"Let's go." After taking the room card, Gu Mochen naturally took her hand and walked towards the elevator room.

The elevator lady is well-trained, the smile on her face is naturally sweet, not pretentious at all, before the guests approach, she has already pressed the elevator first, bent down slightly and nodded and said "welcome".

The purpose of coming to the hotel, after seeing these dazzling luxuries, was temporarily forgotten, and her initial nervousness and apprehension were naturally dispersed, so that when there were only two people in the elevator, Tan Man breathed a sigh of relief.

"Tired?" He asked, raising an eyebrow.

"Nope." She replied in a slurch.

He smiled, "That's good." ”

Looking at the cunning hook at the corner of his lips, Tan Man instantly became nervous again, at this time, the elevator "ding", the door opened, Gu Mochen strode out, Tan Man immediately followed, slightly behind him by half a body, just tightening his eyes.

Tan Man wondered, both of them were first lovers, why he was so calm from beginning to end.

The room was almost at the end of the hallway, and the door was pushed open, and although the lights were not yet on, a whole floor-to-ceiling window was shining in the neon of the city night.

Tan Man didn't have time to look at the layout of the room, he was already attracted by the night view of the entire Huangpu River, trotted to the window, and couldn't help but exclaim: "What a beautiful Shanghai!" ”

In the next second, the light turned on, she turned around, Gu Mochen walked towards her unhurriedly, his eyes were gentle and mixed with a hint of urgency.

Tan Man subconsciously pushed a step back, leaned against the wall, like a lamb to the slaughter, and looked at him with wide eyes: "The scenery is so good, don't you appreciate it?" ”

"Well, appreciate!"

While speaking, Gu Mochen had already encircled the person in his arms, he pulled Tan Man over, let her back lean in his arms, and was quiet for a while, without any movement, Tan Man almost believed that he really wanted to enjoy the colors outside the window with him.

It didn't last more than a minute, and the man behind him couldn't bear it anymore, and his hand around her waist rubbed it up and down, rubbing his chin back and forth between her neck, and gradually, from a chin with some stubble, to two soft lips, which roamed between her neck at once.

These days, intimate movements have not been done, even if his hand moves to various sensitive places on her body, and even reaches into her clothes, but every time he will shout to stop before each other gets out of control, but tonight is different, she knows that Gu Mochen tonight will not stop saying anything.

So, holding her breath, she instinctively closed her eyes, craned her neck slightly, and waited for him generously, as he said, for the first time when they were fully committed to each other, without any burden or pressure.

His hand went down her waistline, into her left jeans pocket, pulled her phone out of it, looked down, pressed the power off button, and threw it on the chaise longue beside her.

Seeing this, Tan Man couldn't help but chuckle, and his voice sounded in his ears: "Tonight, I don't want to be interrupted by anyone again." With that, he bit her earlobe.

Tan Man's whole body trembled.

He lowered his head, from ear to neck, little by little, clasped her waist with one hand, and probed into her clothes with the other, his fingers were slightly cold, and when he held the softness of her chest, both of them couldn't help but gasp softly.

She felt the urgency in his heart, but the movements of his hands were still extremely patient, as if she was afraid that she would feel a little uncomfortable.

Gradually, her sweater, shirt, and jeans fell to the ground one by one, and his hands caressed her whole body without covering, and soon, even the last bit of cover was ripped off.

Gu Mochen's breathing became hot and heavy, and while kissing her smooth back, he turned the person around, facing him, and when he saw her delicate and concave keto-body, he subconsciously increased the movement in his hand, rubbed hard, as if it was not enough, and lowered his head and kissed her lips.

At this moment, Tan Man suddenly felt that her body was no longer her own, and that strange and exciting numbness made her tremble, scared, and at the same time made her look forward to it.

"Shall we go to bed?" Gu Mochen's voice was thick and hoarse, and he became a tempting poppy at night.

At the moment when he fell into the big bed, Tan Man was confused, and with the last trace of reason that still remained, he gently pushed him away, and whispered shyly:

"Go turn off the lights."

"Don't want to see me?" He sat on his knees and straightened up, as if on purpose, unbuttoning his shirt slowly, with endless teasing in his eyes.

As early as the first time she hugged him, Tan Man knew that his clothes must be particularly attractive when he lowered his skin, she was also a normal adult woman, it was undeniable that every time she hugged his tight waist, she would have indescribable fantasies, but at this moment, she was still shy.

She pursed her lips, "Next time." After speaking, he turned his head and grabbed the quilt on the side and covered himself.

Gu Mochen chuckled, flipped off her and turned off the light.

……

Tan Man leaned lazily in his arms, obviously she had been drained of her strength just now, but her brain was extremely awake and she was not sleepy, she raised her head and looked at Gu Mochen who was closing her eyes and recuperating, her emotions were a little complicated.

