The process of meticulous carving with words is supported by me, and while echoing the so-called life, I straighten my mind and self-recovery.

1.

On New Year's Eve, January 1, 2019, the only person in our dormitory who had a boyfriend fell out of love today, it was cold, and it was my turn to have a late-night snack. I pushed the business cards of the four most handsome people in my QQ to her.

I wish you a speedy return and a new beginning.

Bingxin said, don't look for it, just wait.

Retreat and practice, don't make an appointment, don't look for it.

I'm sure you don't want to be just ten years younger.

2.

Recently, I also found out that there was a senior sister in the school who showed her boyfriend the soup she cooked, showed her boyfriend gave her lipstick, and was excited because of all the little surprises that his boyfriend prepared for her. ”

Most people at this stage are abusive, and I hate myself for knowing so much truth.

A lot of times between boyfriends and girlfriends though it's just a Pla for each other

B, but it still does not affect that they will swear to each other at the wedding in the future that they are their only ones in this life.

We've all jumped into the ocean just to feel some warmth.

3.

Girls who haven't had a good time are not enough to manage the rest of their lives, so it is recommended to be crazy to experience the life of temptation.

Jumping K song clubbing, and then ask a few friends to shake champagne, the lights are red, the wine is green, and the face does not change.

A filthy body, a joy in suffering.

4.

On December 27, 2019, I couldn't help but want to cry after measuring 100 meters, and I cried after measuring 800 meters. Then the whole person collapsed on the lawn and brewed her tears, and a female classmate came to tell me that it was easy to die suddenly, so frightened that I immediately got up and sat up straight. Qingshan does not change the green water for a long time, and you can't put your life into it so easily. I was moved by myself, but I suddenly remembered a sentence: "Only those who don't want enough move themselves"

5.

2019-01-02, gradually accept that there are some things that you work hard for, but you can only reach a passing level.

Self-confidence is about constantly killing the things that you thought were difficult at the time, before you accept that you are mediocre.

You don't get confident just because you step on an ant one day.

6.

Faced with the awe and novelty of the unfamiliar environment of university, you may briefly be happy to get closer to someone or a group.

You complain late at night, you murmur on weekdays, you often sing in a low voice, and you cut candles and talk all day long.

The end result is often that you find out that you are not all the way to it.

7.

Try not to let your ex see you again in the future, and will be glad that he didn't want you for his decision back then.

8.

I like the word donation.

Buddhist terminology refers to the fact that hard work will not be abandoned in vain, and there will be a result, commonly known as cause and effect.

From this point of view, college students should learn to prolong the evaluation time of everything.

9.

Due to the different growth circumstances, life backgrounds, and educational edifications of the past ten years, students will form different living habits and ideological concepts due to self-evident teaching.

10.

On January 3, 2019, I took the English test today, and it was not until the last moment that I saw that there was a 15-point writing question in front of the listening test.

Whether it is excellent or passing, I will review it myself.

The major you choose is a good study even if you are bald.

11.

Read more extracurricular books when you lose them, read more extracurricular books when you don't have money, and read more extracurricular books when you are abandoned.

I've been doing this for the past few years.

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12.

When your idol is not popular, he has the time and experience to engage in creation and travel around. One day TA is popular, and every day is so busy that he is dying, at that time, TA may not necessarily use his perception to be original, maybe there will be people scrambling to create for TA at that time.

13.

You face a lot of people, you just need to say to them "I like money", you and most people in the world are far from reaching the point of talking about feelings and ideals.

There are not too many people who are inexplicably entangled.

14.

On November 15, 2019, I received a message to go to SF Express to receive the express, and when I saw that the outer packaging was printed with "Barbie Porang", I thought to myself that according to the market price of Barbie Porang, such a large box should be able to hold thousands of dollars. However, it is just a big-name hooliganism, and there is only a 4G fairy highlight in it, with a price of 290 yuan.

Compared to the CHANEL Camellia Essence Cream Gift Box, which arrived at the same time and at a higher price (2.5 times +), it feels like Barbie Pollant is really a bit 'out of place'.

15.

Ten years from now, many people will find that they have not lived up to their ideal expectations.

16.

People who are still wavering until now simply don't know what they want.

17.

