Chapter 158 Shadows
Hearing Lu Ze's voice, Su Yue only felt a thousand emotions in her heart.
His voice sounded very subdued, unlike anything before, like a cry of exhaustion after just experiencing despair.
Although Su Yue couldn't empathize, just hearing this voice full of despair, she was already distressed. But the most important thing at the moment is to help Lu Ze come out of the shadow of his near death, so that he is willing to cooperate with the doctor's treatment.
So Su Yue tried to ask in an extremely gentle voice:
"Lu Ze, is there anything unwell in your body now?"
"It's okay... A little nauseous and want to throw up. ”
It seemed that Lu Ze was willing to communicate with him, and Su Yue was very moved by this. No matter how dangerous the situation he finds himself in at any time and place, he will not push himself away or refuse to respond to himself. It is precisely because he always trusts himself that he will unreservedly reveal his heart to himself.
In this case, she should also help Lu Ze to unravel her heart at this moment, I saw her then comforting Lu Ze softly:
"If you want to vomit and feel nauseous, you have to talk to the doctor so that they can help you treat the symptoms, right?"
"I... I don't want to communicate with other people..."
Lu Ze's voice sounded a little shaky, as if after experiencing the threat of death, there was some trauma in his heart that made him want to close himself off completely. At this moment, except for Su Yue, he didn't seem to want to communicate with anyone.
It seems that for the sake of today's plan, he can only rely on himself to guide Lu Ze little by little, so that he can gradually come out of this shadow in his heart, so as to better cooperate with the doctor's treatment.
Su Yue remembered that she had read in a psychology book that usually people will experience symptoms such as numbness or avoidance after encountering one or more death threats involving themselves, or threats to their physical integrity, which is called "post-traumatic stress disorder". However, when this condition is mild, it is completely possible to recover as soon as possible with the help of people around you.
As for Lu Ze's current situation, continuing to avoid it may cause more fear in his heart, and even repeat the picture of his near death. At this time, only by trying to communicate with him about the scene at that time and guiding him to face it correctly is the first step to make him open up and receive psychological counseling.
Thinking of this, Su Yue slowly asked in a gentle and relaxed tone:
"Lu Ze, if you don't want to communicate with other people right now, that's okay. Maybe you can try to talk to me, don't hold it in your heart, I'm willing to listen. Because I am willing to share some of the fears in your heart for you, I am willing to listen to you slowly talk about all the things you have experienced, and I will accompany you, don't worry. ”
"Hmm... It's just fear. At the time, I thought... I'm really going to die. ”
Perhaps it was Su Yue's words that played a calming role, Lu Ze seemed to let go of his guard a little, and tried to tell Su Yue how he felt at that time:
"In that moment... I just think... I couldn't breathe at all, and it hurt a lot. The brain goes blank... There is also a blank space in front of me... The only consciousness is 'I'm going to die', hehe..."
"But you're alive and healthy now, Luze, and it's all over."
"It's good I'm alive... I really didn't want to die at that moment... It's not me who coerces... At that moment, I really wanted to live. ”
"After all, it is human instinct to live, Lu Ze, you are really brave, you have overcome dangers that may not be able to be overcome by ordinary people."
"Really... Su Yue... Do you really think I'm brave? ”
"Yes, after going through so many difficulties, it made me see your perseverance and bravery."
"But my body... It sucks. ”
"Lu Ze, as long as your heart is firm, I believe that the physical problems are only temporary, and you will definitely get better soon."
"Hmm... I'll do my best. Thank you, Su Yue, fortunately you are still here. ”
"We don't want to say thank you... Lu Ze, can we try to communicate with the doctor? If you want to get better sooner, I think you still have to rely on professional strength. ”
"I see, I'll talk to them in a moment."
"Well, the psychiatrist here is also very professional. If you still have any doubts or knots in your heart, you may wish to communicate with him. I believe that with the professional knowledge of doctors, they will definitely be able to help you. ”
"Well... I'll try. Su Yue... I'm afraid I'll have to stay in this dark place again for the next few days, can you... A few words with me every day? ”
"Of course, when you miss me, you can find Nurse Liu, she will help you contact me, I am always there."
"Good. Then I'll talk to the doctor first..."
"Oh, that's great. We'll talk later, bye-bye. ”
"Well, bye-bye."
After a while, the phone was given to Nurse Liu, only to hear Nurse Liu say happily on the other end of the phone:
"It's great, it seems that you still have a way, Lu Ze is finally willing to communicate with the doctor now."
"Nurse Liu, I think Lu Ze may indeed feel a death threat, which caused him to be a little afraid and avoidant. He seems to have been relieved a little bit, but after all, I'm not a professional doctor, so I still need to ask you to bring a psychiatrist over and give him some psychological counseling, okay? ”
"Okay, I see. That one... Then I suggest that we can also ask our psychiatrist to talk to Lu Ze's mother later, which may be able to help their relationship. ”
"Well, if you can, that's great."
"Okay, then I'll arrange it now, and I'll contact you later."
"Okay, good work, goodbye."
"It's not hard, goodbye."
After hanging up the phone, Su Yue seemed to have just experienced an unusually fierce battle, and collapsed on the bed physically and mentally exhausted.
She felt heartache for what Lu Ze had gone through, if he hadn't met him in the first place, wouldn't he have fallen out with his mother, and this series of accidents would not have happened, causing him to be so physically and mentally destroyed now.
Behind this beautiful relationship, it seems to be carrying too much heaviness. Such heaviness made Su Yue breathless, and she believed that Lu Ze was also powerless, unable to find a solution to all these difficulties, nor could she get a chance to breathe.
If this continues, things may become even more unpredictable... At least it will run counter to happiness.
Maybe gradually moving away from Lu Ze and letting him no longer continue to be attached to himself is the best way for the two of them.
Thinking of this, Su Yue's heart couldn't help but feel a little sour. After all, it is not easy to try to slowly let go of this relationship with Lu Ze.
At this moment, Su Yue's mobile phone rang, it was Mu Yao's call.
"Hello? Mu Yao, what's wrong? ”
"I'm downstairs at your house, I'll take you out for a ride, I just have something to tell you."
Although he didn't know what Mu Yao wanted to say to himself, his voice didn't seem to sound as energetic as before.
In fact, Su Yue had no intention of going out for a walk at the moment, but she thought about it, maybe Mu Yao would be the one who could help her temporarily let go of her relationship with Lu Ze? If he likes himself so much and is willing to help him through this difficult time, why does he still refuse to accept his kindness?
Maybe accepting Mu Yao is the best relief for himself or Lu Ze...
Thinking of this, Su Yue smiled helplessly, and pretended to be relaxed and said to Mu Yao on the other end of the phone:
"Okay, wait for me, I'll come now."