happy New Year." ”

After Shang Yang left, our lives continued, and we all tacitly did not mention Shang Yang's departure.

But the confined door will always be opened by my mother occasionally to see if it is clean and tidy.

I felt like I was going back to the old days, sitting in my room every day and looking out in a daze, occasionally sitting on a swing in the yard, looking forward to the boy who would run in the yard and shine brighter than the sun.

After a whole holiday in a mess, on the morning of the first day of school, I was woken up by a bicycle bell?

I lifted the quilt and put on my shoes in a panic and ran to the yard, looking at the boy who was parking the bicycle in front of me, and froze in place.

"Morning~ Aoi Xin......" Shang Yang's warm voice reached my ears.

My vision instantly blurred, and tears flowed uncontrollably.

"Why are you crying?" Shang Yang came over to help me wipe away my tears and asked worriedly.

I looked at Shang Yang in front of me and smiled happily, "Happy, can't you?" ”

"Why are you here? Your mom must be a long way from here, right? ”

I asked Shang Yang suspiciously.

"Because I want to go to school with you"

Shang Yang pinched my face and pulled me into the room, "If you can't run so fast in the future, your heart won't be able to stand it"

I stared at Shang Yang and nodded, "I'm waiting for you outside, quickly change your clothes, I'm going to be late soon." ”

Shang Yang told me to change my clothes, and Shang Yang was waiting for me outside as usual.

"Homesick?" I asked, leaning against Shang Yang's warm back.

"Well, I miss you more"

Shang Yang's warm voice reached my ears, and I didn't speak again, leaning on Shang Yang's back with my eyes closed to feel the wind in front of me.

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The more I took the high school entrance examination, the more nervous my nerves became, because of my heart, I generally developed slower than others, so I had to put in twice as much effort as others.

One weekend, I was reviewing at home, and Meng Yu came over in a hurry.

"Aoi Kokoro! Aoi Kokoro! Let's go to the amusement park together," I looked up at her.

"Go ahead, I'm not going, I can't play if I go"

"Let's go, scatter my heart" Meng Yu pulled me out and I was dragged by Meng Yusheng to the entrance of the amusement park, and found Shang Yang standing there with a balloon.

"Why are you here?" I walked over and asked suspiciously.

Shang Yang smiled and didn't speak, took my hand and tied the balloon's rope around my wrist.

I shook the balloon tied to my wrist and looked at Shang Yang, "What is this?" ”

"Balloons"

"I know it's a balloon, why are you tying this?"

"Prevent you from getting lost," Shang Yang took my wrist and walked towards the amusement park.

"Hey! You two are too much."

Meng Yu jumped in place.

Because it's a weekend, there are more people in the amusement park who take children out to play.

"Do you want to paint a sculpture?" Walking to a stall, Shang Yang asked sideways.

"Good,.... What about Meng Yu? I turned my head and wanted to call Meng Yu, but when I turned around, I found that there was no one.

"Let's make a call and ask" Shang Yang took out his mobile phone from his pocket and handed it to me, I took it in a daze and called.

"Hey, Meng Yu, where are you?"

"Alas, my baby, although I'm not very good at studying, I'm still very eye-catching, so I don't want to stay next to the two of you to shine, so let's go, you guys have fun"

"Hey!" Before he finished speaking, Meng Yu hung up the phone.

"Going back?" Shang Yang asked me, and I turned to look at him and nodded.

Shang Yang laughed and pulled me to the stall, "Which one do you want to paint?" Shang Yang pulled me to the shelf and said.

I looked at the sculpture on the shelf and pointed to a sunflower and said, "Paint this."

Shang Yang took down the sculpture and pulled me to sit down, suddenly I felt someone pull my clothes, I looked down and saw a little girl blinking her eyes and tugging at the corner of my clothes, I put down the paintbrush and squatted.

"What's wrong? Little sister"

"Is the big sister here to paint too?"

I was stunned and said, "yes."

"Isn't this just painted by children? Is the big sister also a child? The little girl asked with a wink of confusion.

I stood up a little embarrassed and looked at Shang Yang and the girl's mother.

The little girl's mother came over and grabbed the little girl, "Kexin, you are your mother's child, and the big sister is also her mother's child......"

The little girl looked at her mother and nodded as if she didn't understand, and Shang Yang suddenly hugged me.

"That's right, Xiao Kexin, the big sister is my brother's little friend"

The little girl suddenly giggled and looked up at Shang Yang.

"The big brother has to take care of the children, and he can't lose them~"

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