Chapter 36: The Truth

After hanging up the phone, Su Motian found that her lips had been bitten out of blood by her teeth, and she looked back at the baby lying in the crib, a look of struggle flashed on her face.

Su Motian went upstairs to change her clothes, and after changing, she reported the child to the stroller, and Sister Chen asked on the side: "Miss Su, where are you taking the child to?" ”

When Su Motian heard the title "Miss Su", the jealousy in her heart surged into her heart again.

This Sister Chen really doesn't know what to do, it's been so long, Qin Shuangshuang and Shen Yan are also divorced, Sister Chen calls her Miss Su, but she still calls Qin Shuangshuang Mrs.

Su Motian was not convinced, it was obvious that she gave birth to the child of the Shen family, but everyone here regarded Qin Shuangshuang as Shen Yan's wife, and no matter how hard she tried, it was difficult to erase Qin Shuangshuang's status in Shen Yan's heart.

Su Motian clenched her fists, her body trembled slightly with anger, she didn't want to be Miss Su for the rest of her life.

She glared at Sister Chen with fierce eyes and scolded, "Can't I take my children out for a walk?" ”

Su Motian is used to being arrogant and domineering on weekdays, even after becoming a mother, she has not been able to get the tenderness of motherhood, and the fierceness in her eyes at this time also made Sister Chen couldn't help but stagnate.

The child in the stroller was young, and his mother's movements were fierce and rude, and he was frightened by Su Motian's thin and loud voice, so he couldn't help crying in the car.

Su Motian frowned, but she still leaned down to pick up her son, but no matter how much she coaxed, Sister Chen looked at it hesitantly, and still decided to take the child from Su Motian's hands.

Under Sister Chen's careful care, the child's crying gradually weakened, and finally fell asleep in Sister Chen's gentle shaking.

Su Motian looked at her son, her heart was very complicated.

If this child was really Shen Yan's child, how could she fall to the point of being threatened by Xiao Yu like this.

It was about noon, Su Motian took her son to Xiao Yu's residence.

Xiao Yu came over to open the door, and the moment he saw Su Motian's face, he suddenly remembered the absurdity of that night, and a complicated look immediately flashed in his eyes.

"Isn't it to see the child? Hurry up and finish reading, I'm going home. Su Motian said impatiently.

Xiao Yu looked at the child in the stroller, the child slowly opened his eyes, and when he saw that the stranger was very curious, he stretched out his hand and scratched him.

Xiao Yu's eyes moved, but he still grabbed the child's hand, making the child giggle.

This is not the first time Xiao Yu has seen his son, the first time is outside the delivery room, he is fully armed and hiding in the corner to observe with his peripheral vision, but he can only see the outline of the child from a distance, but this time he can see his son's face so clearly.

Xiao Yu slowly stretched out his hand and carefully held his son in his arms, but because he was a novice, the child was a little uncomfortable, and the child pouted and cried loudly.

Xiao Yu was suddenly a little in a hurry, and said to Su Motian: "Why is he crying?" Come and coax him. ”

Su Motian sat on the sofa watching TV, and when she heard his words, she only gave him a roll of her eyes and said, "I can't coax him, I cry when I hug him." ”

Xiao Yu frowned and asked, "You've been giving birth to him for so long, don't you know how to take care of the child?" ”

Su Motian pursed her lips and said casually: "Who knows, the white-eyed wolf that can't be raised." ”

Hearing this, Xiao Yu's eyes were completely cold, and he didn't want to look at the woman on the sofa anymore, he saw a bottle of milk on the stroller, so he hurriedly picked up the milk bottle and stuffed it into the child's mouth.

Watching his son gradually calm down, and then thinking of Su Motian's indifferent attitude, Xiao Yu's heart was very complicated.

It seemed that things could not go on like this, he felt......

On the other side of the city, Qin Shuangshuang got out of the taxi, she looked at the hospital building, looked at her still flat abdomen, and a look of struggle flashed in her eyes.

Not far away, Zeng Nan was across the road from the hospital, and saw Qin Shuangshuang's figure from a distance, and just wanted to say hello to her loudly, but found that her expression was very lonely.

He saw Qin Shuangshuang glance at his stomach with a complicated expression, as if he had made a decision, and walked into the hospital very resolutely.

Zeng Nan felt that something was wrong, so he hurriedly followed, but found that Qin Shuangshuang walked into the obstetrics and gynecology department alone.

Qin Shuangshuang returned to the previous doctor, and when the female doctor saw her coming back, she asked, "Little girl, why are you back again?" ”

Qin Shuangshuang leaned against her head, and her voice was very low: "Doctor, I want to kill this child......"

The female doctor looked at her helplessly and said, "Then I'll arrange a painless abortion for you?" ”

Qin Shuangshuang shook her head and said, "Doctor, I don't have much money on me now, I want to kill this child through medicine flow, he can't come to this world." ”

"Child, I understand your concerns, but the medical abortion is always bad for the mother's health, and a slight carelessness may lead to incomplete abortion and may also cause heavy bleeding." The female doctor persuaded.

"I know, but I'm having a hard time right now." Qin Shuangshuang shed tears.

"Okay, then I'll prescribe you medicine later."

Suddenly, the door of the consultation room was opened, Qin Shuangshuang looked back, but saw Zeng Nan walking in from outside, and said to the doctor: "Doctor, I'm sorry, she doesn't have a miscarriage." ”

After speaking, he pulled Qin Shuangshuang out of the consultation room.

Walking outside the door, Qin Shuangshuang asked, "Zeng Nan, why are you here?" ”

"If I wasn't here, no one would be able to stop you from doing stupid things." Zeng Nan said.

