What is a Crush?

A crush is when you have 9,999 reasons to tell you you can't, and you think one reason is enough to keep you together.

Yu Yu, who was watching a youth TV series at home, suddenly turned his head out the window,

As a junior high school student, I was also busy with my studies.

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In the third year of junior high school, school ends late, and when I get home, there is a dark path not far from home.

Yu Yu, who is timid and suffers from night blindness, is most afraid of passing this road in winter.

It was pitch black, and nothing could be seen.

Whenever this happens, the creaking sound of the bicycle adds a bit of weirdness to the environment.

Finally one day, Yu Yu was frightened by a wild cat that suddenly sprang out and fell off the bicycle.

But Yu Yu met him, a man who seemed gentle and gentle.

When the panicked flashlight light illuminates the road ahead, it also illuminates a girl's impatient heart.

This was the first time Yu Yu had seen him.

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Yu Yu still heard about him from some people's mouths.

It's good to inquire that he is the legendary "child of someone else's family." ”

This year's senior year of high school, the school she is in is also a key school here, with good grades and excellent people..........

At that moment, a crazy impulse swept through my body, as a scumbag himself, the worship of the scholar, Yu Yu was like a drowning person reborn.

That's when her blood rushed to one place and became a problem.

Can I stand beside him?!!

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The people who can be admitted to his school are not ordinary people, and they are reasonable, and it is a fool's dream for Yu Yu to be admitted.

But the power of a crush can never be estimated.

Yu Yu still made this decision that seemed a little crazy, and he was crazy about brushing up on the questions in the first semester of the third year of junior high school.

It's tiring, it's tiring, but she likes and enjoys it, at least she has a purpose.

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On the day of the new year, Yu Yu saw him on the street.

The fireworks shop saw him, but by chance, he only glanced at her.

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Oh~ He doesn't remember Yu Yu, Yu Yu in the third year of junior high school is still in the development period, looks mediocre, has thick glasses, is skinny like a flat tablet, not good-looking but not ugly, can only be said to be ordinary.

So this result was expected by her, but her nose was sore, and some loss still came to her heart.

He wore a very festive dress that day, which was very suitable for this warm atmosphere, beautiful like a doll, the white down jacket he wore on the day he first met, at that time Yu Yu felt that white was the most suitable for him, and now it seems that as long as it is him, everything is good.

Clothes are just an ornament, the icing on the cake.

Yu Yu didn't tell anyone about liking him, including her best friend.

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She wants the boy I like to be clean, he doesn't need to know what she likes, and no one else needs to know.

A crush is a person's joys and sorrows that they share only with themselves.

On the evening of New Year's Day, large snowflakes fell from the dark sky.

Suddenly, the mountains, fields, and villages were all shrouded in white snow.

Winter has arrived, the cold snap has come, goose-feather snow has flown all over the sky, and the whole world has been dressed in white.

Yu Yu ran to the fireworks site with the help of ventilation, and the crowd was black, and she wasn't sure if he would come.

But.........

Yu Yu didn't want to miss any opportunity to meet him.

Some people will never be together for the rest of their lives, but there is a feeling that they can keep it in their hearts for a lifetime.

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Luckily, in the anticipation of his heart, he came, as if he had his own halo and came slowly from another world.

At that moment I looked at my watch.

Twenty minutes until midnight.

Yu Yu accompanied him to see the fireworks piled up in the square,

Beautiful fireworks, blooming, falling, a moment of beauty, a moment of brilliance. Not to be outdone, the fireworks show their splendor, the dazzling fireworks soar into the sky, as if releasing gorgeous jade tassels on the black curtain, the sky is purple and red, and the flowers of various shapes pass through the boundless darkness to dazzle and thrill!

At that moment, the whole world belonged to them, and the whole world shone with their bloom, what a beautiful fireworks, as if pinning on beautiful hopes, as if pinning on the light of love.

So that year's New Year, Yu Yu folded his hands, raised his head slightly, and made a wish to heaven reverently.

The boy I like must be good.

This is the second time Yu Yu has seen him.

