Chapter 56: Violations
Hearing this, Lou Xiaoyi's head lowered a little.
Only then did Qi Yuan notice that from the time she began to speak, until now, every time she looked at them directly, her eyes were erratic, or she simply stared at her lemon tea.
It is not possible to conclude that there is something wrong with her, but it is certain that she has something to hide.
Sure enough, after she was silent for a few seconds, she suddenly sighed: "Actually, I have long guessed that she will commit suicide, and I have long guessed that she has committed suicide." ”
"Oh?"
"It was probably the beginning of April," she explained, "and we had a group where we would chat and complain every day, and everyone was still quite active."
But since the beginning of April, we haven't seen her in the group again. I didn't think about anything at first, so I couldn't help but be free. But I didn't see anyone for a few days, I didn't reply to private chats, and I was always offline, so I thought it was strange.
Looking at her circle of friends again, on the day of the 7th, she posted a good night in her circle of friends, and I thought, perhaps, she really made up her mind to leave this world. ”
Brother Song's brows furrowed slightly, and he asked strangely: "Just by saying goodnight, you can guess that she committed suicide?" On the basis? ”
"It's not just her, it's all in our group." She sighed and said, "Either you kill yourself, or you leave here far away and never come back, that's it."
You think it's weird, don't you? She has disappeared for so long, but we people have not paid attention to it, and nothing has happened, as if our feelings are particularly indifferent......
That's because, after finding out that she was not online, we agreed to keep it secret for her, just as if she had left and lived in a different place. ”
"It's a strange convention." Brother Song's brows still didn't loosen, and he asked, "Why did you make this agreement?" The point is, why not choose to call the police? Whether it's suicide, homicide, or disappearance, people are always lost, you didn't guess it, it's better to say, since you have already guessed, why did you choose to hide it? ”
"Like you just said," Lou Xiaoyi replied, "we have concerns, we are worried about her reputation. The person is gone, so it's better to let her go clean and comfortable, why bother to leave and make people criticize?
More importantly, this is also her request, or pleading, which is more practical. She had already told us that if one day, she was gone, please leave us alone and treat her as if she never appeared. ”
As she spoke, her eyes began to redden, and her eyes were watery.
Brother Song was silent for a moment, and pushed the tissue paper on the table towards her.
"Thank you." She pulled out the paper, wiped it, and said, "But you're right." Although her reputation is important, but, more importantly, she must not be allowed to suffer these grievances in vain, and the person who made the mistake must pay the corresponding price! ”
At this point, the muscles on her face were slightly distorted, and she looked a little hideous.
After half a minute, she gritted her teeth and asked, "Officer, have you ever heard of 'gui fu'?" ”
"What?" Qi Yuan was taken aback, stood up suddenly, and even knocked over the grapefruit tea.
Brother Song was a little strange and asked, "What's wrong?" What do you mean? ”
"Brother Song, haven't you heard of it?" Qi Yuan asked rhetorically, then took a deep breath and explained: "This term first came out of a game, and later it generally referred to some bastard things that pigs and dogs are not as good as. ”
Of course, no matter whether this is true or not, Nie Qinshan will not be a "gui fu" in the strict sense, because Nie Xuan is not his daughter at all.
"What?" Brother Song's eyes widened, and he was surprised: "Who are you......"
"Yes," Lou Xiaoyi clenched her fists and said in a low voice, "Xiao Xuan told us that as early as when she was in junior high school, she ......
Her mother also knew about this, and for this reason, her mother didn't want her to go to high school anymore and wanted to marry her off early...... Perhaps, if she is lucky, she marries a good family, and maybe, her tragedy can also end......"
"Nonsense!" Qi Yuan said excitedly: "You, you ......"
"I know what you're going to say." Lou Xiaoyi interrupted him, raised his head, looked directly into his gaze for the first time, and said in a deep voice: "Happiness or something, you should be in your own hands, not relying on fate, hoping to marry a good family and other illusory things."
At first, we thought the same thing and comforted her like this, but, to be honest, we didn't experience these things and didn't have the right to speak. Don't stand and talk without back pain! ”
"I ......" Qi Yuan opened his mouth, instinctively wanting to explain, but after thinking about it, he sighed lightly, shook his head and said, "I'm sorry, you're right, I'm not qualified to comment on anything." ”
Lou Xiaoyi's eyebrows furrowed, and he quickly looked away and looked at Brother Song.
Obviously, after deciding to speak openly, she was no longer weak-hearted, and her behavior was much more natural.
And this nature is mainly reflected in powerlessness and anger.
"We persuaded her a lot, like calling the police. But she wouldn't. This is actually very understandable, just like many girls who have been violated, they also choose to bear it silently and are unwilling to call the police.
Of course, in recent years, there have been fewer and fewer girls like this, at least if it were me, I would definitely have to call the police to get justice.
But I'm me, she's her, and it's too self-conscious.
She is actually a very face-saving, very strong, but very introverted girl, if it weren't for the fact that she drank and leaked her mouth, and then we dug up these things, I'm afraid this secret is still buried in her heart to this day. For so many years, she has been under tremendous pressure that no one knows......
Anyway, she would rather choose to suffer silently than seek justice for herself. We couldn't say it, we had to leave it to her - in fact, we thought about calling the police for her, but she said that would be tantamount to forcing her to death......
I don't agree with her, huh? But this is not something incomprehensible, some people, such as her, just regard fame as more important than their own lives and their bodies.
In fact, perhaps the most suitable choice for her is to leave the city, go far away, completely cut off relations with her parents, no longer correspond, and live her own life.
She was actually very moved by this suggestion, but in the end, she was reluctant. There are many things that we are reluctant to reluctant, and we, lifestyles, are all. The most important thing is her brother......
I heard her say that when she was most hesitant and helpless, that is, when her family didn't give her a book and wanted to marry her off, it was her younger brother who gave up everything and wanted to protect her, so ...... She could give up anything, but her brother couldn't.
That person, I've also seen, is a very good, responsible big boy, but...... Alas, it's too late to say anything. ”
Shaking her head, she put down the tissue, stared at Brother Song, and asked word by word: "Officer, you said that a girl has suffered such pressure and shame for a long time, and she can't let go of anything, and she has long had the idea of committing suicide......
What would you think of such a person, without news? ”