On October 23, 2019, the management teacher came to me after class and asked me if I was not sleeping well. From sleep quality to college students' career planning, and then to study subjects. Along the way, I talked about my poor sports and my love for Fudan, and I realized that he was the vice principal. After chatting, they went to the cafeteria together and had a meal with a certain department head. Later, he pushed me to the WeChat of four people. Among them, there are those who have been to Berkeley and are now living there, those who have been sent to Peking University, and those who have been sent to China University of Political Science and Law.

I said weakly, "I'll try." ”

Later, near the end of the term, he said in the class that anyone who was not good at sports could tell him, which was also a special consideration. I wrote a short article and sent it to him to explain my achievements in the physical test when I first started, how to improve it, and what I can achieve so far.

Then I pushed my business card and added the physical education teacher, and after a few minutes of voice chat with the physical education teacher, I began to change my running method.

Only occasionally do I remember the picture of high school students mocking me in the office and classroom in public because of the teacher's misunderstanding of me and his personal cultivation problems. Since then, I have been reluctant to take the initiative to contact teachers too much, and I have punished myself for other people's mistakes for so many years because of a teacher's words and demeanor. At the time, I didn't understand that it was: can education be high?

18.

At half past two in the morning, for the first time since going to college, I "climbed over the wall" and opened the door downstairs of the women's dormitory.

The reason was that I suddenly felt the need to release my emotions after applying the mask, before the intense exam.

So I put on my slippers and listened to the song and ran for a long time in the empty playground. When I returned, the women's dormitory was closed.

19.

On January 5, 2019, a boy was seen playing with barbecue near the basketball court. It feels so poetic, so I took it and sent it to a book friend, who said it was down-to-earth.

20.

On January 5, 2019, I said that I was going to change my winter vacation to 3w. A book friend asked me why I didn't stand taller?

Flag didn't dare to stand too high, fearing the impermanence of the sky.

21.

Life is like stocks.

22.

In order to have free time, I got rid of the habit of taking a nap.

23.

Although I am not highly educated, I will not look down on people with lower education than me. Because I don't know what they've been through, and if I were them, I wouldn't have been able to do better than them.

24.

I used to like to drill into circles with high thresholds, but as I grew older, I saw more of the despicability of the so-called rich people, so I became much "lazy".

25.

At 01:32 on January 5, 2019, I went to the playground alone to run to release my emotions, and the sky was full of stars after a long absence.

I remember the last time I saw the stars was on the National Day of the first year of high school, and only 2 of the 20 classes returned to school 3 days early, and they lined up neatly in the playground at 5:40 in the morning.

The head teacher said that the sky is full of stars, only for us.

26.

Today, when reviewing ideological and moral cultivation and legal foundations, there is a multiple-choice question: "What is the basic way to realize the value of life?" ”

I chose A. Based on my interests and achieving my career.

But the answer is B. based on the profession and achieve the career.

Cultivating hobbies and hobbies as one of the core competencies should become something that many people dream of.

27.

Growing up is the people and things you once thought were awesome, and now you find that it's nothing more than that.

28.

Today in the canteen, I remembered a question I once encountered: "Is it a shame to only serve one dish in the canteen?" ”

My answer was: "No shame, but I won't just make one dish because I don't have enough to eat......"

29.

Don't attack authors you've experienced, they've grown up with you.

30.

The moment you refuse, you have to be prepared to lose something like that. A lot of things have changed a long time ago, and those who used to say they liked you may now be just a fart in their eyes. It is impossible for any relationship to stand still, and looking back, people are walking away from each other.

It's like the people I tried to keep again and again, and when they turned back, they thought I would pounce on them with ecstaty. But I didn't expect to take out so many chips, and I just responded lightly: "I'll think about it", and there was no follow-up.

Where in this world are there so many joys to regain?

31.

I once talked to an older friend about my ex-boyfriend, and the senior said, "There is a mountain in my hometown, I used to pass by it when I was a child, and then I went back to my hometown to see the mountain, and I found that it was just a small mound." ”

32.

are all adults, and if you just say or don't do it, you are insincere.

33.

You have to learn to watch such a state: the corner of the WeChat desktop icon 'New Message Notification', your only one is subscribed to the official account.

34.

If one day you are scolded, your friend tells you that you don't have to pay attention to this person. This may not be your friend's heartfelt words, he may be watching from the sidelines.

35.

I try to write every sentence as carefully as possible, and maybe someone will carefully feel the joys and sorrows similar to me in the dead of night.