Chapter 1 The Reason for Living
The wind roared, the torrential rain was like a note, this damn weather, even with an umbrella, made Shen Nanyan's whole body soaked.
A luxury car sped through the rain and slowly stopped after seeing the man standing in front of the villa.
The window of the car was lowered, and immediately the wind mixed with the rain blew into the car, and the man sitting inside immediately got wet with his clothes.
"I didn't expect it, Ji Liming, we can meet again." Shen Nanyan looked at the cold and expressionless handsome face in the car, suddenly pulled the corners of his mouth and sneered.
"I didn't expect you, I thought you would die inside." Ji Liming didn't mind that his clothes were wet from the rain at all, he squinted at Shen Nanyan outside the car, and looked at her from beginning to end.
It's been three years, how sad it is for her to be locked inside, Ji Liming knows better than anyone else.
It was Ji Liming who personally sent her to prison and personally told the prison guards not to treat Shen Nanyan well, in the past three years, every second of Shen Nanyan's life was worse than death.
From time to time, he was beaten by the people inside, from time to time he was stripped naked and curled up in an iron fence of nearly zero degrees, he was splashed with cold water, he was spitted on, he was urinated on, everything was caused by Ji Liming.
Her emaciated back stood straight, and she didn't seem to feel that she was wrong in her expression or behavior.
"People, how can they die so easily." She spoke lightly, as if she were talking about a topic that didn't concern her.
"But it is true that someone died at your hand." Ji Liming now has two thoughts, one is to let this woman die in front of him, or she will disappear from his eyes forever, no matter whether she lives or dies, he doesn't want to see her again.
"Whether you believe it or not, Shen Zhiyun's child was not killed by me, I admit the disaster of three years in prison, after all, in three years, I took advantage of the life of a bad seed."
The ears filled with the sound of rain were almost auditory hallucinations, Ji Liming thought that she was willing to admit her mistake, but she didn't expect that what she said was such a tiger and wolf.
"I thought that the person I trusted the most was you, loved you, relied on you, and thought that you could give me real warmth......" I don't know when, the umbrella in my hand was useless against this hateful weather, and Shen Nanyan's face was full of water stains.
I couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears, and it was salty and bitter that flowed into her mouth.
"And you, you achieved me with your own hands, and pushed me into the abyss with your own hands, I am not even as good as a sinister and vicious slut, Shen Zhiyun seduced you, and also conceived your child, in order to get rid of me, you sent me to prison, so that my life is better than death, dog man and woman, you must not die well!"
"What did you say!" Ji Liming suddenly got out of the car and stood in front of Shen Nanyan, and immediately the rain like a pillar drenched him from head to toe, and his big hands with distinct bones pinched her shoulders tightly, and the next second, Shen Nanyan was pushed down in the muddy water by him.
"Am I wrong? Shen Zhiyun is a slut, she is just a child born to my father's junior, she is jealous of me, she wants to get you, how many stumbling blocks she has made to me, how many times she has framed me, and you, like a fool, were kept in the dark by her, doubting me, abandoning me, and even ruining my time for three years. ”
Shen Nanyan fell to the ground and shouted frantically, shouting words that Ji Liming couldn't accept, every sentence angered his last line of defense, forcing him to walk in front of Shen Nanyan, grab her clothes, and lift her up directly.
"Say it again!" With red eyes and clenched his fists, he approached Shen Nanyan.
"It's the same how many times I say it, Shen Zhiyun tried to kill me, but I escaped, but instead killed her own child, that evil seed died more than innocent, died well, and died offended deserved!"
With a snap, Shen Nanyan's face was beaten to the side, the rain kept washing her eyes, she couldn't open them, and her head was buzzing because of the slap just now.
She was no longer the Shen Nanyan he loved, and the woman in front of her became hideous and terrifying, making Ji Liming feel disgusted and extremely bored.
"Shen Nanyan, I won't kill you with my own hands, you will make the rest of your life worse than death, and let you know that only death is the only relief." Ji Liming pushed her into the muddy water on the ground again, opened the car door, and sat in with a low body.
There was wanton laughter outside the car, Shen Nanyan laughed miserably, and shouted at Ji Liming in the car while laughing: "Ji Liming, you fool, I was blind when I fell in love with you before, one day you will understand that everything you did was all wrong, and I will pay back the damage you brought me, tenfold and hundredfold." ”
The windows were mercilessly shut, and the courtyard door in front of his villa opened, and the car disappeared into the closed gate.
Shen Nanyan got up from the ground, did not pick up the umbrella that had fallen to the side, and slowly disappeared into the rain.
……
As long as it rained, Shen Nanyan walked for as long as he could.
Until nightfall, the exhaled breath was breathless, she hugged her arms and trembled like leaves in the wind and rain, and the injured leg was also in the cold air, so painful that she couldn't walk.
The sound of footsteps, one foot deep and one shallow, was ruthlessly muffled under the noise of the rain curtain.
Her leg was injured two years ago, it was broken with an iron rod by the people inside, it was not treated in time, and it did not recover well, even in the past two years, her leg has not fully recovered, it hurts when she walks quickly, and it hurts when she is cold.
After walking for hours in the heavy rain, she had nowhere else to go.
Shen Nanyan only came out of that hellish cage today, and the only place she could go was her best friend's house.
