Chapter Forty-Six: Removing Wushan is not a cloud

The clouds are waiting to fly, and the creases of the cloth hat cover the top of the mountain.

It is not difficult to choose between gold cups and silver cups, except that Wushan is not a cloud.

Carrying the eight-treasure porridge of 2 yuan, Qiu Se walked back to the O2 Hotel along the way. She didn't notice when she checked in, the front desk, which was new and sophisticated, now looks old. Qiu Se buried his head in the elevator. Back in the room, she put the porridge on the windowsill. The weather was gloomy and cold, and when I walked all the way back, the porridge was almost cold, and the lid of the packaging box was covered with dense water droplets. Qiu Se opened the lid, the water beads wet his fingertips, if you wipe it off with a paper towel, it makes people feel that it is a big fuss, and if you don't wipe it, you can't shake it off.

At this time, it began to rain outside the window, and the rain was thin and hit the window urgently, and soon the glass window was mottled by rain, and the rain flowed down the glass window, like a tear stain that had sparked the makeup on the face. Qiu Se scooped up a mouthful of porridge with a disposable plastic spoon and brought it to his lips, which seemed to be a little cooler than his lips. Thinking about the smell of porridge on the side street just now, I had mixed feelings in my heart, and when I bought the porridge back and brought it to my mouth, it seemed that it was not the same taste again. After a few bites, Qiu Se put down the plastic spoon in his hand.

She stood up, looked around the room, then walked into the bathroom, looked at herself in the mirror, and tried to find the shadow of Qiu Se from three years ago on that face in the mirror. However, she only saw herself now, and her mind was in chaos.

She walked out of the bathroom and sat boredly at the head of the bed, looking at everything in the room, familiar and strange.

After a fierce "fight", she sat on the bed wrapped in a quilt and said to Jing Xuan: "I'm hungry." ”

Jing Xuan quickly boiled water, tore open the packaging of the bucket noodles, soaked two bowls of noodles, and the two of them sat on the edge of the bed to eat.

Jing Xuan said: "Instant noodles, when you eat it, you must make a sound, eat it quickly, so that you can eat all the flavor in your mouth." ”

Jing Xuan said: "This is the first time that Young Master Ben has made noodles for others. ”

Qiu Se shook his head, it was just an "affair", why bother to keep those details in mind.

This secret love affair came out of Yuan Ningqiu, and Qiu Se had no one to talk to.

She picked up the remote control on the bedside table, turned on the TV, and turned the station blindly. What appeared in front of me was the scenes of memories, far, near, Jingxuan, Mengzhu, Junhan, Xiaoxiang, Qi Pan, and Yuan Ningqiu, and the present and the past were intertwined and messy.

I don't know how long it took, Qiu Se felt so cold, it turned out that at some point, she fell asleep leaning on the head of the bed. At the end of October in the north, the indoor heating has not yet begun, and it is very cold at night. The street lamp shone through the window on Qiu Se's bed, Qiu Se rubbed his eyes, and the rain outside had stopped. She turned on the air conditioner first, and then came to the window, outside was the familiar Fenghai Avenue, the street lights were warm yellow, the rain on the road was not dry, the road was empty, and it was very quiet, Qiu Se glanced at his phone, it was already more than 11 o'clock at night. There was a missed call from Xiao Ge on the phone, the phone was silent, and Qiu Se didn't hear it. opened WeChat, and there was a message from Xiao Ge: "Qiu Se, where have you been?" I'm coming to your house, you're not there. You won't answer your call. "That was five hours ago. Qiu Se was upset and didn't want to reply, but thinking that Xiao Ge would be worried, she still sent Xiao Ge a message back: "I'm back at school, I'm sorry for worrying you." Almost at the same time as sending the message, Xiao Ge sent another message: "It's okay, change the environment, change the mood." In fact, Xiao Ge also typed a sentence at that time, but he deleted it - "Ning Qiu is gone, don't be sad, there is still me." But no matter what, he felt that this sentence was so pale, so he deleted it before sending the message. In place of that sentence was another sentence: "I've never heard you mention that there are any other classmates in your school that you can contact, and if so, would it be better to be with them?" Qiu Se was sad for a while: "Don't worry, Xiao Ge, I'll be fine." I'll be back in a few days. Xiao Ge sent a "hug" expression, and Qiu Se smiled in return and did not reply.

