Chapter 21 Mistakes that should not be made must not be made

The north wind is cold, and the silver is plain,

The boy burst into tears.

The snow falls on the branches, the plum blossoms fragrantly,

Mistakenly entered the Fang Nuan Pavilion.

Jade finger pluck, piano sound and,

The wine wakes up, the sun rises, and the sun breaks.

How to say.

Hate is passionate, and there are not many choices.

"I'm getting more and more interested in this Jing Xuan in your mouth," Yuan Ningqiu pinched a half-eaten lamb skewer in one hand and pinned his hair behind his ear with the other, "What kind of willpower can make him sit still in this living state even when he is drunk?" She raised her eyebrows as she spoke, and whispered, "He won't be ......," and after a pause, she continued, "It won't be...... Can't you? ”

Hearing this, Qiu Se stretched out his hand and slapped Yuan Ningqiu: "you." ”

"But he too, he has a girlfriend, and he always comes to provoke you......" Yuan Ningqiu didn't say any more, raising his eyes and carefully observing Qiu Se's expression.

Qiu Se smiled, a little bitter in his smile: "He...... You have heard me say so much, it is normal to have this kind of suspicion, people who don't know him may think that he is not honest......" Qiu Se touched Yuan Ningqiu with another cup, and then took a big sip himself, "I can understand him." ”

Jing Xuan has a girlfriend, and he has known Qiu Se for the first 2 years. The girl's name was Cheng Xin, and she was a classmate of Jingxuan High School.

In the first semester of the third year of high school, Jing Xuan's parents divorced, and during that time, Jing Xuan couldn't accept this sudden change in his life, so he didn't go home every night, lingering in various Internet cafes, amusement halls, taverns and even song halls, fortunately, there were **, Sun Lixing and a few of them to accompany him. Later, for Qiu Se, when there was a boat fight, the two boys around Jing Xuan who Qiu Se didn't know. In addition to the two of them, it is Cheng Xin, who often chats with Jing Xuan in letters.

That year's birthday was a weekend, Jing Xuan didn't want to spend it, so he hid at home alone, standing in front of the window and watching the snow outside. The street lamps shine on the flying snowflakes, and the outside is covered in silver, like a fairy tale. Jing Xuan's eyes were sour, his birthdays in the past were always lively, but today, he is probably a forgotten person in the world!

was sad, the doorbell rang, and Jing Xuan lazily moved his steps to open the door. As soon as the door opened, it was Cheng Xin, **, Sun Lixing and several other classmates who had a good relationship, they brought birthday cakes, all kinds of cooked food and a lot of wine.

"Happy Birthday!" Cheng Xin picked up the cake and sent it to Jing Xuan, her hat was covered with snow, and the light flickered, shining brightly. Jing Xuan's heart instantly warmed up. Hurry up and beckon everyone to come in. That night, everyone drank too much. Lying crookedly on the sofa and carpet of Jing Xuan's house.

When it was almost dawn, Jing Xuan was awakened by urine, and he was startled together, and Cheng Xin, who was sleeping lying beside him, had two snow-white arms around Jing Xuan's neck, and Jing Xuan himself was lying naked in the quilt. Oh, my God! What happened?!

Jing Xuan tried hard to recall the situation last night, and he vaguely recalled that after drinking too much wine, he walked to the bathroom by himself, and happened to meet Cheng Xin who came out of the bathroom. Cheng Xin also drank too much, blushed, and said to Jing Xuan: "I know everything about your family, don't be sad, we are all adults, and our parents should have their own choices." Then she took Jing Xuan's hand and said, "You still have all of us, you still have me." Jing Xuan, I like you. Jing Xuan's mind was a little confused at the time, but he heard the last sentence clearly, and Cheng Xin said that she liked him.

This sentence ignited the alcohol in Jing Xuan's body, and he directly hugged Cheng Xin's waist, pushed her against the wall and kissed her on the lips. Cheng Xin responded to him warmly, he reached out and pushed open the bedroom door, kissed Cheng Xin, and the two of them staggered into the bedroom, Jing Xuan reached into her underwear from Cheng Xin's back with one hand, and locked the bedroom door with the other hand......

At this moment, looking at Cheng Xin sleeping beside him, Jing Xuan felt very sad, how could he treat a girl who was really good to him like this. He sighed unconsciously. This sigh disturbed Cheng Xin, who woke up. She opened her eyes and saw Jing Xuan in front of her who was also stunned for a moment, and then quickly withdrew the two arms that she was holding Jing Xuan's neck, wrapped herself in the quilt, and didn't dare to look at Jing Xuan's eyes. "I'm sorry." Jing Xuan spoke first. Cheng Xin raised his eyes and looked at Jing Xuan, as if he didn't expect him to say this. Immediately afterwards, Jing Xuan said: "I will be responsible." He helped Cheng Xin get dressed and said, "While they haven't woken up yet, let's stop lying here, no one knows about this matter." After getting dressed, Jing Xuan kissed Cheng Xin lightly on the forehead, "From today on, you will be my girlfriend." ”

From that day on, Jing Xuan had a new identity - Cheng Xin's boyfriend.

Two months later, Cheng Xin told Jing Xuan that she was pregnant.

At that time, the second semester of the third year of high school had just started, and the child was definitely not wanted, in desperation, Jing Xuan took Cheng Xin to have an abortion, and he promised Cheng Xin that no matter what, he would marry Cheng Xin.

Eight years later, Jing Xuan fulfilled his promise.

It's just that in the past 8 years, Jing Xuan has met Qiu Se who has made him tempted, he has wandered, hesitated, struggled, and faced Qiu Se who was held in his arms by himself with only a bath towel, and was so nervous that he didn't dare to move, he didn't want to put her down on the bed and have her completely. However, the responsibility is greater than the emotion. He can't, let alone give up - he can't make mistakes that shouldn't be made, and at the moment when he was about to lose his grip, he let go of the hand holding Qiu Se - he couldn't hurt Qiu Se, let alone break his promise to Cheng Xin. Between him and Cheng Xin, there is a life, and no amount of temptation and emotion will allow Jing Xuan to cross this bottom line.

Back at Chuanda, for more than a month, Jing Xuan did not contact Qiu Se again. Qiu Se also did not contact Jing Xuan. When they met in the classroom, the two of them greeted each other politely like ordinary classmates, and then sat down in their respective places without saying anything else.

Even Meng Zhu felt the change in the atmosphere between the two of them, "What's wrong with you and Jing Xuan?" Why do you think you're both weird? ”

"What's weird? Isn't it always like this! ”

"No, you two haven't gone out for a walk together for a long time, and now you don't even make jokes."

"It's getting cold! Besides, I'm about to take the counselor exam, so I don't have time to take a walk. There are too many jokes, and it seems so immature~" Qiu Se's vigorous words made Mengzhu feel inexplicable, and the two people who were obviously very good became polite and angry, which was incredible.

On that day, the teacher of "Introduction to Television and Broadcasting" left a small homework, Deng Junhan skipped class to accompany his girlfriend to the doctor, and he entrusted Qiu Se to help him write something to prevaricate the teacher, and Qiu Se agreed. How could she not agree? At that time, Lao Deng and Jing Xuan had been in Qiu Se's heart for her fight with someone in the bar, this favor, let alone writing a homework, as long as she didn't want her to promise herself. But from the time she helped Deng Junhan write that homework, when Jing Xuan saw her, he didn't even say hello.