The hand that even rang the doorbell was still trembling uncontrollably, and there was a ding-dong, and soon the door was opened, and a woman appeared in front of her.
The woman was slightly stunned, and reacted for a long time before she realized who such a down-and-out person was: "Nanyan? ”
"Well, I'm out, fortunately I haven't forgotten the address of your house, fortunately you're still ......" Shen Nanyan finished speaking, his consciousness sank, and then he didn't know anything.
When he woke up again in the middle of the night, Shen Nanyan was lying on the bed with a thick quilt on his body.
"Jiang Yu......" The dry lips made a hoarse sound, and the person lying on the bed moved, and woke up with a stiff neck.
"Nanyan, you're finally awake, you're scared to death." Jiang Yu stood up and moved her neck, poured her another glass of warm water, and fed her to drink.
"What time is it?"
"At two o'clock in the middle of the night, as soon as you came in, you fainted without saying a word, and your face was so white that I thought you were dead."
Jiang Yu is still the same, making a little joke to make the atmosphere not so dull: "Why are you so embarrassed, soaked and with a high fever, why didn't you get an umbrella when you came out?" ”
"Given." Shen Nanyan smiled miserably: "But I lost it." ”
"Can this be lost?"
"Jiang Yu......" Shen Nanyan looked at the woman in front of him blankly: "Before I came to you, I went to find Ji Liming......"
Jiang Yu looked at Shen Nanyan in disbelief, thinking that she was telling a joke: "You said you went to find Ji Liming?" Why? Don't you know that you are all because of Him? ”
"I know, that's why I have to look for him as soon as I come out." Shen Nanyan struggled to sit up from the bed: "I just want him to know how badly he has hurt me in the past three years!" ”
The water from the shower washed Shen Nanyan's muddy body, and just now after Jiang Yu entered the door, she only took off her wet clothes and found her a clean clothes to put on.
After the night talk, Jiang Yu was so sleepy that he fell asleep on the bed, and Shen Nanyan walked into the bathroom and wanted to take a hot bath to relieve his physical discomfort.
Obviously it was spring, and yesterday's rainstorm made Rongcheng plummet by more than ten degrees, and when she went to Jiang Yu's house in the rain, the temperature outside was already your number.
After several hours of heavy rain and low temperatures, it was difficult for Shen Nanyan not to get sick.
Fortunately, Jiang Yu gave her antipyretics, and she was already sweating a lot when they were chatting, and her body was sticky and full of mud, and she just wanted to take a hot bath now.
It's been three years, no matter spring, summer, autumn or winter, she takes a cold shower, and in that dark place, just like Ji Liming said, everyone thinks she will die inside.
But what about her, she dragged her breath until she was released from prison, and she only wanted to do one thing when she came out, she wanted Ji Liming to know that she was still alive and would live in his heart for the rest of her life.
Jiang Yu slept for a long time, and didn't wake up from his dream until the afternoon, and immediately smelled the long-lost aroma of rice.
Shen Nanyan didn't leave, she had nowhere to go at all, so Jiang Yu wasn't worried that she would leave without saying goodbye.
"It's so fragrant, sure enough, Shen Nanyan is very skilled, so I am fortunate to be able to eat such a fragrant meal." Jiang Yu only took five minutes to wash up quickly, and then rushed to the coffee table in the living room and feasted.
"I don't have a place to go, can I stay with you first?" Shen Nanyan put vegetables in Jiang Yu's bowl, for fear that even his best friend would dislike her: "When I make money, I will give you the rent together." ”
"If you make food every day, I'll take you in." Jiang Yu stuffed his mouth full of rice and said vaguely.
"Scum, slave and maid obey." Shen Nanyan smiled, and there was some worry.
She has just been released from it, she has no academic qualifications, and she has a criminal record, so how difficult it is to make money.
She has nothing, as long as she has a job that she is willing to do, even if she is a cleaner and sweeps the toilet, she is willing: "Where are you making a living now, is there anything suitable for me?" ”
"I'm not a wine manager yet, but since you had an accident, I've changed places, if you're willing to continue selling alcohol, I'll call Sister Rong and take you there."
The old business, Shen Nanyan shrugged helplessly, as if she would not do anything except this line.
I think that when Shen Nanyan first met Ji Liming, she was also doing this business.
However, he did not dislike her, and once swore to her that he said a lot of things that made her feel warm.
He said that Shen Nanyan is unique, no matter what she has experienced in the past, no one can bully her in the future.
He said that he only recognized her in his life, so what she had to do was to use her life to trust him unconditionally and love him desperately.
Shen Nanyan did it, trusted him and loved him, and gave his life to Ji Liming.
And what about him......
All that was left for her was hatred and contempt, the initiators who trampled her into the dirt.
"Okay, I'll go with you." Shen Nanyan laughed slowly: "Ji Liming said that if we met earlier, he would never let me be reduced to making money by selling jokes, and now I want him to know that our meeting is a mistake at all, and I want to make him pay a painful price for our encounter for the rest of his life." ”
"Your meeting is indeed a mistake, Shen Nanyan, you still forgot, isn't it good to start life again?" Jiang Yu sighed, trying to persuade her friend again.
"I can't forget that this experience has been engraved in my mind until I die."