Chapter 37: Girlfriends

Brocade fan color silk embroidered begonia, paper kite five-color depiction of spring.

The swing inside the wall swings the beauty, and the grass outside the wall hides the blue waves.

Bosom friends also need to listen to the piano flute, and the mountains only flow around the water.

Cool and breezy, singing and singing.

Qiu Se and Yuan Ningqiu were lying on the bed, they turned off the lights early, and there were cars passing by on the road outside, and the lights left moving spots of light on the bedroom wall through the curtains, accompanied by a faint whistling sound. Yuan Ningqiu, like Qiu Se, enjoyed the silence of the night.

"Ning Qiu, do you have anyone you can't forget?"

"I ...... Maybe there is! Yuan Ningqiu gently stroked her eyelashes with her fingers, "I maybe, more precocious." The first time I liked a boy was when I was in the sixth grade of elementary school. ”

"Sixth grade?" Qiu Se turned his head in the dark, "Actually, it's fine! ”

"Well, that boy just transferred to our class in sixth grade. At that time, I thought he was handsome. Do you know that look? Thick eyebrows, big eyes, and eyes that are a little sunken. ”

"Why do you describe that Nigmaiti comes to my mind?"

Yuan Ningqiu couldn't help but stretch out his hand to hit Qiu Se: "It's not that type!" ”

Qiu Se giggled and dodged.

"People are very cold, okay?" Yuan Ningqiu continued, with the shyness of a rare little girl in her tone.

"Mm-hmm, I'm not talking nonsense." Qiu Se couldn't help laughing.

"He's a good footballer."

When it comes to football, Qiu Se will unconsciously think of Jing Xuan, Jing Xuan is also very good at playing football, on the green field, he runs like the wind. Qiu Se lay quietly, listening to Yuan Ningqiu talk about the boy she couldn't forget.

"He would win every game, and at that time, in my heart, he was the god of war."

Although it was an ignorant memory when she was twelve or thirteen years old, Yuan Ningqiu's tone was intoxicated, and Qiu Se knew that she really liked that boy.

"Later, I found out that we were both on the same road after school. Gradually, we began to go home together, from autumn to winter, and from winter to summer. Later, some girls in the class also liked him, but he ignored him, just did homework with me, and went home together, those girls were probably jealous, right? They made up rumors that I liked him and that I was pursuing him. I know I'm angry later. He probably came out of it for me, and said to the girls, "I'm his sister." I didn't know what was wrong, but I got even angrier and said in front of the girls, 'Who's your sister?' Don't be sentimental. 'Haha, how stupid am I! Yuan Ningqiu smiled, as if she was talking about someone else's troubles.

"And then he didn't go home with you anymore?" Qiu Se had a shallow smile on his face, and that smile was understanding.

"yes, if someone else talks to me like that, I'm sure I'll ignore him!" Yuan Ningqiu was a little lost.

"What do you like about him? Just because people are handsome and can play football? ”

"I don't know, but I know that when I see him, my heart will beat faster, and I will jump out, and when I am in class, I will unconsciously look at him......" Yuan Ningqiu quickly covered her mouth, "I really want to suddenly understand why I can't study well." ”

"Hahahaha......" The two of them laughed.

"In addition, his parents are also divorced......," Yuan Ningqiu continued, her tone very flat.

Qiu Se couldn't listen to her blandness the most, in Qiu Se's opinion, this blandness was full of injuries.

"Do you feel like Freemasonry?" Qiu Se asked cautiously.

"Not exactly. I can't tell. Yuan Ningqiu suddenly turned his face and asked Qiu Se: "Just talking about me, you haven't said it yet, why do you like Jing Xuan?" ”

The topic turned a little quickly, and Qiu Se was stunned for a moment. She stared at the ceiling, thought seriously for a moment, and said, "I don't know either." ”

"And now? Do you still like him? Is it? "It's a soul question.

This time, Qiu Se didn't think about it for so long, and almost blurted out: "Hmm." ”

"What about Schorg? Do you like Schog? ”

"My mom likes him very much, my dad is quite satisfied, and my grandma is quite satisfied."

