Compared with the first time Wang Ge met him, and when he visited him in the ward later, Lu Xiaole has lost a lot of weight now, and the torture of illness has made his physical condition deteriorate, and his hair has fallen out due to chemotherapy.

At this time, Lu Xiaole's whole body was full of tubes, the infusion bag of the medicine was hung all over the bed, and the monitoring equipment was ringing regularly.

Haggard, sickly, emaciated, weak, all the words that can describe Lu Xiaole's current state can be summed up in two words - death.

This person hovering on the verge of life and death is like the little nurse said, almost all vital signs are hanging by medicines and instruments, and if the drugs and equipment are withdrawn, the person may leave at any time.

The king pigeon was distressed for a while, but he didn't expect things to happen like this.

When he visited Lu Xiaole by chance a few months ago, Lu Xiaole could still do it, give interviews, and communicate with the children, but now he can only lie in bed, dying.

"Carry someone, I'm almost done handing over here. Liu Ya said to Wang Ge, "After getting to the car, reconnect the monitoring equipment, the medicine cannot be withdrawn, and you should go slowly." ”

Liu Ya also didn't know if such a transfer would cause danger to Lu Xiaole.

"Brother, the person is handed over to you, our side is really ......" A middle-aged doctor from the Affiliated Hospital of the Institute of Traditional Chinese Medicine patted Liu Ya on the shoulder, "This young man is also pitiful." ”

"Do your best, look at the destiny of heaven. Liu Ya was also a little sad.

After all, it was he who took Lu Xiaole to the hospital in an ambulance, and he was also responsible for the initial examination and treatment in the hospital.

Of course, the diagnosis of acute lymphoblastic leukemia is also Liu Yaxia's judgment.

After the initial treatment, Lu Xiaole was admitted to the hospital and admitted to the oncology department of the Second Affiliated Hospital of Yaxiang for further treatment.

But I didn't expect that after a few months, people would become like this.

The king pigeon nodded, and began to work with the person next to him.

The nurses removed the monitoring equipment for Lu Xiaole, but the ventilator was still on his face, and the person had been transferred to the cart of the ambulance.

The documents of the cases and examination results are in the hands of the family, and the Institute of Traditional Chinese Medicine can only provide Liu Ya with some simple treatment and medication records, which can no longer help.

There were four or five people in the family, and Wang Ge could see that one of them he had seen was a female teacher from the elementary school where Lu Xiaole worked before. The rest should be Lu Xiaole's parents, as well as the person Wang Ge is most familiar with, Bai Yamei.

After getting into the ambulance, Bai Yamei decided to follow the car only by herself after discussing with other family members, while the others took a taxi.

When Wang Ge and Bai Yamei stuffed the cart into the ambulance compartment together, they noticed that Bai Yamei was already wearing a silver ring on the ring finger of her right hand.

The atmosphere in the car was very depressing, and Wang Ge did not speak after picking up the intercom to report to the command center. While Liu Ya and Meng Na were busy connecting the monitoring instruments, Liu Ya was still constantly looking at Lu Xiaole's diagnosis and treatment and medication records in the Affiliated Hospital of the Institute of Traditional Chinese Medicine.

Indeed, the doctors and nurses here didn't lie, they did everything they could do, and they used all the medicines that could be used, but there was no improvement at all, I'm afraid Lu Xiaole wouldn't be able to survive tonight, and he wouldn't see the sun the next day.

At this time, Meng Na is very strange, obviously Wang Ge is already an old driver, Liu Ya is also an experienced doctor, both of them have worked for a long time, they should be more open to the matter of patients and death, but looking at the movements and expressions of the two, but they are experiencing a parting of life and death, as if the person lying on the hospital bed is their relative, even she herself is sad, but she still does not understand.

It was Bai Yamei who was the first to break the peace, her eyes were already red and swollen from crying, the tears were dry, her hair was messy, and she no longer had the youth and vitality that Wang Ge had when he first saw her.

In the past few months, she has also lost a lot of weight, haggard a lot, and her mental state is extremely poor, like a patient.

"I didn't expect to trouble you again. Bai Yamei was also very surprised to meet Wang Ge and Liu Ya, and said apologetically and embarrassedly.

"That's what we do, but it's a coincidence. Liu Ya reluctantly squeezed out a smile, "I asked my brother in the oncology department before, hasn't the patient already undergone stem cell transplantation?

Bai Yamei shook her head, "It's a transplant, but it's useless...... It only lasted for a week. Fortunately, there are many well-wishers in the community, and after the news media reports, we have received a lot of donations, all of which have been spent on the cost of his surgery and treatment, and there is still some money that has not been spent. ”

Liu Ya looked at the case again.

