Lu Jiayi feels like she has been having nightmares every day lately.

The reason was that Jiang Shijin went on a business trip to New York because of Evan's relationship with Cosini.

Lu Jiayi wanted to follow, but Jiang Shijin considered that she was pregnant and it was inconvenient to travel, so she let her stay.

During Jiang Shijin's absence at home, she felt more and more that her life was like an absurd drama.

When the company's development momentum was at its strongest, she was actually pregnant.

A pregnant woman at home will always be prone to overthinking.

No, when she was idle these days, she remembered that when she was pregnant for the first time, Jiang Shijin forced herself to go to the hospital and beat the child.

As Xiao Huangdou grew up in her belly day by day, her fear of gain and loss became more and more intense.

At this time, a photo appeared in the newspaper.

It is a photo of Jiang Shijin returning to the hotel when he was in New York.

If there was only one picture like that, she wouldn't be angry.

The key is that in that photo, there is a young and beautiful girl next to him.

Jiang Shijin came back from New York and found that Lu Jiayi seemed to be a different person in the past few days, getting close and not letting him get closer, wanting to touch his stomach and listen to his heartbeat, and he didn't let him go as if he was facing a big enemy.

After Lu Jiayi was angry for several days, Jiang Shijin finally couldn't help asking, "Lu Jiayi, what's wrong with you?" ”

Lu Jiayi said coldly: "It's nothing. ”

"It's nothing, why are you so yin and yang?"

Lu Jiayi didn't speak.

The atmosphere was so awkward, and after a while, Lu Jiayi slowly threw out two photos.

"You're really chic outside, it's not easy to come back, I thought you forgot about me and the baby, or did you not want this baby at all, since I was pregnant, you didn't care about me at all, the same ...... as before"

As she spoke, Lu Jiayi's tears fell unconsciously.

Yi Zecheng looked very angry, "Lu Jiayi, why do you always think of me as the worst person?" ”

He sat down next to Lu Jiayi.

Lu Jiayi felt nervous for no reason, and she always had a little foreboding for some reason.

Probably because every time he was kind to her, she would be unlucky. So I didn't do it," "You sit across from me, don't sit next to me." ”

He was very obedient and sat down on the opposite side.

Lu Jiayi was a little surprised.

This is also too weird, she has always told him to go east, he wants to go west, he just takes it as his duty to kill her.

Why is this the case today?

Lu Jiayi thought, probably because of guilt.

"Lu Jiayi, you think too much, I didn't want children, in my heart, you and children are all I have. I never wanted to have this child. "Yi Ze became enlightened.

Never?

Lu Jiayi couldn't help but snort coldly.

"Have you forgotten how we didn't have our first child?"

Lu Jiayi turned her head to look at him and asked coldly.

"Jiayi," Yi Zecheng still looked very calm, "In your heart, am I so unbearable?" ”

"Who told you that you want to murder Little Yellow Bean!"

Lu Jiayi was furious when he mentioned this. Murderer! Executioner! Murderer! actually wanted to murder her own flesh and blood, although the attempt was successful, it was enough to make her hateful!

For several minutes he didn't speak, just sat facing Lu Jiayi.

The window shone in the late autumn sun, because it was backlight, so his whole person was shrouded in golden light, even the eyelashes were fluffy, and there seemed to be a layer of golden aura.

He looked at Lu Jiayi, and the fluffy eyelashes trembled slightly, like a butterfly stretching its wings.

He is still so handsome, even if he has a bandage on his head, no matter how good his skin is, he can't hide his ruthless heart.

Lu Jiayi felt that she was really in love with the wrong person.

After a moment of silence, Lu Jiayi became angry, "Forget about the past, but if you dare to fight those inhumane ideas today, I will castrate you and let you completely cut off your children and grandchildren!" ”

Yi Zecheng couldn't help but smile bitterly, "Lu Jiayi, you have always been so tough. ”

"Of course, otherwise I would have been bullied to death by you bastard."

"Jiayi, it's not that I didn't want this child back then."

Yi Zecheng's voice was very low, and he paused for a long time, "I don't know what to say to you." ”

Unexpectedly, he dared to say it, Lu Jiayi was so angry that he choked him, "Of course, this kind of inhuman words must be difficult to speak." ”

Yi Zecheng still looked at her, because of the backlight, Lu Jiayi couldn't see his expression clearly, but with intuition, she suddenly felt that it was sad, because he looked at him in a daze, as if he had never seen her.

Lu Jiayi suddenly felt very sad.

Yi Zecheng's pupils are very dark, just like a night without stars and no moon, the inky sea is boundless.

He looked at her like this, and Lu Jiayi felt that she was about to drown in this sea.

He'd never looked at himself like this before, so serious, so focused......

