Tomorrow, that is, on the 14th of this month, it will be officially on the shelves, and it will be updated at about one o'clock in the afternoon.

I've never tried the subject matter of this book before, so I'm in a nervous mood, I don't have much confidence, and I'm not sure how well I write it, and how many readers really like it.

But to be honest, I wrote this book super seriously, quite devoted, the plot seems simple, but it really took a lot of thought, this time of night dreaming, all related to the idea of the plot, messy everything, but I just don't know the bottom of my heart.

Yes, before it was put on the shelves, I didn't have any bottom in my heart, I was very uneasy, and even a little scared......

Anyway, I'm not a novice.,I've experienced many times in the shelf link.,I've suffered many failures.,What's not to think about.,Is it necessary to have such a glass heart?

Am I really old?

Perhaps, many old readers and old book friends don't know that your coffee is already forty-three years old this year, not only middle-aged uncles, but also little old men.

Yes, this age should be quite old in the team of online authors, even I don't want to admit it.

Compared with those young authors who are about 20 years old, I no longer have an advantage in many aspects, just one point, people are young, people can still afford to fight, and I, the courage and ability to bear failure are slowly declining and weakening.

My daughter, who is 18 years old and will be in college next year, should be about the same age as many of my cute little readers.

Fortunately, I have an ageless childlike heart, and many times, I will behave more like a child than my daughter at home, and I will accompany her to watch movies, play Tik Tok, play chicken, masturbate, and often fantasize together that if the zombie apocalypse comes, where should we go to scavenge for supplies......

One of the most common things my daughter-in-law says is: "She's in her third year of high school, don't play with her, you're a father, you can't do anything good all day long!" ”

Haha, I'm like that, like I'll never grow up, and most of the time I forget my age, so I feel like I can write for another ten years, twenty years, until I'm at least sixty years old.

To get back to the point, the current collection of this book is 23,000, and my psychological expectation is that if I can have a 1,000 average subscription, it will be able to support me to persist and write it to millions of words.

But if it's too low, the subscription situation is miserable, I don't know what to do, after all, there are old, there are young, the child is going to college, the parents are already in their seventies, all kinds of geriatric diseases have come out, last year, at this time, it was the father cerebral thrombosis, the mother was also hospitalized for surgery, and the old couple stayed with each other in a hospital for more than a month.

Luckily, both of them recovered well, but during that time, I completely gave up writing, almost half a year ago.

I'm the only child in my family, and I don't have siblings to share this kind of thing.

When people reach middle age, the pressure of life is too great, I don't want to admit it, I don't want to admit defeat, but many times I have to face the reality, after all, it is not really a child, but the pillar of a family, and I must be responsible for my parents, wife and children, and I can't be willful, I can't just take care of myself.

Think about it, if the pillar of a family does not make money for more than half a year, or even more than a year, or the money earned is not enough to support the family, then what will become of the family?

I didn't dare to think about it, and that's what scared me the most, in a nutshell: I can't afford to lose.

So, I want to implore you here, if you have the ability to subscribe to the genuine version, help me subscribe, there are a few chapters counted, spend a few cents, subscribe to the first few chapters, I am also very grateful, because the first order of a book is very important, and it will involve many matters later.

Also, it's best not to be a gift book, because that thing won't count towards the real subscription score, and no amount of bonus money will be recognized accordingly.

Bonus coins can be saved for later, and the paid chapters are more and more can be used.

As long as I have your support, I can persevere, write this book to millions of words, write it until there is really nothing to write about, and then give it a comfortable ending.

I really hope so.

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Next, let's talk about the update situation later.,It's definitely going to break out after it's on the shelves.,I feel,If the subscription situation is okay,It can give me a lot of confidence.,Maintain enough state.,The first two days should be able to ten chapters a day.,The next month is a guaranteed three-plus.,Often add more.。

Writing is a thing that depends on the mentality, good grades, and self-confidence, then you will have a spring of inspiration, and how to write is very smooth.

On the contrary, it is to suffer from gains and losses, hesitation, and even entanglement word by word, whether it is not good to write like this, whether it is not right to write like that, then, the speed of the code word is definitely not fast.

Moreover, I am an only child, I live with my parents, I have to buy vegetables and cook every day, and I am a housewife and a man.

When people reach middle age, there are too many things that involve energy, and I will do my best to renew.

Thanks to this time, everyone's collection, recommendation, reward, recognition and affirmation of new friends, old friends never give up, and all kinds of painstaking support.

I really can't thank you enough!

Again, your support and help is the biggest motivation and source of my persistence, otherwise, I would have collapsed and left the industry a long time ago.

Thank you all and thank you very much!