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Soon it was time for the college entrance examination, and I waited from the cold winter to the summer, took off my thick coat and changed into a neat short sleeve.

The chirping of cicadas and a light rain saw him off.

Yu Yu went to see him again, and this time Yu Yu plucked up the courage and said the first words of his life to him.

"Come on!"

He was surprised by my encouragement, but nodded politely and with a smile.

"Thank you."

Then he got on the bus, Yu Yu looked down at her toes, which were a little embarrassed, and she heard the person next to him ask about her.

He just shook his head: "Maybe it's an encouragement to every senior high school student!" ”

But that refueling sentence has exhausted all of Yu Yu's strength, and I don't even know what she's doing now......

It turns out that they are just strangers.

This is the third time Yu Yu has seen him.

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At this time, there were less than 20 days left before her high school entrance examination, Yu Yu gritted her teeth and secretly cheered up.

The day he finished the high school entrance examination was the day he got his scores.

She was nervous, but Yu Yu was also happy, because she got the answer given by the teacher right after the exam, and she was nervous and still a little hopeful that she would go to the high school he was.

At least he can follow his footsteps, one day he may return to his alma mater and one day he can see her inadvertently.

But the next day, Yu Yu was given a slap in the face, and her teenager did not do well in the exam.

This matter spread all over the world, and the parties acquiesced.

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Many people looked at his jokes again, and one of Yu Yu's cousins also smiled and said: "No matter how good you study, it's just that." ”

I didn't do well in the exam, I didn't do well in the exam.

It seems that you can only choose to repeat it, and Yu Yu knows that gossip cannot be fully believed, but in fact, it is almost the same.

Yu Yu was eager to see him, but found that she had no connection with him at all, just like a ship at sea that had nothing to do with it, and had been drifting alone.

For him, Yu Yu's existence is not even familiar.

Later of the latter.........

Finally, I heard that he went to another place to repeat his studies.

He didn't choose to be local, maybe because the conditions were better in another country, or because the self-esteem of the teenager didn't want to be embarrassed anymore.

And Yu Yu was also admitted to that school with three points beyond the admission line, and everyone was happy for me at the moment of the score.

Only I, as the protagonist, am like a duckweed without roots.

The boy who had given her motivation had left the country, but it was okay, at least he still had his breath in that school.

Everyone praised me for my future.

The smiles on the faces of the parents lingered for a long time.

I should have laughed, but I hadn't laughed in a long time, and she didn't know what was wrong.

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On the day he left in August, Yu Yu saw the boy again. He seems to have lost weight, and his black trench coat and emaciated back are engraved on my heart like this.

This is the fourth time Yu Yu has seen him.

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At this time, Yu Yu is no longer the self he was half a year ago, always following him and staying for him.

Half a year is enough time to forget a person, and seeing this person again is just like a lifetime.

Do you like it? Maybe I don't like it that much.

But Yu Yu still saw him, he didn't have his previous look, and he was full of anger. There was a lot of anxiety and impatience between the eyebrows.

She almost felt dazzled by herself, how could that gentle and gentle person become like this?

She actually spoke to him.

There was light and amazement in his eyes when he saw Yu Yu, but it was fleeting.

He asked Yu Yu what girls liked, and he chose a gift for his girlfriend.

But he didn't have half of what he was at the beginning.

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Yu Yu thought about how they would meet again many times in the first week of his departure, she thought she would confess uncontrollably, she thought she would cry.

But the reality is bland, and she doesn't even feel much when she hears the word girlfriend.

Yu Yu said lightly: "It's good if you can respond." ”

He was thoughtful.

When I got home, my heart felt empty. But I didn't want to cry at all.

After half a year, Yu Yu came to the fireworks site again that night.

The same place, but things have long been different.

Yu Yu clasped his hands together and made a wish again.

May he be happy and treat that girl well.

This time there was no teenager for her.

This is the fifth time Yu Yu has seen him.

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She never met him again, which marked the end of her crush.

But it's okay, on the day of military training, she met a boy who looked frizzy but looked like him, but this time Yu Yu chose to take the initiative.

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