Chapter 55: Xiao Yu commits suicide

The child was taken to the hospital by Qin Shuangshuang with a confused expression, and walked all the way to Xiao Yu's ward.

Qin Shuangshuang stopped in front of Xiao Yu's hospital room, watching his name being printed on the patient column, her gaze was a little complicated.

Since Xiao Yu's accident, she has never seen him.

Today's meeting was proposed by Xiao Yu, but for some reason, Qin Shuangshuang always felt that there was a thick layer of dark clouds blocking his head, which made people very uneasy.

She clenched the child's hand, gently pushed the door in, and then heard Xiao Yu's clear and jade-like voice: "It's here." ”

Qin Shuangshuang turned his head and looked at Xiao Yu who was sitting on the hospital bed, his face was so pale that it was frightening, without a trace of blood, even if he was smiling, his eyes were like a pool of stagnant water, without waves.

She sighed quietly in her heart.

Once upon a time, Xiao Yu was also a high-spirited teenager, the dream lover in the hearts of many girls.

After his accident, Qin Shuangshuang sometimes remembered some past events.

She had witnessed him speak at the university's opening ceremony, and the feeling of confidence was fascinating.

She had seen him sweat on the green grass, and that youthfulness seemed to be getting farther and farther away from them.

And now, these corridors of memories that have passed through the past few years have only turned into a pool of stagnant water and bubbles.

The child in Qin Shuangshuang's hand poked his head out from behind Qin Shuangshuang a little timidly, and whispered to Xiao Yu on the hospital bed, "Dad......"

Xiao Yu looked at the child, and there seemed to be some emotion in his eyes quickly, but he quickly sorted out his emotions, beckoned to his son with a smile, and said, "Baby, come here." ”

The child ran over waving his calves, and his voice was glutinous, "Dad, I miss you so much." ”

"I miss you too." Xiao Yu gently rubbed his son's head and smiled very gently.

Xiao Yu lowered his head and picked up the child into his arms, chattering a lot with the child, Qin Shuangshuang stayed aside, or decided to leave the ward and sit for a while, so as to leave a little space for their father and son.

Qin Shuangshuang sighed, for some reason, she always felt that the atmosphere was weird.

After the father and son finished talking, Xiao Yu called her back.

Before leaving, Xiao Yu suddenly stopped her, "Frost." ”

She looked back in confusion and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

"Frost, I've done a lot of bad things to you before, I'm really sorry."

Qin Shuangshuang was stunned for a moment, shook her head indifferently, and said to him: "It's all over, what do you want to do with this?" ”

"There may be fewer opportunities for us to meet in the future, I hope you can be happy in the future." Xiao Yu had a shallow smile on his mouth.

"How can it be less? I'm sure I'll come to see you often. ”

"Frost, goodbye." Xiao Yu smiled and waved at her.

Qin Shuangshuang replied to him, "Goodbye." ”

After saying this, Qin Shuangshuang took the child's hand and left the ward.

Xiao Yu watched her back gradually disappear from his sight, and the smile on his face suddenly fell.

Actually, what he really wanted to say was 'Goodbye, Frost. ’

Words come to the lips, but they can't be spoken.

Xiao Yu lowered his head, and with some effort, he pulled out a bottle of medicine jar from the drawer, the packaging of the medicine jar said the word diazem, he trembled and poured out a lot of sleeping pills and put them in the palm of his hand, and then his hand slowly moved towards his mouth.

He stopped his movements and slowly turned his head to look out the window.

Outside the window, the sky is blue and the clouds are white, the leaves rustle, and the occasional gentle breeze pours in from the window.

Xiao Yu suddenly smiled, it was a blessing to die on such a good day.

Thinking of this, he no longer hesitated and poured all the sleeping pills into his stomach.

He lay back on the bed, slowly closing his eyes, quietly waiting for eternal sleep to come.

Qin Shuangshuang knew that the news of Xiao Yu's suicide was that night, she looked at Shen Yan in front of her with a look of disbelief.

Qin Shuangshuang covered her mouth and said, "How can this be? It's fine in the morning. ”

Shen Yan frowned and asked, "Have you seen him today?" ”

Qin Shuangshuang nodded, looking at the child who was eating in the restaurant with a worried face, the child was staying at her house for one night today, and was playing with Shen Yan, who couldn't speak.

"He found out about Su Motian's death, so he called me and asked me to take the child over to see him." Qin Shuangshuang sighed, and said in a trance: "I didn't think too much, I thought he was just thinking about the child, but I didn't expect him to want to see the child for the last time." ”

Qin Shuangshuang thought of this, and suddenly understood the suspicion this morning.

No wonder she always felt that the atmosphere was not quite right, it turned out that Xiao Yu was ready to leave at that time, and the chatter with the child was not an ordinary teaching, but a father's last words.

Shen Yan was keenly aware that her mood had become depressed, and asked softly, "What's wrong?" ”

"I think I did something wrong, if I hadn't gone to see Su Motian yesterday, there would have been no such things later." Qin Shuangshuang's voice was very low.

"It's none of your business, everyone's fate is arranged." Shen Yan held Qin Shuangshuang in his arms and comforted him softly.

"That child is still so young, just a year older than our Xiaoyan, what will we do in the future?" Qin Shuangshuang looked at the two small backs in the distance and said.

"It's okay, the Shen family will raise him." Shen Yan patted her on the back gently.

