I am the mother of the bullfight, and Yin Shen is the father of the bullfight.

But how come you don't deserve to be a dad for all these years, do you? Not only did I feel unwavering inside, but I also felt a little ridiculous.

I snatched the bull back from Yin Shen's hand and smiled at him with satisfaction. Holding a heavy pig-like bull, he walked towards the sofa. Yin Shen behind him was also out of sight, and he followed the environment with a single step, and then walked to my side and sat down.

This person is just like Zhou Chen, why don't he treat himself as an outsider at all.

After looking at the house for a long time, his eyes shone like money. He picked up the cigarette on the coffee table, smoked one, lit it, gulped, and spit it out. Seeing that I didn't speak, he walked over to the computer next to me and sat down, smoking a cigarette.

In the past, Yin Shen did not smoke and hated smoking.

I turned on my computer and logged into the game, ignoring the guy next to me. He looked at me for a long time, then smoked one and lit another. The gentleman's movements in front of him just now seemed to be a completely different person. I was a little flustered, but I didn't dare say anything.

Yin Shen got up and walked around the room. He sighed and walked to the balcony. The bull, who had been cowering in the corner, walked up slowly, and then lay at his feet. Maybe it's too beautiful at night, or maybe it's quiet. I could hear my own heartbeat clearly, and I couldn't stop pounding. I sent a text message to Murong Su asking when he would be back, but I didn't wait for his reply.

Yin Shen walked around, it was simply annoying.

"When are you leaving?" Finally, I couldn't help but ask.

He turned to look at me in amazement, and his expression was incredible. But suddenly the corners of his mouth smiled, "I thought you would be happy to see me." ”

"Although we used to be alumni, it's not appropriate to just drive you away like this, but you can't treat yourself too much as your own......" I was a little weak-hearted, but I still said it, "How ugly it is to be seen and said by lonely men and widows in the same room. ”

Yin Shen squatted down and picked up the bullfighting bull on the ground. Maybe because the dog was too fat, he obviously had some difficulty picking it up, "Lonely men and widows are in the same room—don't you and Murong Su live in the same room every day?" ”

"Me and he are boyfriend and girlfriend, normal relationship."

"Yes...... At the beginning, we were also in the same room, and we got along very happily. The smile on the corner of Yin Shen's mouth annoyed me.

I walked to the door and opened it, making a gesture to signal him to leave. He still smiled slightly, and then reached out to stroke the bull in his arms. The dog closed its eyes and enjoyed the petting peacefully, whining in satisfaction from time to time. I yelled "Kiki" in a fit of rage, and the dog was startled and fell straight from his arms to the ground. It may have hurt a little from the fall, and he suddenly barked wildly.

Yin Shen crouched down and comforted the injured bull, and the dog quickly quieted down.

I suddenly felt uncomfortable and speechless, and tears fell on my cheeks.

I don't know how Yin Shen got out of this house later, and when I wiped away my tears and calmed down, the figure of that person disappeared in front of me. The pit bull crawled quietly at my feet, listless on his face. It glanced up at me, probably in red eyes, and then stuck out its tongue to lick my cheeks. My heart slowly calmed down and the tears disappeared.

I sat on the couch for hours, and the non-milky calls kept ringing like flies.

When Murong Su came back, the heavens were bright. As soon as he opened the door, he saw me sitting on the sofa and looking at the flower-screen TV with my eyes open. The sound of him closing the door was soft, but it still disturbed the sleeping bull. He crept up to me and saw my bloated eyes and indifferent face.

Yin Shen ...... It's my ex-boyfriend, the man who makes me afraid of love. He and I were alumni and went from freshman year to junior year together. My time with him is probably one of the top 10 incredible events. At that time, Yin Shen would stand at the school gate every day and wait for me to go to school together. He said that he liked my unconfident but self-happy mentality, and I liked my innocence of hiding my discomfort and showing my happiest side to everyone. At that time, I was clearly ready to die. But because of Yin Shen's appearance, I was pulled back from hell. ”

"I really hate Wang Qiang in my life, why didn't he strangle me to death when I was born? I also hate the woman who gave birth to me, why did she give birth to me? If I hadn't been born into such a perverted family, even if I had been born into an extremely poor family. Yoon Shin gave me not only confidence, but also the confidence to come back from hell. ”

I told Murong Su all the kindness that Yin Shen had done to me over the years, and after I finished speaking, I felt as if everything was relieved. Those things hidden deep in my heart told this man who had lived with me for almost a year word for word. He listened quietly to what I had to say, and then picked up the cigarette on the table.

I didn't understand what the expression on Murong Su's face was on this, he lit a cigarette and took a puff, and then a contemptuous smile appeared on the corner of his mouth. He shook his head, then lifted his gloomy face.

He said: "Tutu, I didn't have any misunderstanding about you because of Yin Shen, you don't have to be so nervous. The reason why I asked Yin Shen to send you back is because I hope you can come out of his world. The good things he brought you in the past, and the bad ones, I hope will be the real past from yesterday. You don't have to feel bad about him anymore, and feel that love is unrealistic. ”

"I know that no matter how much I want to enter your world, you will always distance me. Deep in your heart, there is a kind of love that you can't completely let yourself go. You like me, but this kind of liking is not like it with a lot. "This is the second time I've seen Murong Su's defenseless tears. His whispers ticked into the depths of his heart.

I'm a person who always wanders when others are affectionate, and I always think of a lot of strange things. As he listened, his head began to dizzy, and his tears fell. I am like a sinner, a sinner who cannot be forgiven in front of Murong Su.

I'm a scumbag to make a man cry like this.

Reaching out and touching his cheek, I shook my head hard to show that he wasn't right. But even though I know I'm a sentient being, I can't say anything when my heart is like a delivery. I choked up for a long time and listened to him for a long time.

I hugged Murong Su's body and cried for a long time, crying until our eyes were swollen like goldfish. Finally he reached out and patted me on the shoulder, then went back to the bedroom, leaving me alone in the empty living room for a long time. The next day, I was relieved. Murong Su dragged his heavy luggage and disappeared in front of my eyes again.

It was as if everything had happened for a long time, and before I had time to hold on, I watched the figure of the man walk out of the community in despair.

Murong Su finally told me that if one day I really let go of the past and go to Taiwan to find him, he would be there all the time. At that time, he smiled unusually easily, showing a relieved expression for a long time.