Lu Xiaole's situation is very complicated. After suffering from acute lymphoblastic leukemia, the cancer cells immediately began to replicate and metastasize wildly, and at the same time caused liver cancer, after removing a part of the liver, the doctors waited for Lu Xiaole's condition to stabilize, and immediately found the source of the matching of stem cell transplantation.

To be able to find a stem cell match and complete the transplant in just a few months, I have to say that Lu Xiaole is very lucky.

The transplant was very successful, but the liver cancer recurred, and the hematopoietic stem cells re-produced the lesion, in essence, the liver cell transplant did not completely solve the problem, and the operation and technology were successful, but the results were far from meeting people's expectations.

In this case, a second liver surgery or transplant cannot be performed, and chemotherapy can only be used to inhibit the growth and metastasis of cancer cells.

However, this treatment method did not stop the destruction of cancer cells, but Lu Xiaole's own leukemia caused multiple infections in internal organs, and there was no good place in the lungs, liver, kidneys, and stomach.

Illness and torture made life worse than death, but he was still strong and alive.

The Second Affiliated Hospital of Yaxiang has completed their work, and the rest of the conservative treatment is the same everywhere, so Lu Xiaole transferred to the Affiliated Hospital of Nanhu Provincial Institute of Traditional Chinese Medicine for conservative treatment, and at the same time carried out some traditional Chinese medicine treatment, looking forward to what miracle could happen.

One of the most important reasons is that the cost of hospitalization and treatment here is slightly cheaper, although there is medical insurance and social donations, but the money is limited after all, so spend a little less.

But all the efforts failed to make the miracle happen again, Lu Xiaole still stayed at the ghost gate, it seemed that if the god of death gently pushed him, he would fall into the bottomless hell without the ability to resist.

"He's strong. Wang Ge said, "It's not easy to hold on until now." ”

"Is there no hope?" Bai Yamei pinched the ring on her hand, looked at Liu Ya and asked.

Liu Ya thought about it, he didn't want to deceive Bai Yamei, and he didn't want to make Bai Yamei sad by saying it so badly, so he could only come up with the most common sentence of an emergency doctor when he treated his family, "We will do our best...... But the situation is not optimistic, you have to be mentally prepared. ”

"Are you married to him?" said the king pigeon, who finally couldn't help himself.

"He's a man, he's a good teacher. I can't think of a reason not to fall in love with him. Bai Yamei smiled, she was miserable these days, and most of the time she was immersed in sadness and struggle, for her, it was almost impossible to enjoy the sweetness of love.

But she still feels happy.

Isn't it a happy thing to be able to spend the rest of your life with a man you love deeply and at the same time love you deeply?

Although it is very likely that the rest of this life is only a few months.

"You're a good woman too. You've done enough. There was an indescribable discomfort in the king's heart.

Lu Xiaole, who was lying on the hospital bed, opened his eyes and moved his lips, as if he wanted to speak.

God tortured Lu Xiaole's body and spirit with illness, but it still retained his sober mind and clear logic, and it was officially like this, so that Lu Xiaole could support it until now.

"It's okay, we're on the way to Yaxiang Annex, you rest and don't move. Look at it, this is Dr. Liu, and it is Master Xiao Wang who is driving, you remember, don't talk, close your eyes and take a good rest. Bai Yamei hurriedly held Lu Xiaole's hand and comforted him softly.

"Let him say whatever he wants. Liu Ya pulled Bai Yamei's arm and glanced at her.

If you don't talk about it now, you won't have to talk about it later. While you are still conscious and have not fallen into a coma, hurry up and leave some last words.

Meng Na removed Lu Xiaole's breathing mask in a timely manner.

"I ...... I'm afraid it won't work. Lu Xiaole opened his mouth, his lips were no longer bloodless, and he said weakly, his head was covered with sweat.

Although the doctor used painkillers in the hope that he would be comfortable, the unbearable pain in his internal organs and joints still made him very uncomfortable.

"Don't talk nonsense, the doctors are still treating......" Bai Yamei said with tears in her eyes.

"You don't have to comfort me, my own body, I know. Doctor Liu, Master Wang, I'm sorry for you. Lu Xiaole couldn't breathe anymore, and it became difficult to breathe.

Although Wang Ge was driving, the noise was not small, and he still listened to Lu Xiaole with his ears pricked up.

"Say whatever you want. Liu Ya is very direct, what is the condition of the patient, I am afraid only the doctor and himself know.

The doctor has been in this business for so long, and Liu Ya knows in his heart that a sane patient has a certain premonition in his heart when he is about to die.

And this hunch is usually accurate.

If Lu Xiaole hadn't known that he was dying, he wouldn't have consumed a lot of physical strength at this time, in such a painful state, and he had to leave a few words.

