Chapter 131: Frustration
Su Yue lay quietly on the bed alone, today was the first time since she and Lu Ze fell in love, the two of them did not fall asleep without maintaining a voice call.
At this time, it is estimated that Lu Ze and his mother are talking about this matter enthusiastically...
Su Yue hoped from the bottom of her heart that their mother and son could use this conversation to understand each other and reach a consensus.
Su Yue tossed and turned on the bed, completely sleepy. She has long been accustomed to being able to sleep peacefully with Lu Ze's company, and Lu Ze is still talking to her mother at the moment, so she is inconvenient to disturb.
Su Yue closed her eyes and tried to force herself to fall asleep as soon as possible. But whenever she is half-asleep and half-awake, the recent events always keep appearing in her mind and lingering...
After a while, an inexplicable sadness suddenly welled up in my heart. Recalling all the troubles she had encountered, Su Yue suddenly realized that her life seemed to have been going in the wrong direction.
For me now, not only is I at a loss in my career, but even the perfect love I finally met is constantly suffering a series of blows.
What's even more terrifying is that my three views seem to be affected step by step...
Once naΓ―ve, I seem to have seen the unbeautiful side of human nature for a while. Lu Ze's mother's actions this time obviously aroused Su Yue's inner uneasiness, and she couldn't help but think of her previous encounters.
The harassment of the cram school teacher when he was a student, the experience of being hurt by Cui Yu in college, and the injustice and ridicule he encountered in the Lezhimeng record company...
When did the world suddenly change? It wasn't at all as good as I had thought it would be.
Or is it... Hideous and terrifying is what it really is?
And the good are destined to be toyed with by it...
Thinking of this, Su Yue only felt a sour feeling in her heart, and aggrieved tears unconsciously flowed down from her eyes.
She didn't understand everything that was happening... It's not so much that I don't understand, it's that I don't want to accept it. Is it true that people must intrigue with each other, deceive themselves, carefully calculate the so-called pros and cons, and finally divide the winners and losers before they are willing to give up?
And what about kindness? What about sincerity? What about trust? What are these things...
Thinking of this, all kinds of negative emotions suddenly came to my heart. Su Yue couldn't help but sobbed quietly in the quilt, all the grievances and unwillingness for so long poured out at this moment.
At this moment, the mobile phone screen suddenly lit up in the dark room, and it was Lu Ze who made a voice call.
It seemed that he had finished talking to his mother, so Su Yue quickly wiped her tears with the quilt, and then pretended to be okay and picked up the phone:
"Hello? Lu Ze... Are you done talking? β
"Hmm... That's it. Su Yue, why does your voice sound a little hoarse? β
Unexpectedly, Lu Ze suddenly heard that something was wrong with Su Yue's voice, so he continued to ask:
"Are you crying? What happened? β
"I'm not crying... You heard it wrong. β
"You're crying... Su Yue, did you encounter something? β
β... I'm fine, it's just a little sad to think about what has happened recently. β
Listening to Lu Ze's worried tone, Su Yue had no choice but to reluctantly acquiesce. Then she quickly adjusted her mood and changed the subject:
"That's right, Luze. How was your conversation with your mother? You seem to have been talking for a long time..."
"Alas......"
There was a long sigh on the other end of the phone, followed by Lu Ze's disappointed voice:
"I tried to talk to her honestly, but I was always talking about it, and my mother was always silent about it. She didn't show any obvious yes or no for some of my opinions, and she was just silent, just like last time. Apparently she didn't want to be honest with me..."
"Well... That's going to be hard. β
Su Yue believes that refusing to communicate is a more terrible thing than two people arguing.
Later, when I saw that she had been silent, I became a little angry, so I made it clear to her about going to the bank today. When my mother saw that I had debunked it in person, she acquiesced with some embarrassment and explained that she was doing it all for my own good. Su Yue, do you understand? She always does these things behind her back in the name of doing good for me. Sometimes I even think... She doesn't love me, she only does it because she cares about the money. β
As he spoke, Lu Ze actually choked up a little. This is the first time Su Yue has seen Lu Ze's vulnerable side, he has always been full of vitality, but this time he seems to have been hit by his loved ones.
This blow from a loved one is often the easiest to destroy a person's psyche...
Although Su Yue's heart was also very sad, she felt that Lu Ze must be more painful than her at this moment, after all, her mother, who she once trusted the most, actually repeated her old tricks behind her back, which made him fall into an embarrassing situation again.
So Su Yue hurriedly comforted in a gentle tone:
"Luze, I believe your mother still loves you very much, but she just did it in the wrong way. And like our parents' generation, some of our ideas have been solidified, and if we want to change them, or make them realize that they are wrong, how can we succeed in a while? Take your time, Luze, and let's both of us don't worry. β
"Su Yue, it's good to have you, thank you for being willing to comfort me at this time, I've really wronged you."
"Lu Ze, don't we say thank you to each other..."
"Hmm... That's what I felt. And I've already planned that as soon as my salary arrives at the beginning of next month, I will transfer it directly to you, and my mother will not have time to do anything more. β
"Luze... It really doesn't have to be like this. β
"Su Yue, I just want to give you and your family an explanation, so that I can feel at ease."
"Well... I know. β
"When the agreement between us is successfully completed, I will come to see you immediately."
"Okay, Lu Ze, I'll wait for you."
"Well, wait for me. Su Yue, I miss you so much, I want to solve all this as soon as possible, and then stay with you in peace from now on. β
"Me too..."
In the quiet night, the bright moonlight shone into Su Yue's bedroom through the gap in the curtains, leaving a cold moonlight on her pillow. On this sleepless night, Su Yue and Lu Ze secretly made up their minds that after this matter was successfully resolved, they would be together with peace of mind and never be separated again.
Although the two people who were entangled by such troubled things, they always held each other's hands tightly and walked firmly side by side. What inexplicably connects the two is the pure affection between them.
And even the purest feelings will inadvertently suffer the test given by God. This test came not only from another storm in front of the road, but also from a gentle but dangerous temptation from heaven.
This time, what shook Su Yue's heart was a person who had lived in her heart for a long time. His quiet appearance seems to have changed something unconsciously...