Chapter 438: The Meaning of Existence

After finishing the matter with Mimi, Xia Mu came to Shi Mulin's residence, firstly to see how her condition was, and secondly, to think about how he, an old man who is now penniless, could love this beloved girl.

Shi Mulin lived in the dormitory of Qiongxing's studio, and at this time, the visit was naturally not as smooth as expected, and she was soon stopped by the doorman.

After explaining his intentions, the doorman first called Shi Mulin's assistant.

Shi Mulin's assistant was naturally familiar with Xia Mu, but he didn't know why, but after seeing him, he hesitated and didn't know whether to let him go in to see Shi Mulin.

Standing at the door, the assistant said embarrassedly:

"Mr. Xia, I know that you have a good relationship with Xiao Lucky, but now is a special period for her cultivation, so I can't let you in to see her without permission."

Xia Mu has experienced too many things in the past few days, and at this time his face is already tired, and even his smile is bitter.

Listening to what the assistant said, he said euphemistically:

"I know your difficulties, but I just want to take a look at Mu Lin, can you be accommodating?"

Xia Mu begged bitterly, with a sense of helplessness in his eyes that he had never felt before.

Although the assistant does not have an in-depth understanding of this man, he knows from reading reports in the past that Xia Mu is a well-known person in the fashion and luxury industries, and he has a very high status, and now this appearance is indeed desolate.

I was a little distressed, and I couldn't bear to refute him like this, so I took out my mobile phone and said, "Then you can wait for me to report to Teacher Qiongxing, so that I can also explain." ”

Xia Mu nodded, he knew that this kind of procedure was indispensable now.

The assistant called Qiong Xing's phone, and the other end immediately asked what was going on.

As soon as the assistant told Xia Mu about coming to visit Shi Mulin, Qiong Xing immediately hesitated.

It seems that this instruction was also given by her, Qiong Xing is not ruthless, but she just doesn't want Shi Mulin to make anything wrong.

The events of the past two days have delayed a lot of her work, and if it continues like this, I am afraid that the Internet will set off huge waves for this.

Qiong Xing can't afford it, although she is also famous in the entertainment industry, but she can't stand the attacks of those netizens on the Internet.

On the phone, he cautiously asked:

"How is Xia Mu doing now?"

When the assistant heard this, he took a closer look at Xia Mu, who was far away from Xia Mu, and said in a low voice:

"Looking at him like that, his mood is not high, as if something major has happened, a little depressed, very decadent."

"Did you get emotional or anything when you said you wanted to see Shi Mulin?"

The assistant thought carefully, shook his head and said:

"No, it's calm!"

When Qiong Xing heard this, it seemed that Xia Mu was not here to find trouble.

The fact is also the same, Xia Mu is still in the mood to find something now, he just wants to look at Shi Mulin quietly, and then if necessary, he will silently guard her and take care of her as before.

Qiong Xing said to the assistant:

"You give the phone to Xia Mu."

The assistant did so, without asking for any reason.

The mobile phone was given to Xia Mu and said to Xia Mu:

"The teacher wants to talk to you."

Xia Mu took the phone and said hello to Qiong Xing.

Qiong Xing was on the other end of the phone, and immediately said:

"Xia Mu, it's not that I don't want you to look at Xiao Lucky, it's just that I can't help it if you make her like this, I'm too afraid that your appearance will bring her excitement now, so can you also be considerate of us?"

How could Xia Mu not understand this, if it weren't for Shi Mulin's illness being so serious, Xia Mu would definitely disappear far away at this time.

However, he was reluctant to leave Shi Mulin, who had lost her memory at this time, even if it was to see her recover her memory, he could do whatever he wanted at that time.

Anyway, now that he is like this, what else is there to be nostalgic for?

Laughing, he said into the phone:

"I understand the teacher, I just want to see Shi Mulin this time, and I don't mean anything else, please rest assured!"

Qiong Xing actually wanted this sentence, although he was still worried, but he knew in his heart what feelings Xia Mu had for Shi Mulin.

From the time of Youziyi, it can be seen how much Xia Mu loves Shi Mulin.

The paragraph says:

"Alright then, you can go and see it, but you can't tell her anything about you, now please don't irritate her."

Xia Mu agreed, and promised:

"I won't mention those things, teacher, don't worry."

"I'm sure you won't hurt Xiao Lucky, so you can go in."

Hearing this, Xia Mu happily returned the phone to the assistant.

The assistant took it and listened to it, and Qiong Xing probably gave a few words and hung up.

The content must have been to let Xia Mu in, and the assistant politely made way for Xia Mu after hanging up the phone.

Xia Mu can finally take a look at Shi Mulin.

……

I haven't seen each other for a few days, as if a few spring and autumn seasons have passed.

Xia Mu has experienced too many things in the past few days, so it makes him feel like he has spent a long time.

Walking into Shi Mulin's room, I saw that she was quietly half-lying on the bed, flipping through her mobile phone, not knowing what she was looking at, she was extremely serious, so serious that Xia Mu didn't notice it.

The assistant took Xia Mu to Shi Mulin's room, and quietly made a gesture to leave, put Xia Mu down and went out alone.

At this time, I know people very well, and I know that staying here is a light bulb.

Xia Mu slowly approached Shi Mulin, and did not disturb Yaxing, who was seriously flipping through his mobile phone, but quietly approached her.

Looking at Shi Mulin's beautiful and familiar face, Xia Mu seemed to have returned to the past, the days when two people lived in the same room before.

It's a pity that now, things are not people, and I don't even have that villa, and Shi Mulin can't remember who she is.

But that face still seems to be beautiful, so beautiful that people love it, but with a little less innocence and a little more maturity.

Xia Mu knew that this was what had happened in the past few months that made Shi Mulin mature, no longer the little girl who was stupid, knew to dream all day long, and simply wanted to become a big star, but became a big girl who would consider feelings and hover between career and feelings.

This is the trouble of growing up, if Shi Mulin can get through this hurdle this time, then Xia Mu will firmly believe that she has really grown up, and nothing will be able to defeat her, Xia Mu can leave with peace of mind, and in the future, Shi Mulin herself will definitely be able to walk well.

It's just that now I don't know if Shi Mulin can step over this hurdle, seeing her looking at her phone seriously, connected to the calm as water, Xia Mu suddenly found that she would be much simpler when she was really not in her world.

There will be no worries, no entanglements, and no pain for yourself.

But Xia Mu thought again, if she was really not there, would she really have the innocence and true happiness she has now?

This is a problem that has been pestering Xia Mu.

At that time, I was thinking that if I was with her, then she would have a lot more sorrows, a lot more choices, and it would not be so pure.

But if they weren't together, would she really be happier than she imagined?

Xia Mu really loves Shi Mulin as herself, so she has so many worries that she thinks, perhaps, these concerns are simply her own concerns, not Shi Mulin's?