Chapter 50: That Summer (6)
"I know you already know it all, but I still have a word of congratulations from you."
Text messaging is simple, and the simple screen can make people feel distanced.
But don't they already have a distance? When she chose to wait, when he chose to hide, the distance passed with time, and someday in the future, pulled the two people apart, and now they had reached this time.
Although Xiao Ran saw it, he still didn't give him a back. Put the phone back in, find a hair dryer to dry your hair, and get it done for a while so you can go to sleep.
She doesn't want a blessing, she doesn't lack his share. She wondered why he was hiding it from him, even if he told him that he had a hard time, but only blessings.
The next day, Lu Jingchen came directly to Xiao Ran and blocked her door.
Early in the morning, Xiao Ran saw Lu Jingchen's car parked outside, but he didn't plan to see him, so he went to have breakfast slowly.
Xiao Ran finished eating breakfast and found that he hadn't left yet, so he was briefly surprised. Then she went back to her room and continued to draw her design.
Halfway, Xiao Ran opened his mobile phone intentionally or unintentionally and looked at the time many times. The design draft in front of me is also the same as before, and my eyes are always unconsciously looking at the window.
Looking at the design draft but only feeling irritable, Xiao Ran felt that he was in an unusually irritable mood, and it was not pleasing to the eye when he looked at his design draft, and finally Xiao Ran simply began to concentrate in a daze.
Xiao Ran still ran down, facing Lu Jingchen and couldn't help but ask, "What do you want to do?" ”
"I regret it, I don't want to let you go."
Lu Jingchen may have been unable to speak for a long time, and his voice was still a little hoarse, because he looked haggard on his face after staying up late.
"I don't think we have much to talk about."
Lu Jingchen didn't continue to reply to her words, he was silent, and Xiao Ran stood quietly opposite him, as if patiently waiting for his answer.
I don't know how long it took before Lu Jingchen spoke again: "You...... Can you not go, in case it's not worth it. ”
His voice was very low, as if he was afraid of disturbing others, but Xiao Ran still heard it, and that sentence, too, was still not what she wanted to hear.
Xiao Ran had to admit that if this sentence had been put in the past, she would have been happy for a long time, but at this moment, it couldn't stir up half a ripple in her heart.
"It seems like it's worth it now." Xiao Ran could only use both hands to tightly grasp the hem of his skirt and force himself to be ruthless.
Xiao Ran didn't understand a little, if he could say that, why not give an explanation! She didn't believe it, he didn't know what he wanted.
"Have you never thought of staying with me!"
"......" Xiao Ran still didn't understand what his last sentence meant? His next sentence had already been put down.
"Let's break up."
“…… Good. Xiao Ran didn't expect that in the end, the person who really hesitated became himself.
As soon as Lu Jingchen finished speaking, he ran away and walked towards his car, and even because he was too eager, his steps were a little unsteady.
Looking at the car Lu Jingchen left, he was getting farther and farther away from him little by little, as if he was leaving his world little by little. Xiao Ran suddenly discovered that after so many years...... It was as if it was the first time I had watched him leave. Only, this time...... And for the last time.
Later, Xiao Ran left this place and went to the place she had been thinking about for many years, but I don't know why, when she really set off, she was not as happy as she imagined.