Chapter 41: Matters of the Heart

The crescent moon is as cold as a hook, and the mountains are as light as silk.

The human heart is as deep as the sea, and the god hides the dragon palace.

Xiao Ge reached out and touched Qiu Se's forehead: "Don't you feel a little appetizing if you don't burn?" I boiled porridge and served you something? ”

Qiu Se nodded.

Shog got up and walked out of the bedroom.

Qiu Se's eyes were misty, and he lay blankly, "What does I have to do with that fox?" Am I a fox? She quickly shook her head, "I must be burnt." "But the dream was so real. Qiu Se couldn't figure it out.

Xiao Ge came in carefully with a bowl of hot porridge, accompanied by a plate of fragrant cold cucumbers—white and green, fresh and refreshing.

"Little sick number, get up quickly, I'll feed you."

"I just had a dream—" Qiu Se sat up and looked up at Shoge, her eye sockets a little sunken. Although it is just a small cold, Qiu Se is now sick and haggard, but it has a different rhyme.

"Dream about what?" Xiao Ge's fatherly smile was projected on Qiu Se's face through the lenses, "You just said in your sleep, it seems to be... Campaign'? He put the porridge and side dishes beside the bed, and gently helped Qiu Se tuck the quilt.

He didn't notice that when he mentioned the word "campaign", Qiu Se's eyebrows jumped, and a touch of panic flashed across his eyebrows.

"Campaign?" Qiu Se straightened the folds on the quilt, "I didn't dream of campaigning!" ”

"I thought you were a petty official." Shoge lightly scratched Qiu Se's nose.

Qiu Se pursed his lips and smiled, unable to suppress the panic in his heart.

Xiao Ge fed the porridge to Qiu Se's mouth, and Qiu Se suddenly raised his hand to take the dishes and chopsticks and said, "I'll come by myself." ”

"What did you just dream about?"

"Hmm," Qiu Se muttered, swallowing the contents of his mouth, "I dreamed that I had become a little fox, in a peach forest, and it seemed to be a very real feeling, and I stepped into the water." ”

"Fox?" Xiao Ge gently helped Qiu Se wipe the things from his mouth, "Well, it does look like a little fox." ”

Qiu Se lowered his head and drank porridge silently, hiding the fluctuations in his heart.

"You had a terrible burn when you fell asleep, and you are not allowed to drink secretly by yourself in the future." In fact, Xiao Ge also felt that Qiu Se should have something on his mind, but he was reluctant to say it to himself. But he didn't dare to ask, he felt that this matter was related to a certain boy, and that boy might be the one who forced Qiu Se to grow up.

I've been with Qiu Se for almost two years, and Qiu Se has never mentioned the past, and he has never been curious about Chaug's past.

In the first year together, several friends celebrated Xiao Ge's birthday together, and after three rounds of drinking, Xiao Ge's classmate Lu Pengfei joked: "Xiao Ge was also a school grass level figure back then, what happened to the two girls who fought for you?" Hearing him say this, Lu Pengfei's girlfriend hurriedly rewarded him with a crisp brain pat: "There is still leisure to remember other people's affairs," and then raised his wine glass and said to Xiao Ge: "Old Xiao, what happened to the girl who brought him breakfast every day?" Xiao Ge naturally understood the other party's hard work, and said with a smile: "Later, I brought breakfast to others." Several people laughed. Qiu Se also laughed, not asking a word about Shoge's past.

On the way back, Xiao Ge asked Qiu Se, "Aren't you curious about my past?" ”

Qiu Se's face was indifferent: "To be honest, I'm not very curious." You're 29 years old, and if you say you haven't had a girlfriend, I'm going to think about whether you're sick. Don't mind, no one in this world is made for anyone. Besides, what if I mind? No one can change the past. After speaking, she pursed her lips and smiled at Xiao Ge, and that smile revealed maturity beyond her age. The wind blew the ends of her hair, making her look pure and charming.

At that time, Xiao Ge felt that he and Qiu Se had been introduced to each other, and they had not been together for a long time, and their relationship was naturally not deep, so Qiu Se was not very curious about his own affairs. But after a long time, Xiao Ge found that Qiu Se really didn't seem to care. Although Xiao Ge didn't want to hide anything from Qiu Se, in terms of feelings, Qiu Se's indifference and maturity that were different from most girls made him appreciate this girl who was several years younger than him even more. But to say that she is mature, sometimes she is stupid, and it is unbearable to be harsh.

In Xiao Ge's eyes, Qiu Se really looks like a little fox, cute and detached.

When she smiled, her eyes were crooked, her eyelashes were long, and her chin was small and delicate with two shallow pear vortices, and that smile made people want to hold her in their arms. But she is very independent, and what she can do by herself will never trouble anyone, including her parents.

Sometimes Xiao Ge secretly guessed whether Qiu Se was born with such a temperament, or if there was someone or something that made her so transparent and sensible.

Today, for some reason, Xiao Ge suddenly wanted to talk to Qiu Se about a topic that he had been afraid to touch.

"Cersei, is there something on your mind? Why did you drink so much alone last night? ”

Qiu Se stopped at the spoon that was brought to his mouth, shook his head and brought the warm porridge to his mouth, raised his eyes and said vaguely, "No, I'm just greedy for that wine." After speaking, he narrowed his eyes and smiled innocently.

"If there's anything on your mind, you must tell me." Xiao Ge looked into Qiu Se's eyes, sincere and eager.

"What can I have on my mind, don't worry." Qiu Se stretched out his hand holding the spoon and patted Xiao Ge's shoulder with his wrist, like a leader to his subordinates.

Looking at Qiu Se's face, it didn't matter, Xiao Ge had a question mark in his heart - this girl, either she really didn't have anything to worry about, or she couldn't tell me about it.

"I'll stay with you tonight." In the past, Schorg would add a "good or not" to the end of this sentence, but today, he doesn't.

"No need! I'm fine! Qiu Se almost didn't think about it and directly rejected Xiao Ge.

"I want to stay." It's rare for Schorg to be as persistent as he is today.

Qiu Se stopped with a mouthful of porridge in her mouth, and she looked at Xiao Ge, "But, I don't have a place for you to sleep here." Her eyes were wide open, and she looked confused.

"Then how did Xiao Yuan sleep?" At this time, Xiao Ge looked a little naïve.

"But you're a man! How do we sleep? ”

"Are you going to sleep separately from me when you get married?"

Qiu Se was stunned, as if he had never thought about this question.

"I want to stay, I want to sleep with you."

"Shoge..."

"Is that okay?" Shoge looked into Qiu Se's eyes, "Let me stay and take care of you." ”