Chapter Twenty-Seven: The Boy Who Experienced Pain
From the moment he was born, he felt that he had made a mistake, even though his father always said that he was the best child in the world.
On this day, the father and son, who disguised themselves as chivalrous, came to a small town, and the reason why they became chivalrous was not to be handsome.
It's just because it's so easy to hide their faces, isn't there often a knight who is unwilling to reveal his identity and uses a hat to block his face.
They do this so that they are not easily spotted for anomalies.
He did this so as not to scare others.
Because he has had an extremely ugly face since he was a child, as a god, he can also feel the disgust of others.
Whether it was a clansman or an enemy, or an ordinary person, or even his father.
"Two rooms, the cheapest kind." The father of the young Protoss greeted.
"When I heard the cheapest, I didn't care too much, and after arranging it for a Tianzi distinguished customer in front of me, the store was late.
"Follow me here."
As soon as they arrived in the room, the elder Protoss began to complain.
"This shop is really hypocritical, and human beings are also hypocritical, and when they see rich people, they will take care of them in every way, leaving us cheap customers behind." The Elder Protoss was indignant.
"Father, in fact, we came later, and others arrived before us." The young Protoss said.
"I don't care, people are so hypocritical."
The young Protoss had nothing to say, and he went back to his room by himself.
Many times, he felt like a father, and the person who was called a father was always throwing around.
After a long time, he began to get tired of this life, and at the same time hated himself like this.
Now that he was still young, he knew that he had one disease, no, more than one.
It will make people inexplicably disgusted, they will be disgusted with the world, they will be disgusted with themselves, sometimes they will not be able to control themselves, and sometimes they will feel that they will be torn into many pieces.
His mind was constantly confused, and even he didn't know why.
I asked my father many times, and he was all guilty.
Although he didn't say it, he had already told him a lot, and it was all because of his father, or his father also had a reason, and he couldn't get out of it anyway.
As a result, he also began to dislike this creature who had become his father.
He said no, he shouldn't be disgusted with his father.
But in his head, he said that he was to blame.
He said not so.
But the brain still said that it was all his fault.
Sentences of resentment were like a spell, and all kinds of thoughts that he didn't have were confused into a pot of porridge in his mind.
The young man finally couldn't help it, he wanted to yell, he wanted to go crazy, he wanted to vent, but he knew he couldn't do this.
So he was full of devastation, so he had to go out for a walk.
If you see more people and things, your attention will be drawn to this world, and your heart will feel a lot better.
He secretly hid from his father, walked outside the residence, and slowly walked to the bustling street.
He looked at everyone timidly, and found that everyone was also secretly observing him.
"That's why, how to look at him." The young man was terrified, he knew that Xu had made another mistake.
People began to dislike him.
After enduring all the way, he was bent on leaving quickly.
But after all, the unexpected can't catch up with the fast.
Things broke out.
"Get out of the way, get out of the way, make way for the boss." A bully with a fierce face, surrounded by a group of helpers, passed by.
He looked down and stepped aside, but was still spotted by the bully.
He walked over and punched, "Lao Tzu is very unhappy to see you." "Wide-eyed and grumpy.
As a Protoss, he didn't suffer much damage, and in order to avoid getting into trouble, he pretended to fall to the ground.
I thought this was the end of it, but those helpers also came over and mentioned him, and no one gave him a punch.
At this time, the young man's heart was already full of rage, and the desire to kill was racing in his heart.
But he told himself not to kill, not to cause trouble for his father.
With every punch that fell, the words in his heart were weakened by a layer, knowing that in the end, the last layer of obstruction was also stripped away.
But his restless heart still did not act.
"Idiot! You're a bitch-bred bastard. "The scolding continued, and all kinds of words were hard to hear.
He was angry, but he still had to hold it down, and he couldn't cause trouble.
"I think you're your father and a pig's cub." There was a burst of laughter at the scene, and the onlookers were full of malice towards him, good or bad.
People who are usually kind and kind are full of kindness to him.
An honest and kind man who had just picked up an old man noticed the movement here and hurriedly rushed over.
"Whatever happened, go away, this ...... He deserves it, haha, he deserves it. He laughed.
No one blamed him for his hypocrisy, and people hooked their shoulders and laughed.
"yes, you think too, and I think so too." It's strange that everybody thinks it's the right thing to do.
Although he was furious, he still pressed himself and told himself not to do anything, because of his illness, it was all his fault.
"But why would a well-meaning soul be wrong?" Lu Shan looked at the old thing in the illusion with a miserable look and laughed.
It's not that he was also affected by the disease, but he felt that the old things now, compared with the old things that were just domineering, were really relieving.
"Hehe, just laugh." Of course he knew.