From this moment on, she transformed into his woman, and this feeling, very subtle, made her want to rely on him more than ever.

He opened his eyes, lowered his head and kissed her on the forehead: "Not sleepy? ”

"I'm tired, but I can't sleep."

He smiled: "I can't come again tonight, you're the first time, I'm afraid of hurting you." ”

Tan Man's elbow hit him, and he regained his girlish shyness: "Perverted, I don't want it!" ”

Gu Mochen laughed out loud and couldn't help pinching her fair and delicate little face.

"Does it still hurt?"

"A little, but it doesn't matter."

Her voice was light and shallow, and in the dead of night, it turned into a puddle of water, and Gu Mochen couldn't help but kiss her hair again.

"Are you sleepy, if you're not sleepy, let's talk for a while?" She asked.

"Soon, you have to go to work tomorrow, are you sure you can get up?"

She pouted: "But I can't sleep now, so you are not allowed to sleep, you must chat with me!" ”

From the beginning of being together, as soon as she was coquettish, he didn't have a rut, sighed, and smiled indulgently: "When did I spoil you like this?!" ”

Tan Man bent his eyebrows and hugged his waist: "No matter!" You don't regret it now, I'm relying on you. ”

"I kind of regret it." He was thoughtful.

When Tan Man heard this, he immediately leaned up and looked at him angrily.

Gu Mochen pulled her back into his arms, gathered the quilt for her again, and said with a smile: "I regret not asking you earlier!" ”

Tan Man retracted her arm with a similar expression.

"Tell me, what do you want to talk about?"

She thought for a moment and asked, "Can you tell me about your mother?" ”

Gu Mochen was stunned for a moment.

"If you don't want to talk right now, that's okay." Seeing his expression, Tan Man instantly became serious, wondering if she had stepped on a minefield in his heart, and regretted it a little, she didn't want the beautiful and warm atmosphere tonight to be ruined by herself.

"It was a not-so-good memory about my mother." He frowned.

"Then let's not talk about it, let's talk about something else." She said immediately.

Gu Mochen smiled bitterly: "It's okay, I'll tell you sooner or later, it's just that the story is a little boring, aren't you afraid of being bored?" ”

She shook her head and waited solemnly.

"Actually, I don't have any concept of the word mother, I almost forgot what it was like to be called 'mother', because I was only six years old when she left me." He looked at the ceiling and said in a calm tone, "In my memory, my mother would cook me food, buy me new clothes, tell me stories, and put me to sleep like other mothers.

If you want to say that the culprit of their divorce, it should be my dad, he is a workaholic, and he is also an extremely macho person, because of work, he rarely goes home, let alone take care of the trivial things in the family, he thinks, the male protagonist outside the female protagonist, that's it,

Maybe it's because I've been away from home for a long time, coupled with mental indifference and inconsiderateness, as a woman who became a housewife at a young age, my mother naturally couldn't stand it, and as soon as my dad came back, it was an endless quarrel between the two people, and every time I quarreled, my dad left the door, and it gradually became a vicious circle.

Later, my mother was like two people with split personalities, when it was just me, she was a kind mother, but as soon as my father appeared, he suddenly became hysterical, and even I scolded along with me. ”

"Later, your mother finally couldn't stand it anymore and filed for divorce?"

"She cheated." Gu Mochen said bluntly, "I didn't know what cheating was at that time, but I knew that she began to dress herself up and often left me alone at home and went out with a strange man." It didn't take long for my dad to find out, my mom asked for a divorce, my dad couldn't swallow this breath, dragged it and refused to leave, but, after that, he went home less often, but I didn't expect that my mom couldn't wait, packed her luggage, and moved away directly, she thought that as long as the separation reached a certain time, the marriage would be automatically dissolved. ”

"And what do you do?" Tan Man asked.

"That's why I can't let go of it, I don't know how much a mother hates this home, how eager she is to leave, so that she can so cruelly leave a six-year-old child in an amusement park and walk away." Gu Mochen frowned, and the muscle lines on his face became a little stiff because of forbearance.

Tan Man hugged him distressedly and kissed his side cheek gently: "What happened later?" ”

"He looked for my mother for a long time, but in the vast sea of people, finding someone was like looking for a needle in a haystack, and then my dad took me alone, when I was a child, I cried and disobeyed, and he would scold me loudly, but fortunately, compared to before, I saw him more often, and there was more love. However, you know that the children at that time, there was no mother at home all the year round, and every time they went to school, their father picked them up, naturally, they would talk about it, and later, they directly laughed at me without a mother. The children in the neighborhood gradually began to distance themselves from me, and they didn't like to play with me anymore, and once, I even heard by chance that the mother of a child said to him that because Gu Mochen was not likable, his mother didn't want him anymore, and ran away with others, so you must not get too close to him. ”

"What a neighbor, it's too much." Tan Man was a little angry and couldn't help but interject.