Finally, Lu Jiayi finally heard his voice, "Jiayi, I love you." ”

Lu Jiayi almost fainted, and a thunderbolt hit her on a sunny day, and she was directly chopped.

Although she had dreamed many times, dreaming that Yi Zecheng would say this to me, she never dreamed that he would actually say it to her, and under such circumstances.

Lu Jiayi was not happy at all, not at all, she knew that he must be lying to herself, because he wanted to coax her not to have this child, so he did not hesitate to use beautiful men.

Cheap bones!

Lu Jiayi couldn't help but hate the root of her teeth, but she didn't show it on her face at all, Lu Jiayi even smiled at him, "Since you love me, why didn't you let me give birth to the child back then?" ”

Hit the snake and hit seven inches, if you dare to use a beautiful man's plan on her, Lu Jiayi will do it.

He paused for a long time, and finally handed her a paper bag.

Lu Jiayi took it out and took a look, thinking it was her sister's CT film.

When my sister was hospitalized, this kind of cranial CT was often seen, and the attending doctor always pointed to the shadow and told her how much the tumor had spread.

In the face of terminal illness, modern medical technology is simply helpless, and the only thing doctors can do is to minimize the pain of their sister and let her suffer day by day.

But this CT film is not my sister's, Lu Jiayi found it at a glance, because there is no terrible shadow.

Lu Jiayi held the film and looked at Yi Zecheng with some doubts.

His voice was very low, as if he was trying to suppress something, maybe it was her delusion, but he said: "When your sister died, you cried and fainted in the ward, and the doctor gave you first aid, but you didn't wake up for a long time, so I gave you a full body examination, and it turned out that there was a small lump the size of a soybean at the base of your skull......"

Lu Jiayi's eyes instinctively fell on the CT film, and finally found the small black spot the size of a soybean, which was at the base of the skull, and it couldn't be found at all if you didn't look carefully.

Lu Jiayi looked at this little yellow bean, which was also a small yellow bean, and this little black dot only made her feel terrifying.

Her hands didn't know when they started to tremble, she just saw with her own eyes that in her sister's brain, the small tumor slowly grew, and finally devoured her sister's life hideously.

Thinking of her sister's last days, Lu Jiayi only felt dizzy and nauseous and wanted to vomit.

"The location is too bad, in the most dense nerve area, the doctor said that if you take the risk of surgery, it is very likely that it will become a vegetative state, and if it is not stimulated, it should not be malignant under normal circumstances." Yi Zecheng stretched out his hand to hold Lu Jiayi's hand, and Lu Jiayi found that his hand was as cold as an ice cube, and his hand was also cold, just like hers.

Lu Jiayi had never seen Yi Zecheng like this, and there were tears in his eyes, "Jiayi, you are such a noisy person, when the doctor told me, I didn't dare to think about it at all, in case the operation failed, you slept there, you couldn't see, you couldn't hear, you could never eat, you couldn't move anywhere, you just lay in bed for the rest of your life, I knew it would make you feel sadder than death." The doctor recommended a conservative regimen to me, and he said that as long as there is no hormonal stimulation, there is a great hope that it will not worsen. As long as it doesn't grow, you can live like a normal person except for the occasional headache. I have consulted with almost all cranial authorities at home and abroad, and they all suggest that as long as you don't have children, there should be no danger. So...... So I chose for you very selfishly, I don't want you to live in the shadows. At that time, your sister had just left, and you were still very sad, and if you knew, you would be afraid, so I kept it a secret. Jiayi ......"

His hot lips burned on the back of Lu Jiayi's hand, "Please forgive me, forgive me for being so selfish......"

Lu Jiayi was shivering all the time, and her whole body was cold, like sitting in ice water.

Lu Jiayi couldn't hear what he said later, she clutched the CT film.

The dying appearance of her sister appeared in front of Lu Jiayi's eyes again, at that time, the tumor was pressing on her nerves, and she couldn't see anything for a long time, she was so thin that she only had a handful of bones, and her hair was all gone.

Lu Jiayi couldn't forget how she was dying, she trembled at the thought of her appearance, she was really scared, afraid that she would become like her.

She is timid, she is afraid of death, but life is so good, the world is so beautiful, she really wants to live well.

Lu Jiayi asked Yi Zecheng: "Then you married me because you pity me?" ”

"It's not." He looked up, "Jiayi, it's not what you think. ”

Lu Jiayi smiled, she thought that she must be laughing more ugly than crying at this time.

Lu Jiayi said: "Thank you for saying you love me today, I don't know, I have made you pity for so long." ”

He held Lu Jiayi's hand with great strength, but his voice was very low, "Jiayi, I love you, not because I pity you." ”

It was futile to say anything, it turned out to be all in vain.

Lu Jiayi looked at his eyes, his pupils were still so dark, reflecting her own shadow, her face was a little distorted in his black pupils, she looked at this person she had sworn never to love again.