Chapter 360: Dialogue Growth
Shaoheng asked Youran in the car if he was going to see Su Chenze tomorrow, and finally the willows were bright, how he planned to celebrate. Shook his head leisurely, how to be happy when he was sad beforehand, and in six years, people's hearts will also change, the code he left at the beginning was 234, and she only dismantled the three words "don't be stupid". These three numbers have kept her haunted all these years, and the first thing she should do when she meets him is to ask him why he did that.
"It's time to ask, how can there be such an irresponsible man!" Shaoheng couldn't understand the code words between them, "Maybe he didn't mean that, after so many years, he would know the answer tomorrow, but guessing now would increase his psychological burden." ”
"Some things are like that, the anger at first turns into a long wait, and then fades into forgetfulness. Now that it is suddenly mentioned, it is uneasy. Last night, the father said that the child would not be an emotional kidnapping between them, and she forgot what she felt when she made the decision, and now she finds that it should be. If Chen Ze is dead to her, then all this is her wishful thinking.
Thinking about it carefully, she took the initiative to be with him, to get married, and even to have children. Yu Fei's pregnancy is a stimulating factor, but her desire to achieve positive results with him is also the biggest reason. Xu Shiyan likes him, Rong Jing likes him, and she has a lot of competitors in her subconscious, so she loses her reserve. Love can really make people's hearts very selfish, and they haven't even analyzed the true meaning of Chen Ze when he said waiting.
The romance she thought was now in retrospect is also a fantasy of her imagination, and they have known each other for more than 20 years, and they have only been together for a handful of years. I had never had any special anniversaries or simple birthdays together, and I had never confiscated a bouquet of flowers or a particularly commemorative gift from him, and the only peace buckle was received in such an embarrassing situation. Is this the love between them, has there ever been sweetness, in my impression she rarely cries, but she often cries after being with Chen Ze. Is it that too much time has passed, she has long forgotten what it is like to be in love, so that she can only think of sad things when she was originally forgetful.
"I feel the same way, I think I hated Liu Wanting so much at the beginning, and I was also angry at what Rong Jing did, but after all these busy years, I don't seem to be so serious in my heart. For the people and things that have been lost, we will have a chance to meet the good. "Many times Shaoheng is laughing at his past, he lives so hard but so cowardly.
"Then what do you plan to do in the future, it's strange to say, six years I'm because I have a goal to wait, you and my cousin are single, what do you mean, is it really because you're busy with work and don't have time to go on a blind date? I'll be happy for you if you get back together. You didn't believe that he had completely let go of his feelings for his cousin.
"Your cousin is high-spirited, and she didn't stay with me because she loved me, so she must choose carefully about marriage after divorce. Well, I really didn't have that kind of mind in the first few years, I just wanted to earn money to support my family. In the past two years, when I went on a blind date, I suddenly found that I seemed to be old, and I was out of touch with the thoughts of many people in this society, and some girls didn't dare to agree with their thoughts at all. Besides, Tingyi is so naughty, I have to get him through the level of finding a stepmother. "Today is different from the past, how can there be the momentum and confidence of the past.
"You have to solve these problems quickly, otherwise our elders will always think that we are destined to marry. To be honest, you are a special and beautiful existence in my formative years, to put it bluntly, the kind of complex that has no fruit in love but can be calmly faced. In fact, it was the photo taken in your room in a green military uniform that caused the trouble, and anyone who saw it couldn't help but take a second look, it was so handsome. I don't know if Aunt Ning tore it off and preserved it when the old house was renovated, that is the pinnacle of your life's appearance. "I can remember that photo clearly at any time when I think back, for the age of the nymphomaniac, look at it once and the heartbeat once.
"The photos and star films posted on the wall have long made Tingyi put various patterns on the picture, and it should be gone. Thank you for remembering, what, I'm really old now, I don't seem to have heard you praise me to my face. Are you always muttering about scumbags and scumbags in your heart? "I used to feel a little guilty and resist when I heard her say this, but now I feel warm when I listen to it, he has caused so much damage to her heart, she doesn't care about it but takes it as a good memory, this girl really doesn't know how to describe her well. It turned out that she was just his good sister and good neighbor, and now she is the light of his way.
"Now if I praise you, will you believe it, just like when someone called me a beautiful girl at the beginning of coming to Shenzhen, I was secretly happy in my heart, and later found that as long as they saw a woman, they were called beautiful girls. In the past, happiness was just simple happiness, and the secret love and love for a person was all real, but now we have to repeat everything we say and do several times in our minds before we say it. The words spoken by others are also stored in the brain and then filtered for the first time. That's why I say that the older I get, the more lonely and lonely I become, because there are always a lot of subtexts waiting for you to guess, for fear of making a wrong step and making a wrong step. "Youran has been pushing foreign affairs to Shen Chu because she is afraid that she will offend people by speaking outright, she is a countryman, she has never seen much of the world, just do a good job behind the scenes.
"Oh, you can make people speechless when you say hypocritical words, this is the price of growth. In the past, there are still a few friends I made when I was a security guard, but some of the so-called noble circles I made when I developed later are all far away. At the beginning, I was full of hatred for them, feeling that they were ruthless and unrighteous, but later I was relieved, and the so-called circle also followed the survival of the fittest, and being squeezed out could only say that my ability was not good. However, I am glad that I left that kind of circle and did things in a down-to-earth manner, and there was a lot less unnecessary entertainment and expenses. "I used to think that being bearish was an excuse for, and I didn't scoff at it until I really understood it.
"In the past, you tried to join other people's circles, but in the future, you have to create your own circles, after all, there are not so many people who can dine with Buffett." Youran will not adapt to these circles, but fortunately she met Shen Chu and Xu Rui.
"I didn't think so, it's a great honor to be one of the five heroes in Junyi, all the edges and corners of the past have been smoothed, and being down-to-earth in the future is my true color." Shaoheng recalled that he used to spend hundreds of thousands of dollars on a golf game with Boss Cui, and now he no longer misses those people and things that he was not good at or interested in. There will be a lot of socializing, but not by money and hypocritical rhetoric.
"There is still a difference between the true color and the dream, I still remember the dream of Heng, it is a little late to start again, but the time will still be there, let's hibernate first." I don't know what the timing is. Shaoheng shook his head in the clouds, your circle can give up, and you can also dream, it's really good now.