Qin Shuangshuang touched her stomach and sat on the public seat in the hospital, she sighed: "I can't give birth to this child, I can't let him be born without father's love." ”

Zeng Nan sighed and asked, "Who is the child's father?" ”

"My ex-husband, you may not know him."

Zeng Nan didn't know about her before, and said in surprise: "When did you get married?" ”

"It's been four years since I got married, and I just got divorced last month, so I didn't expect this to happen." Qin Shuangshuang tried her best to squeeze out a smile, but this smile was a little bleak.

Zeng Nan scratched his head, and his words were apologetic: "I'm sorry, I don't know about these things, but I still think it's better for you not to have a miscarriage." ”

"Why?"

"I had a relative who suffered a miscarriage and was unable to have children, although this is just an isolated case, but it is always better to be careful. Besides, you should inform the father of the child, after all, he is also responsible, and even if you decide to kill the child, you should not bear the cost of the abortion alone. Zeng Nan said.

Qin Shuangshuang lowered her head and said nothing, but in fact, she had already been moved by Zeng Nan's words and dispelled this thought.

Today, she is a little impulsive.

Suddenly told that she was already pregnant, she glanced at Shen Yan with the only hope left in her heart, but was heartbroken by his attitude and happy family, so much so that she wanted to kill the child in her womb with her own hands.

Now that I'm calm, think about how cruel she is.

The child in her womb had not yet seen the outside world, and she did not even know whether the child was a boy or a girl, so how could she decide her own fate for him.

Besides, this is her and Shen Yan's child, even if she is pushed away by his indifferent and alienated attitude, she still keeps saying in her heart that she still loves him.

She still loves him, that's why that night is ridiculous, that's why she has this child.

Qin Shuangshuang stayed at Lin Yangyang's house for several days, and the work of distributing leaflets no longer continued, Lin Yangyang put his arms around her and said: "That job is too hard, I don't want you to distribute leaflets anymore, I will help you take a look at it during this time, if there is any easy work." ”

Qin Shuangshuang smiled, but did not speak, she lowered her head and looked at her stomach, the tenderness in her eyes was so much that it was about to overflow.

Suddenly, the doorbell rang, Lin Yangyang got closer, threw the potato chips in his hand on the table, wiped his hands and opened the door, and when he saw the person outside the door, he said in surprise: "Xiao Yu? How did you come here? ”

Xiao Yu still had a decent smile on his face, but the blue and black under his eyes revealed that he had not slept well recently, and he said with a smile: "Lin Yangyang, I came to find Shuangshuang, I don't know if she is there?" ”

Qin Shuangshuang had already heard the sound of the two talking, walked to the door from the room, and asked, "Xiao Yu, I haven't seen you for a long time, do you have something to do with me?" ”

Xiao Yu glanced at Lin Yangyang, Lin Yangyang received the look, and said insightfully: "I'm going to watch a variety show, you talk." ”

After saying this, Lin Yangyang turned around and went back to the room, and even closed the door intimately.

Xiao Yu looked at Qin Shuangshuang, the expression on his face was very complicated, he saw that Qin Shuangshuang was much thinner than before, and there was no blood on her face, she could become like this, but it was indirectly caused by him.

He whispered, "You and Shen Yan recently divorced, are you doing well?" ”

Qin Shuangshuang frowned and said, "How do you know that I am divorced?" I don't think I told you about it. ”

Xiao Yu looked at Qin Shuangshuang's eyes, a trace of struggle flashed quickly in her eyes, and finally decided to tell her the truth: "It was Su Motian who told me." ”

"Su Motian?" Qin Shuangshuang was stunned and asked, "How could you have an intersection with Su Motian?" ”

"I've liked you for a long time, but Shen Yan's existence scared me, Su Motian found me to cooperate with her and attack you separately." Xiao Yu sighed and explained.

"How could it be ......" Qin Shuangshuang's face changed, and she couldn't believe it.

"Moreover, that child is not Shen Yan's child, it is mine." Xiao Yu looked at Qin Shuangshuang's pale face and whispered.

Qin Shuangshuang raised her head and said in surprise, "What's the situation?" That kid is you and Su Motian's child? ”

Xiao Yu nodded and said, "Su Motian originally wanted to give Shen Yan that kind of medicine, but she took the wrong medicine at that time, and only gave Shen Yan the medicine that would make her faint." She forged a pregnancy certificate, just to live in Shen Yan's house, so that she could give Shen Yan another medicine, but unfortunately Shen Yan was already vigilant after what happened last time, so she wanted to blame you through a fake abortion. ”

"Yes, she wanted to blame me before, and I avoided her, and I became suspicious of her at that time, but it didn't take long for her to go to the hospital to have a baby, and I dispelled my suspicions." Qin Shuangshuang said.

"Yes, she was afraid that the fake pregnancy would be exposed, so she hit me with the idea, I didn't expect her to come up with such a bad trick, so I fell into her trap." Thinking of what happened that night, Xiao Yu couldn't help but rub his sour eyes.

Qin Shuangshuang calmed down and said, "So on the day Su Motian gave birth, I saw you downstairs, you didn't have the flu, but came to see the child, right?" ”

Facing Qin Shuangshuang's eyes, Xiao Yu smiled bitterly and nodded.

"Why are you telling me this? This incident made me know that you are not doing any good. ”

Xiao Yu smiled bitterly: "The child is innocent, I don't want him to become Su Motian's tool." ”

"I know, I'll go back to my room first, and I'll see you later." Rubbing his temples, Qin Shuangshuang turned around and knocked on the door, signaling Lin Yangyang to open the door.