Chapter 8 Time, Slow Down

A thousand words, complaining of sorrow,

Don't miss the red beans.

Bamboo horses and green plums, young people only stay together.

Next to the Wangfu Stone, the blue bird has no home,

Dream back to wet clothes.

It's hard to hug people, how can you bear the long night.

After confirming the fact that Jing Xuan was married from Deng Junhan's mouth, Qiu Se's heart still seemed to sink to the bottom of the sea, although she knew that it would be so. Although she knew she would soon get married too.

Qiu Se walked slowly along the west riverside road, looking at the weeping willows along the river, and as soon as the wind blew, the branches swayed spontaneously. Qiu Se's heart also drifted a little with the swinging willow branches. The wind fluttered warmly on people's faces, like a hand gently caressing warmly. The broken hair on his forehead fluttered and fell in the wind, rubbing Qiu Se's cheeks, a little itchy. She lifted her hand, pinned her hair behind her ear, exhaled deeply, and looked into the distance. At this moment, she didn't want to do anything, she just wanted to talk quietly and intently with her memories, maybe for the last time.

In college, Qiu Se will never forget. During that time, there was Xue Mengzhu, who looked weak but knew what to expect, and always pulled her back on track when she deviated; Mo Jia, who has a good temper, and Song Xiangjue, who will be mistaken for her own sister, no matter when, it is 304 forever in her heart; There is Deng Junhan, who always comforts her when she is sad and has no position to express; And also...... Jing Xuan, who occupied her entire four years of college and even throughout her youth......

Although, they are no longer with her now, but they have always been in her heart, and her heart is very full, so full that it is difficult to hold anything else; Her heart was very empty again, empty and empty, only memories remained.

In the three years since he returned to Yancheng, Qiu Se has changed a lot. Overloaded with work, she didn't have time to make friends, or even watch a movie she liked, and her mind, except for the content of her work, stayed stuck three years ago, because there was nothing new to fill her new life.

When I applied for the job, I met Yuan Ningqiu, and I broke off contact inexplicably; The colleagues in the unit are all older, and there is a huge gap between Qiu Se's thoughts and them, and Qiu Se will carefully consider every word when he speaks to them, lest he offend those old comrades because of his youth; In the eyes of his parents, Qiu Se is motivated in the newspaper work, with outstanding achievements and excellent self-learning ability, in just three years, there have been many manuscripts that have won provincial and municipal awards, this daughter has never been troubled, and all difficulties can be solved by herself...... Slowly, Qiu Se got used to loneliness - at the beginning, he could still keep in touch with Xue Mengzhu and the others, and communicate with each other; As the days passed, they each embarked on their own tracks.

Mo Jia was the first to hear the news of the marriage, and Qiu Se did not go to Mo Jia's wedding because he couldn't take leave; Then Song Xiangjue also sent an invitation to get married, of course, Qiu Se didn't go...... The geographical distance is an insurmountable gap between them, and the oppression of time has made Qiu Se almost completely lose the right to live freely.

Because of this, she even thought about quitting, but this job is like a chicken rib...... At first, Qiu Se still felt that she still had the strength to toss, but after three years, everything seemed to form inertia, and when she thought of change, Qiu Se even felt frightened, and she suddenly felt that she could not do anything but write something.

In the past three years, the only thing that has changed is that Qiu Se is no longer the lonely workplace novice, and there is a man named Xiao Ge by her side. This man, like an elder brother, like a teacher, like a friend, accompanied Qiu Se to gradually adapt to the hectic new life. Qiu Se is grateful, dependent, and perhaps loving to him...... The important thing is that his mother is very satisfied with him, and she has almost decided that he is the future uncle.

Qiu Se walked forward slowly, without a specific direction or a clear destination, and as she walked, she was suddenly shrouded in a pink glow—because she had been thinking about her thoughts, she didn't notice that she had unconsciously walked to the riverside park, where there was a large peach forest, and every season, the peach blossoms bloomed wantonly, like a dream. She stood under a peach tree stupidly, and when she looked up at the flowers, a petal fell in the wind, taking away a drop of her tears and the time she didn't want to give up. She wanted to seize the corner of her clothes and beg it to slow down......