Chapter 3 Forget the enemy but miss

The moon hail silver glow frost leaves, agar jade dew between the teeth.

If you don't envy the immortals in the wine, it is difficult to break the red dust and make it difficult to fulfill.

In July 2010, Qiu Se graduated from university and returned to his hometown at the request of his mother. It was a small town, not rich but stable. In the mother's mind, girls study in order to have a stable job. Let's talk about a good person and live a stable life, it's best not to be too far away from your parents, otherwise, the child will be raised in vain. So, Qiu Se gave up the opportunity to work in Malaysia at that time and returned to his mother's side. She also feels that more than 20 years of parenting grace can only be repaid by being by her parents' side.

After living up to his mother's expectations, Qiu Se returned to his hometown and soon became an editor at a local newspaper. Her life, as if from that day, began anew.

New environment, no one knows her. This made her feel relieved and apprehensive. Peace of mind, no one knows what happened to her, what kind of person she is; Nervous, it's a new job, and a new interpersonal relationship makes her a little powerless when she is just starting out. Busy work and tremendous pressure made her immerse herself in a new beginning. Even, she felt that there was really nothing to be nostalgic about that past. Until the first snow of that year......

Qiu Se got off work a little late that day, and when he walked out of the newspaper office, it was already dark. In fact, it was because the sky was already overcast. The north wind drilled into Qiu Se's neck vigorously. She pulled up her scarf and covered her mouth. The road was full of hurried people, and Qiu Se also quickened his pace.

Suddenly, it snowed heavily at night.

Qiu Se was almost stunned, this snow came suddenly. She stopped and looked up, and the snow swirled under the pillar of light illuminated by the street lamp, and for a moment it was impossible to tell whether it was landing or flying...... It was also a moment when Qiu Se's vision blurred, his eyes swelled violently, and hot tears flowed down his cold cheeks.

Qiu Se took out his mobile phone and dialed Mengzhu's number: "Mengzhu, it's snowing here." ”

Mengzhu heard Qiu Se's nasal voice: "Do you have a cold?" The nasal voice is so strong. ”

Qiu Se sloppy: "Well, it suddenly cooled down, a little." You have to remember to add clothes! ”

"You and I are you, you have to be demeanor and not temperature. Rest assured. "When she was in college, Mengzhu was the best to Qiu Se, she understood Qiu Se's external strength and middle strength, and also understood her lust and internal strength, and she understood her secrets even more......

"That ......" Qiu Se was a little speechless, but he continued: "Can you send me Jing Xuan's phone number?" ”

The other end of the "......" phone was quiet for two seconds, and Qiu Se was also nervous for two seconds, she knew that Mengzhu would hate her for not being free, but she also knew that Mengzhu would not make her more sad.

Sure enough, Mengzhu said, "Okay, wait a minute." Then he hung up. Mengzhu naturally understood Qiu Se, although she didn't want to send her the number, she was reluctant to let her cheekily ask others for Jing Xuan's phone number.

A string of numbers was then sent to Qiu Se's phone. Immediately after that, two more words were sent: "Don't be stupid! ”

Qiu Se didn't reply to Mengzhu's message, she felt that she might not listen to Mengzhu's words......

His mother's house was far from Qiu Se's flat, and Qiu Se rented a one-bedroom apartment nearby. Back in his nest, Qiu Se did not turn on the lights or take off his coat. She sat quietly on the edge of the bed, staring out the window at the snow. Tears fell drop by drop, and finally overflowed and burst. She let her tears run wild, she wore makeup, and her eyes were swollen.

She knew that she shouldn't make that call, but almost instantly, she couldn't control her behavior at all, and still dialed Jing Xuan's phone.

The phone rang for a few seconds, Qiu Se panicked and wanted to hang up, and at this time, Jing Xuan's voice came from there......

"Hello?" It's still that gentle male voice...... As soon as she heard this voice, Qiu Se cried even harder, she shook her shoulders, desperately restraining herself, trying not to let herself cry.

"Qiu Se......" Jing Xuan called her name, "What's wrong?" Are you crying? ”

Hearing this, Qiu Se completely collapsed, she cried like a child, and struggled to squeeze out three words between her lips and teeth, vague: "I miss you ......"

"......" Jingxuan did not speak. Probably, he didn't expect Qiu Se to make such a phone call to him in such a state.

"I miss you......" Qiu Se said again with a cry.

"......" Jing Xuan still didn't answer her immediately, he seemed to sigh softly, "Good, don't cry." You're going to be good. Thousands of miles away, he couldn't hold her in his arms and comfort her gently as before......

Qiu Se coveted Jing Xuan's pampering and understanding, like taking drugs, immersed in it, and it was difficult to save himself.