Chapter 383: Take Care of Yourself
The clothes are still new, they look well-preserved, if Xia Mu wore them by himself, he would probably have lost them a long time ago, right?
This is the so-called affection, some things can be lost in your opinion, but you can't lose them in others......
Xia Mu held this Givenchy, and the indescribable feeling in her heart was that she once regarded Shi Mulin as her beloved, and now she is the same?
"Heh, it's just a piece of clothing......"
Xia Mu didn't know what to say, so he could only say that.
Shi Mulin also smiled and said, "Yes, it's just a piece of clothing." ”
Turning around, he looked at Xia Mu seriously, and asked:
"When did you fall in love with me?"
Suddenly, a piercing question was asked, which frightened Xia Mu.
I thought that this meeting was to explain everything and leave, but I didn't expect that there would be this kind of problem to discuss?
Xia Mu paused for a long time, and it seemed that he no longer avoided this question, looked at Shi Mulin, and replied:
"Maybe it's from the first time I saw you on Weibo!"
"Is it really that long?"
"Hmm. It's been a long time. ”
"Oh, that's amazing, you were in love with yourself at that time, right?"
Shi Mulin opened her heart and began to ask some strange questions, which made Xia Mu embarrassed when she mentioned this, and there was still a trace of shyness on her face.
If you don't answer, Shi Mulin will definitely not be relenting, and at this time, even if she says it, it won't be anything, right?
Say that you have to break up.
"It seems like yes, you didn't know me at the time, and you didn't know that there was such a person."
"Is this a fate arranged by God? Generally, two people who don't know each other don't fall in love, right? And they can meet. ”
Shi Mulin's eyes were full of starlight, as if she was extremely excited about the fate of the two people.
But Xia Mu felt a little desolate, thinking that he and Shi Mulin were still thinking about being a fairy tale, this kind of relationship should have lasted forever, but now, they have encountered a lot of unbearable things.
With a wry smile, Xia Mu's cold face was extremely handsome.
"Maybe, but God's arrangement is not necessarily big, and sometimes there are some things that we can't resist."
"Really? Is it really that hard for you? ”
Until now, Shi Mulin is still asking this kind of question, and in her heart she seems to have ignored what happened last night, and she only has Xia Mu in her eyes.
Xia Mu didn't dare to be nostalgic, and said coldly:
"I told you when I knew you, we couldn't be together."
Shi Mulin lowered her head and smiled bitterly, not knowing how to answer this question.
Xia Mu also froze for a long time, and suddenly looked at Shi Mulin gently, and also asked, "What about you?" When did you start to like me, did you say that you would never like me as an old man. ”
Shi Mulin laughed, forgetting that she had said this, and now, she felt very ridiculous.
"From ...... Let's start the scandal! ”
"Scandal?"
"Hmm. Who told you to be in my world all day long, and always in my most difficult times, you old man is such a troublemaker, I was sure for a moment that you would cause a lot of trouble in my world! ”
"Hehe......"
After saying that, both of them laughed, and the smile was very cold and desolate.
……
Sitting side by side, the breeze blowing, Shi Mulin's white hair will be blown up, and gently hit Xia Mu's face, it is so magical, as if she is caressing this old man.
Xia Mu sat up straight, not daring to look at Shi Mulin, just staring ahead.
Shi Mulin felt so tired and hard, and unconsciously leaned lightly on Xia Mu's shoulder.
The action was very calm, it didn't feel abrupt at all, and Xia Mu didn't react at all, just sat up straight and still leaned on himself by Shi Mulin......
"Is it really impossible for the two of us to be together?"
Shi Mulin always felt that there was no end between them, or rather, it didn't start, how could it end?
Shi Mulin hasn't enjoyed enough of two breakfasts, hasn't tasted enough Japanese ice cream from afar, and hasn't enjoyed enough Xia Mu's love.
Xia Mu was cold, as if he had returned to the time when he first met, and behaved ruthlessly in front of Shi Mulin, saying:
"It's impossible, it's doomed to be impossible after I did that."
"Is it Mimi?"
Shi Mulin asked a little knowingly, but Xia Mu lowered her head guiltily.
"That's right."
"If I really ...... Don't mind? ”
Shi Mulin leaned on Xia Mu's shoulder, and was extremely serious when she said this. Xia Mu secretly looked and could only see the top of Shi Mulin's head, at this time, imagine that her face must be as calm as water, right?
But Xia Mu still can't do such a ridiculous thing, Shi Mulin can't care, he can't care.
"But I don't mind!"
Shi Mulin insisted on the last point, and at this time she completely collapsed, I don't know whether to laugh or cry, and said fiercely:
"Why are you always like this? We could have been together for a long time, but you have been avoiding it, and if you love, why should you run away like an incompetent person? ”
Xia Mu clenched his fists fiercely, listening to Shi Mulin say this, sometimes he couldn't understand himself.
"Maybe it's because we're really not fit together, right? Don't you feel like everything that happened is telling us that we can't be together? It's not a question of whether I want to or not. ”
"Nonsense, you Xia Mu is a coward!"
Shi Mulin scolded angrily, but she couldn't change Xia Mu's attitude at all.
Xia Mu is a bit cheap, she loved Shi Mulin deeply at that time, and would rather love perverted like a schizophrenic, but when she was really together, she repeatedly rejected Shi Mulin, which was something that Shi Mulin couldn't figure out at all.
Shi Mulin didn't feel that this was such a great love, but felt that it was a kind of torture and hurt, and she didn't understand why they couldn't be together.
If Shi Mulin had a choice, she chose not to know Xia Mu, so that she would not be entangled by this helpless feeling.
Her heart was tired, Shi Mulin couldn't lift her spirit anymore and begged Xia Mu to stay, she gave in enough.
"Are you really leaving?"
"Really!"
"Are you going to be with Mimi?"
“…………”
Xia Mu didn't know how to answer, as if he had such a plan in his heart, but he didn't dare to tell Shi Mulin.
At this time, he lowered his head helplessly.
"Can you not be with her? I'll be very sad then. ”
Shi Mulin cried, cried fiercely, and the tears flooded her entire face like a flood.
Xia Muduo wanted to wipe away her tears, but she didn't dare, she clenched her fists and tore her palms.
Shi Mulin's tears were dripping on the ground, and her request at this time didn't seem excessive, but it seemed very humble, Xia Mu wanted to agree to her, but she couldn't say it......
"You...... Take care of yourself, remember, I don't deserve any attachment from you. ”
forcibly got up and left Shi Mulin, who was in pain, on the ground alone.
Turning his head, he gritted his teeth, and his face looked like he had lost his soul.
At this time, Xia Mu was even more painful than Shi Mulin, and the pain was heartbreaking.
If he could, he would have died instantly!