The bully quickly left with his men, but none of the onlookers left.
Another insult.
"You're a waste, you're a heartless eye."
The words are jarring, especially for young people.
The word "lack" is particularly lethal to him, because this is the actual situation.
He lacked a lot of things that he should have, and a lot of problems that didn't come for a reason.
Furious, he had lost his mind, but even so, he didn't do anything to these unarmed ordinary people.
For he knew that these were his faults, and that it was his faults that were going to kill him.
But I can't help but feel that the world is too ignorant to be confused by this kind of problem.
These creatures who can be easily confused, do they really have their own ideas, are they really living beings, this question has been haunting his mind ever since.
I thought I was going to be humiliated like this, but at this time, a ...... appeared Someone who can save him.
The first time he saw her, he felt like he had seen the most beautiful creature in the world.
In his eyes at that time, she was not a god, not a fairy, she was her, a very unique and distinct her.
That's when young people know they see someone who is really themselves.
After she came over, she began to drive people away, "What are you doing, what are you doing, all of them are stupid." ”
After a scolding, these people finally woke up, and people were surprised by their previous behavior.
But he was too ashamed to speak.
"Yo, isn't this a minx? Why are you protecting this man, it's your husband? He's a demon, we all know it. ”
"That's it, that's it, he's a demon."
……
People go along with it to cover up their mistakes.
The woman known as the Mad Minx dragged him away, trembling all over.
Until he reached a barren mountain, he finally couldn't hold back the anger in his heart.
In a fit of rage, he destroyed half of the mountain.
But the mad girl wasn't afraid.
"You're weird, hateful, but I don't know why."
"Why don't you hate?" His eyes were scarlet.
"I hate it too, but I know I shouldn't hate, for no reason." She said.
After being silent for a long time, he finally understood something, explained everything to the crazy girl, and said that he was willing to follow her all the time.
That's right, he left his father, because he found someone who really understood him, and someone who made him understand a lot.
Click!
The picture came to an abrupt end.
Lu Shan's face was full of annoyance, he was looking at it well, so he pinched off the old thing.
It's like being suddenly turned off by Ma Ma while watching TV.
"What are you doing?" Lu was angry.
"You can't see my private affairs." He had good reason.
At this time, Lu Shan suddenly realized.
"You're using this to reason with me?" He asked.
"See what?" The old thing asked him rhetorically.
Someone nodded, then shook his head again.
"Look at your ancestor, it's different from others, he can not be affected, right, ordinary people are like some dolls, at the mercy of my illness."
"No, they really can't be regarded as people with such free thoughts, their actions are just influenced by the outside world."
"And your ancestor is a real person, the kind whose fate is up to him." The old thing said with some pride.
"Really." Someone realizes instantly.
"In fact, everyone is just a seed of a real person, many people will be manipulated by desire, imagine that a person who is manipulated by desire, is he doing things himself?"
"Isn't this desire doing, desire is affected by the body, and the body is also part of the environment, which can be regarded as 'natural'."
Lu Shan was shocked, looking at the old thing, the old thing in front of him became different from before, in Lu Shan's eyes.
"So what is a real person? How can people know what they want to do without desire, and can they do nothing? He was puzzled.
"Real people don't want to do it, but they want to do it, just like when you were young, you didn't want to go to school, this is being controlled, you know that you have to go to school to reach the top of this society, but you don't want to."
"I want to do it but I don't want to, this is being manipulated, being manipulated by desire." The old stuff says it very plainly.
"I want everyone to be a real person, not to be a person who is manipulated by desires, so I need to be taught, so I need a reincarnation." He had a big idea.
"What is yourself?" Lu Shan asked, he always said something about real people and dummies, but why should he be a real person, sometimes he goes with his desires, isn't it quite comfortable.
"I don't know, I'm short-sighted, I hope you can see it later."
"Although I don't know what people live for, I think we should live for ourselves, not for the sake of desire."
"Be a person who is truly in control of yourself, not a product of desire."
For a long time, Lu Shan just sighed, he was very confused, but he understood a little.
It was also at this time that powerful demonic qi fluctuations came from his body.
The land devil has grown.
"Okay, it's time for me to go, I'm not interested in taking someone else's body, there are more important things for me to do, I hope we can meet in that realm."
The old thing disappeared immediately after speaking, and before Lu Shan could say anything, his consciousness began to return.
Shower Yu was very happy, and Lu Shan's breath was climbing little by little, and he soon broke through to the emperor level.
And the remnants of the Void Clan did gradually fade, and it looked like Lu Shan had defeated his ancestors.
Inside the Moon Palace, the primitives closed their eyes, tears streaming down their eyes.
"Order all the ministries to rule the world." His voice was full of grief and indignation.