"Yamei, during this time, I have worked hard for you, I have not enjoyed happiness with me, and I have suffered so much. Thanks to you, I have been able to survive until now. ”

As soon as Bai Yamei heard this, her emotions immediately couldn't hold back, and two lines of tears came down at once, "I don't regret it, the days with you are my happiest days." ”

"We received a lot of help from the society, but unfortunately I couldn't hold it anymore and I was going to disappoint them. I guess there's a lot of money left in my account. After I die, make my accounts public, and the rest of the donations, you have to help me donate, to the children, to other sick people, to hopeful people. "Lu Xiaole is really using a limited time to tell the future.

"Don't worry, I've written all the ledgers, no problem. All according to your will. Bai Yamei wiped her snot and tears, nodded seriously and said.

"I applied for body donation before, whether it was a visceral transplant, or a dissection for scientific research, I could use it casually. Parents don't know about this, they have a low level of education, they don't understand, you have to do their ideological work. My parents can still work and don't need you to take care of them. You have to find a good man again, a man who loves you, healthy, better than me, happy to live, I'm just in the past. Lu Xiaole said again that he had arranged everything a long time ago, just to not make Bai Yamei sad, and only told her now.

"I understand what you mean, don't worry, leave it all to me. Don't talk about this now, save your strength, there is still hope......" Bai Yamei grabbed Lu Xiaole's hand tightly.

Before he finished speaking, Lu Xiaole interrupted her, he raised his arm with all his strength, wiped the tears on Bai Yamei's face, and then said, "No, when I'm done, I know it's good to have you." Don't cry, it's not pretty. ”

"My business...... It's done. Lu Xiaole slowly closed his eyes, and the hand hanging in the air slowly slipped from Bai Yamei's face, and tears seeped out of the corners of his eyes.

There was a smile on his face, calm, relieved, relieved, reluctant, and regretful.

Calm about death,

Relief from suffering.

Relief from responsibility.

Reluctance to give up on loved ones.

Regret for a loved one.

On the display of the ECG monitoring equipment, a long straight line pulls the old man, and the long-sounding alarm goes straight into the brain, stimulating everyone's nerves.

Bai Yamei covered her head and cried loudly.

A sane person is actually conscious in the process of death, they can hear the cries of others, know that others are holding him, working hard, crying, but they can't support it, they won't speak or move anymore, they can only shed their last tears as a farewell.

Liu Ya nervously ordered Meng Na to inject adrenaline in her heart and push some dopamine, while she rolled up her sleeves and started cardiopulmonary resuscitation, wanting to make a final effort.

After seeing the figure of the Grim Reaper in the mirror, Wang Ge took out the Soul Suppression Card and prepared to stuff it into his mouth.

But halfway through the action, the Grim Reaper looked at the time and took out a book with a blue cover, similar to an account book.

That's the book of life and death, everything the god of death needs to ask for the soul according to the time regulations on the book of life and death, all of which are the end of this person's longevity, even if Wang Ge uses the deception function of the soul suppression card to buy Lu Xiaole ten minutes, no matter how superb Liu Ya's medical skills are, it is also lacking in skills.

After the ambulance arrived at the hospital, Liu Ya organized the rescue again, which lasted for 45 minutes, but Lu Xiaole's heart never stopped beating.

Wang Ge and Bai Yamei personally pushed the cart carrying Lu Xiaole's body and walked in the corridor of the emergency hall.

Lu Xiaole's body was already covered with a thin layer of sheets. Wang Ge watched Lu Xiaole's ignorant soul being taken away by death and going to another world.

He will have his memories erased, and he may become another Grim Reaper, or he may be directly reincarnated and start the next human life.

In any case, he could not go back to the past, and he could no longer carry out his unfinished wishes.

At the end of the corridor in the emergency hall, turn left to the morgue.

The two handed over the body to the staff of the morgue, where Lu Xiaole's body will be temporarily parked for a while.

"You're right, he's actually quite strong. Bai Yamei sniffed hard, stood at the door of the morgue, looked at the door, and said.

The king pigeon did not speak, and waited quietly for her to continue.

"He rarely cries out in pain. The doctor told me that the pain in the joints and internal organs caused by leukemia and cancer was unbearable, and every time I moved, it hurt terribly, and I was sweating profusely. But he rarely cried out in pain. When he told me that it hurt, I couldn't imagine how much pain he was in, even if I could share a little pain for him and help him suffer a little bit......" Bai Yamei wept again, unable to cry.

Wang Ge patted her on the back, "With you, I don't think he hurts at all." But now, at least he doesn't hurt anymore, and it's a relief. ”

Bai Yamei nodded, still looking at the iron gate.

"Xiaole, you don't hurt anymore. ”

A sheet, an iron door, Lu Xiaole is inside, Bai Yamei is outside, and Yin and Yang have been separated since then.