"Later, my own mother gave birth to me, when I was five years old, she ran away, originally she was going to take me, but I was found by my father, I urged her to run for her life, I am my father's own daughter, it will be fine, but if she is caught, she may be killed."

"My mother said that she was the daughter of a big family in the capital, but her mother died, and her stepmother was vicious, and on her way out of the city to incense, she sent someone to rob the carriage, and she was originally ruined by those bad people, but fortunately, the personal maid exchanged clothes with her, and she escaped, but because she was chased, she panicked and was injured by the hunting beast."

"When she was rescued by my father, she thought she was saved, but she didn't know that she had entered another fire pit."

The big head listened, silent.

After a long time, the big head asked: "Mother, when you were five years old, if she really escaped smoothly and fled back, why didn't she send someone to pick you up?" ”

"This ......"

Yuan Ying thought about many possibilities.

It may be that my mother met someone worse than his father on the way, and was arrested again.

It may be that her mother met the beast and died.

It may be that her mother returned to the capital, wanting to completely forget the pain of these years and not wanting to be myself anymore.

I am a shame for my mother.

When she sees herself, she will be reminded of what she has experienced over the years.

So she chose not to pick herself up.

She chooses a new life, a new beginning.

"Mother, do we still want to go to the capital?"

"Go."

"But ......"

"Big head, if she is dead, it will be fine, if she is still alive, she should have a new life in the capital, and she should be living well now, she will be afraid of my appearance, but she will also feel guilty with me."

The big head looked at his mother in surprise, mother...... It seems to be a little different.

The eyes that were full of tears all day long became gloomy at the moment, and there were red bloodshots under the eyes one by one.

"Big head, why did you kill them?"

"They're damned."

"Then do you know why my mother is looking for her?"

"Because if she lives, she is sorry for her mother."

"Yes, if you deserve to die, you should die, and if you owe me, you should pay it back. Big head, your father is dead, there is no one to rely on, my mother has to raise five of you brothers and sisters alone, you are a smart child, but sometimes it is too extreme. Extremes aren't a good thing, but sometimes they're not bad either. What is the appearance of the capital, my mother has never seen it, but I heard that woman said that the capital is as beautiful as a picture, so let's go to the capital to see how beautiful it is. ”

"Okay, listen to my mother."

Yuan Ying put away the silver and took a deep breath, allowing herself to forget the grief of her husband's death.

She liked her husband very much, and that was a very good man to her.

She watched his father beat and scold his mother-in-law and her mother-in-law since she was a child, so she was afraid of getting married, many men in the village beat women, and she was afraid that she would be beaten in the future.

Later, the son born to her mother-in-law took a fancy to Gu Liuniang, a girl from the Gu family, and clamored to marry her.

But the family is poor, and there is no silver.

Gu Tai is also not a good one, she doesn't like her daughter, she thinks her daughter is just spilled water.

Later, the mother-in-law and Gu Tai negotiated and exchanged the two daughters in the form of a family exchange.

Gu Tai doesn't like the fourth son, but if the fourth son is not married, the youngest son who loves the most can't be said to be a family.

Let her pay for a matchmaker to find a partner for her fourth son, it would be better to cut her flesh, so she agreed to change her relatives, so that she doesn't have to spend money, it's just a matter of a daughter changing a daughter-in-law, and the family's rations will not be more or less.

Hearing that Yuan Ying ate less, Gu Tai was overjoyed.

Yuan Ying originally thought that she would live a more miserable life than her mother's family from now on, but in the years when her husband was here, she lived a happy life that she had never lived since she was a child.

can eat a full stomach, he doesn't have to be so tired that he can't straighten his waist every day, he won't beat himself, he will only feel sorry for himself, in the old ancient family, men and women ate differently, except for Gu Tai, women can't eat on the table.

He often hid his own rations and took them out at night to feed himself.