Chapter 18: Memory
The cold touch of unfamiliar memories frantically squeezed into Qingdai's mind.
It seems to have fallen into a cold pool, suffocating the cold.
made her instantly mixed, and her expression didn't know how to behave.
It was another sister who came up, looking at Qing Dai's eyes with enthusiasm and excitement.
"Qing Dai, you're back."
Qing Dai failed to manage her emotions for a while, and the whole collapsed, taking all the emotions of the original body with her.
The tip of his nose was slightly pantothenic, and tears were drawn down like a burst.
"Sister Bai Wei."
Qing Dai was cold, as if she had been soaked in ice water.
Bai Wei is no longer what she remembers.
What poured into Qingdai's memory was darkness, painful and scorching, overwhelming.
Back then, it was not Bai Zhi who followed Gu Jialiang with Qing Dai.
It is this Bai Wei with a gentle face and a delicate tone.
Bai Wei was later taken by Aunt Qiu.
witnessed the fire back then, and now only Bai Wei and Qingdai are left.
According to the comprehension ability of Qing Dai.
Gu Jialiang was not a well-behaved and cute child when he was a child, but coincidentally, that lady may have long-term depression.
The reprimand of the mother-in-law, the blow of the concubine, and the uncaring of the father.
are the source of all these tragedies.
Qingdai was brought back by his wife on Gu Jialiang's third birthday.
No one knew where it came from, and it was a cute little ball to find someone to wash it, so he simply stayed by his side.
At the same time, Madame also left all her resentment on this carefree child.
For a while, Gu Jialiang was raised in the old lady's yard, saying that it was to let Jiang Zhaoyue cultivate her self-cultivation, but in fact, seeing that she was incompetent and had no children under her knees, she accepted the housekeeper key.
Qingdai is like a small shadow of Gu Jialiang, and Mrs. often calls her Liang'er, as if she is stunned.
Where do little children understand this?
It is natural to be loved.
Before she could feel the warmth of her embrace, the door was closed, and endless darkness struck.
The small and thin back of the arms were covered with bruises and purple scars, not to mention the places where the clothes covered the invisible.
Qingdai didn't understand, and maybe she really didn't understand it when she was a child.
These are secrets, she may feel happy, at that moment, Jiang Zhaoyue hugged her and asked her to call her mother.
During that time, Qingdai was very tired every day, and when she returned to the house, only Bai Wei took care of her.
The cold bunk was not as warm as Jiang Zhaoyue's house.
She told Bai Wei the secret.
Bai Wei would always wait for it to get dark at the side door, wait until Jiang Zhaoyue fell asleep, sneak into the room, open the tightly closed cabinet door, and take Qingdai into her arms.
This went on for three months.
The last time was late at night.
Maybe it was Jiang Zhaoyue's strength that was heavy, and Qing Dai was extremely drowsy, and she had fallen asleep in a daze before she was tied up and stuffed into the cabinet.
When I woke up again, there was no noise around me.
Qing Dai opened her sleepy eyes, and was told by everyone to repay her kindness, and she must be loyal to the Lord in the future.
Later, after asking Bai Wei, I vaguely recalled some feelings, hot, like a steamer.
Bai Wei quietly told Qing Dai the truth, Jiang Zhaoyue quarreled with the master at night, and later accidentally knocked over the candlestick.
Jiang Zhaoyue returned to save Qingdai and burned her arm, which really surprised everyone.
Only Bai Wei and Qing Dai knew that if Qing Dai really died in the cabinet, Jiang Zhaoyue would really be ruined.
The warm touch gently rests on the back of Qing Dai's hand.
"You've suffered."
Qing Dai raised her eyes in a trance, and met Bai Wei's eyes, sincere and eager, without a trace of fakeness.
The heart is sour, as if he has staggered through someone else's past.
I don't know what to do with myself now.
A tooth for a tooth, avenging the original body?
In fact, it is not as relieved as forgiveness.
What's more, Gu Jialiang didn't know such an inside story, and he only felt that the original body was a traitor seeking glory, and he didn't give in, but they each had their own hardships.
Fortunately, Gu Jialiang is reliving a lifetime, and her own life can still be changed, and she has never deviated from her heart.
Variables are everywhere.
These should be the plots that really belong to the original body.
Qingdai was led by Bai Wei and sat down slowly.
"I've been thinking about you, and I heard that Miss was back, so I asked someone to pull you over."
Bai Wei is gentle, and her smile is like a warm sun.
Qingdai's heart is overflowing with warm heat.
"Bai Wei, later ......"
Bai Wei immediately looked at her seriously with a boo, shaking her head and looking around.
"Qing Dai!"
It didn't take long for him to catch up, and he was interrupted by others.
Another sister came along.
A peach-colored half-arm skirt with a canned neckline, and the double bun swayed gently.
"Miss Bai Wei."
Bai Wei frowned slightly, pursed the corners of her mouth and glanced at Qing Dai.
"Xianghe, why are you here?"
Qing Dai's heart tightened, fragrant lotus? This is Xianghe?
Xianghe's face is sharper, and her eyes seem to be more calculating.
"Sister Xianghe."
Qing Dai got up and slowly bowed her head, that attitude seemed to be waiting for this one.
Xianghe smiled faintly.
"It's not the right time to disturb your sisters."
Bai Wei was still a little jealous, and pulled the corner of Qingdai's clothes.
is even more because of the domination of the plot, Qingdai raised her hand and brushed Bai Wei's fingers, revealing an expression that made her feel at ease.
"Sister Bai Wei, next time we talk well, I will go to collect the things in the courtyard."
There is not the slightest hint of rebuttal.
Qing Dai followed neatly, and her eyes didn't look back.
Bai Wei sat down in the chair and sighed silently, as if she was talking to herself and whispering to herself.
"When is the time for retribution?"
Qingdai went to the treasury with Xianghe, and it was indeed to pick up clothes.
Xianghe turned his face and lowered his head and said secretly.
"But there's still left?"
Qing Dai's face condensed.
"There was a leftover, but I didn't bring it back to cover up people's eyes."
Huh? The thing about the aconitum that changed outside the plot seems to have changed inside the plot.
Xianghe thought about it again and again, and gestured with his jaw.
"Let's put it aside for the time being, stop for a while, the limelight has been tight lately, and there is something you still need to ......"
Before she finished speaking, Mama Liu had already spoken outside.
"Are you done with your stuff?"
Qingdai turned her head in response, glanced at Xianghe deeply, and walked out first with the tray.
The strings of consciousness loosened the moment they stepped out the door.
But Qing Dai didn't let this stop you.
The taste in her heart is not something she can digest in a while.
There is really no hatred for no reason, and there is no love for no reason.
She didn't know how to face Gu Jialiang for a while.
Qing Dai's original idea is revenge, is it her resentment that dominates Qing Dai's plot?
Isn't that a dead end in an infinite loop.
Could it be that one day in the future, there will be another Qing Dai who will set foot in the world of the book and work again to awaken her obsession?
Qing Dai didn't know the bottom in her heart, what the ruler was, there was no way to know, the contradiction was powerless, and a deep sense of exhaustion came to her heart.
Bai Zhi saw the trance-like Qingdai from a distance.
"Why have you been around for so long?"
Qing Dai snorted and grinned reluctantly.
"I didn't find my way back."