She retreated to the edge of the bed and sat down, quietly looking out the window, and a sentence suddenly rose in her heart - "Except for Wushan, it is not a cloud".

After a good night's sleep, it's hard to sleep again at night. Qiu Se's mobile phone is connected to the charger, people are leaning on the head of the bed, boredly looking through the circle of friends, and the TV is playing lively variety shows by himself.

Qiu Se never turned on Yuan Ningqiu's computer, she knew that there was Yuan Ningqiu's unfinished novel inside, but she didn't dare to look at it, she thought, there might be a shadow of Yuan Ningqiu in it.

Fingers slid on the phone, and the circle of friends was quite lively. Suddenly, a photograph came into view—a street view from a window, with dim street lights, water on the road not dry, and the night in the distance. Accompanying text - "I like autumn, not because of its bleak ......", the time was 1 hour ago. The avatar Qiu Se was all too familiar, but he hadn't spoken. At the moment, they are in the same city, looking at the same streetscape.

Qiu Se's fingers stopped on the picture, she couldn't move for a long time, her eyes read that sentence over and over again, and she had to be sensitive - "I like autumn, not because of its gloom...... In this sentence, there is her name......

Since the emergence of WeChat, a social software, these two people have become people lying in each other's circle of friends, never chatting or interacting. That's all, quietly be an outsider. There has never been a moment, like this, Qiu Se desperately wants to write something under this circle of friends. The darkness of the night makes people want to unarm, but the silence of the night makes reason and desire constantly contend.

Qiu Se withdrew from the circle of friends and clicked on Deng Junhan's avatar.

"Old Deng, are you sleeping?"

"No, what's wrong?" It's almost a second back.

"Where do you guess I am?"

"Huh? This...... It's a bit hard to guess. ”

"I'm in Fuzhou."

"Huh? Are you with Jing Xuan? ”

"......" Qiu Se was helpless, and felt that his idea was understandable, in this city, who else was worth her thousands of miles away?

"No, I'm in the hotel by myself, I didn't look for him."

"What's wrong with you? Why did you suddenly return to Fuzhou? At this time, Deng Junhan had already withdrawn from the movie, half-leaning on the head of the bed and waiting for Qiu Se's reply.

"A good friend of mine died, quite suddenly." Qiu Se wanted to use the word "healing", but what kind of injury was that?

"The girl who painted you before?" Deng Junhan was also shocked.

"Well, I got sick and had another car accident, and I didn't keep it." When he said this, Qiu Se's heart was calm, but the tears still couldn't stop flowing out.

"I just took over a project here, or I will go back to Fuzhou tomorrow to accompany you for two days." After work, there is more involuntary self-reliance, less chic and comfortable.

"No need! I'll only stay for two days, and tomorrow I'll go out on the streets, and I'll be ready to go back. When I'm sad, I feel like it's the safest place. ”

"Qiu Se, did you really let go of Jing Xuan?"

"Except for Wushan, it is not a cloud. What does it matter? ”

“……”

"You see, being too honest can cause trouble."

"Nonsense, what's bothering me. I just feel sorry for you. How many years, let yourself go! ”

"Well, don't worry, I won't look for him."

"That's not what I meant. Didn't you say you were going to get married? ”

"Well, now, I'm reconsidering this." When this sentence came out, Qiu Se himself was shocked. She never thought that this sentence would come out so naturally. And not long ago, she also sent a message to Xiao Ge, telling him to rest assured that she would go back soon. Perhaps, in her subconscious, she has already made a decision, right? Perhaps, when Shogg first proposed to her, she had already made up her mind, right?