Half a month after Xiao Yu's death, Qin Shuangshuang suddenly received a call from Shen Xiaohan, on the phone, Shen Xiaohan said: "That kid didn't know what was going on, he suddenly became silent, and he hadn't spoken for several days. ”

Qin Shuangshuang frowned, and said in a deep voice: "I'll go to Shen's house tomorrow, and I'll take him to the doctor to see." ”

The next day, Qin Shuangshuang took the child to see a psychiatrist, but the situation did not seem to be very good, the child was reluctant to communicate, and the doctor told her that she might be autistic.

Qin Shuangshuang shook her head and said, "But he was normal before, and he didn't have any autistic tendencies at all." ”

The doctor replied: "He is not willing to communicate with me now, and I have no choice, you can go and make an appointment with a foreign master who has made outstanding achievements in this industry, maybe it will help him with his psychological problems." ”

Hearing the psychiatrist's words, Qin Shuangshuang turned her head, and in her perspective, the boy was sitting alone on the ground playing with his car, without any expression on his face.

Qin Shuangshuang actually read loneliness from it.

After Shen Yan finished communicating with the doctor, he stepped forward, patted her on the shoulder, and said, "Don't worry, I have already asked Song Qing to make an appointment with a foreign psychiatrist." ”

When a psychiatrist abroad diagnosed the boy's psychological condition, the doctor's interpreter explained: "It is said that it was because of the departure of his parents that he became so silent." ”

Qin Shuangshuang shook her head and said, "No, we didn't tell the child about it." ”

The psychiatrist also shook his head and said, "He didn't tell us that." ”

The psychiatrist didn't know why, so Qin Shuangshuang had no choice but to walk to the child's side, grab his little fleshy hand, and whispered, "Tell Auntie, how did you know about this." ”

The child raised his head, tears flashed in his eyes, and said timidly, "Grandpa Shen said it." ”

Qin Shuangshuang was stunned, and then asked the child carefully, and then asked the reason clearly.

It turned out that after the child returned to the Shen family, sometimes he couldn't sleep in the middle of the night, and he missed his father very much, so he was always crying.

Shen's father himself didn't want to see Xiao Yu, he always felt that Xiao Yu ruined Su Motian's life, he was woken up by the child's crying that day, and he was very irritable, so he said to the child: "Don't miss your father!" He's dead! In the future, you will only be a child of our Shen family! ”

Shen's father acted recklessly, never took into account the mentality of others, and never thought that his momentary angry words would make this child's temperament change greatly, and he was unwilling to communicate with others anymore.

Knowing the whole reason, Qin Shuangshuang sighed heavily, very helpless.

Father Shen also doesn't like Qin Shuangshuang, maybe in his heart, he and Xiao Yu are the same image, an outsider who ruined Su Motian.

But Father Shen couldn't see clearly, in fact, Su Motian was the one who destroyed Xiao Yu.

And how innocent is a two-year-old child? Why let him suffer such pain?

Father Shen really didn't like Qin Shuangshuang, and he could even call it disgusted, even more disgusted with her than Xiao Yu.

He was in the restaurant at the moment, with Shen Yan by his side.

Shen Yan glanced at the time on his watch from time to time, couldn't help frowning, and asked, "Father, when will the guest you are waiting for arrive?" ”

Father Shen's eyes rose with a strange emotion, he glanced at Shen Yan lightly, and then said, "Girl, it's normal to be late." ”

Hearing the girl's three words, Shen Yan's brows furrowed even deeper, he had already guessed what Father Shen wanted to do, and his face became not very good-looking, and he stood up directly from his seat, looking like he was leaving.

At this time, a noblely dressed girl walked into the box, saw Shen Yan stand up, and said with a smile: "Shen Yan, I just came, why did you stand up?" ”

The person who came was Gao Xi, the daughter of the Gao Group.

Father Shen said in a deep voice: "Shen Yan, Miss Gao is here, you all know each other before, sit down for me!" ”

Shen Yan looked at Gao Xi with a delicate face and said, "Miss Gao, no matter what reason my father invited you over today, it was not my idea, I have a wife and a family, so I will leave first." ”

His gaze was as cold as his words, watching Shen Yan pass directly past him, the smile on Gao Xi's face all fell, and he almost bit a mouthful of his silver teeth.

Everyone is a person in the upper circle of Yuncheng, she has liked Shen Yan since she was a child, but there was always a Su Motian by his side before, but she never expected that Shen Yan would marry a girl from an ordinary family.

"Miss Gao, I'm sorry, Shen Yan is just stubborn, which makes you laugh." Father Shen said with a smile.

Gao Xi's face also raised a smile, and he greeted: "Uncle Shen, it's okay, I don't care." ”

Yes, she doesn't care, she doesn't care about Shen Yan's wife and Shen Yan's family, he will be her person sooner or later.

After Shen Yan returned to the company, he received a call from Shen's father, his eyes were cold, and his ears were full of Shen's father's scolding, and when the scolding on the other end of the phone gradually calmed down, Shen Yan said coldly: "Father, your approach makes me very unhappy, I will not betray my family." ”

Father Shen said: "Even if you don't like Gao Xi, we can also take a look at other young ladies, only these girls can bring benefits to you and the Shen Group." ”

"I don't need these benefits, and neither does the Shen Group."

"Last time, the Shen Group encountered a crisis, what can Qin Shuangshuang help you? If you have a powerful family, why do you need to fall to the point of giving shares to outsiders? ”

Shen's father's voice was so noisy that it was uncomfortable for the ears, Shen Yan couldn't listen to it anymore, and hung up his father's phone directly, blocking all his father's scolding on the other end of the phone.

He refocused on the computer, but couldn't keep it looking.

He rubbed his temples, feeling a little uneasy inexplicably.