“……”

“……”

Both men were silent.

"Qiu Se, have you really thought about marrying Xiao Ge?"

"I don't know."

"What did you say?!" Yuan Ningqiu almost bounced up from the bed, "You're not kidding, are you?" You haven't thought about it! I didn't think about what wedding dress you would try on with others! ”

"I ......"

Qiu Se didn't know what to say.

"Qiu Se! You are now faced with the choice of marriage. It's a big deal! I'll ask you to think about it! ”

Qiu Se also sat up from the bed, and she saw Yuan Ningqiu's eyes shining in the dark, like stars.

"What are you doing watching me stupidly? Did you hear me talking to you? Yuan Ningqiu was a little angry.

"Listen to me." Qiu Se said slowly, "I really thought I had thought about it before, and you can see it, Xiao Ge people are very mature, generous, stable in work, and very good to me." Mainly, my family is very happy with him. I really think he's a great fit to marry. ”

"Do you know? What you just said is more like doing business, calculating costs, expenses, and revenues. ”

"But isn't marriage the same as doing business? It's just that this business has to be done for a lifetime, and you can't change projects in the middle. ”

"You're right. But ...... you are doing this business," Yuan Ningqiu's mouth was dry, and he swallowed his saliva and continued, "Isn't it a little more risky?" ”

"Risk?" Qiu Se didn't understand.

"You have no emotional foundation, what do you use to hedge your value?"

"Keeping ......," Qiu Se muttered to himself......

"Qiu Se, I haven't been in love, and I probably don't have any capital to preach in front of you. However, I saw with my own eyes that my parents didn't appreciate each other, looked down on each other, quarreled over a little thing, and finally broke up the family......" Yuan Ningqiu finished speaking, and stopped speaking, looking at the curtains, as if he could see the street scene outside.

Qiu Se came to Yuan Ningqiu's side and first took her hand.

Yuan Ningqiu's fingertips were very cold, and there was sweat in the palms of his hands.

Qiu Se didn't know what to say, but reached out and hugged Yuan Ningqiu again.

After a long time, Yuan Ningqiu let out a long sigh......

"Qiu Se, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to point you in life......"

"I know." Qiu Se gently patted Yuan Ningqiu's back, as if comforting an injured child.

Yuan Ningqiu sat up straight, and there seemed to be a twinkling starlight in her eyes: "Qiu Se, as soon as I think that after you get married, you may also have an argument with Xiao Ge over a trivial matter, and your children are huddled in the corner and shivering, I am afraid of ......"

"I understand, Ning Qiu, mine really understands."

"Qiu Se, I want you to be happy. I can see that, in fact, you don't have so many feelings for Shoge, at best it is respect, and at most it is dependence. When people are together for a long time, they will become dependent. How much do you love him? Yuan Ningqiu coughed as she spoke.

This cough was a bit sudden, and Qiu Se was startled: "Why did you cough suddenly?" ”

Qiu Se patted Yuan Ningqiu on the back as he spoke.

"It's fine." Yuan Ningqiu pressed Qiu Se's hand, "You really have to think clearly." I know what you think. You don't want to indulge in love anymore, do you? So when you meet a suitable candidate like Shoge, you want to digest yourself, don't you? ”

Qiu Se was dumbfounded by Yuan Ningqiu's question-every word she said was heart-piercing, and every sentence was true.

"However, there can be no love in marriage, there is no tolerance without love, and a marriage without tolerance must be short-lived!" Yuan Ningqiu was a little out of breath.

Qiu Se thought that she was angry with herself, so she quickly nodded and said, "I know, I know, auntie, don't be angry." As he spoke, he rubbed Yuan Ningqiu's back again.

"I'm not angry, I'm anxious for you." Yuan Ningqiu softened her tone, "I design a wedding dress, I hope that every couple of lovers can eventually become a family, I hope they can 'hold the hand of the son and grow old with the son', I really hope that every couple who chooses to marry can be responsible for each other!" Qiu Se, Xiao Ge is not Gu Qiyao, and you are not the naïve Qiu Se. What you are choosing now is marriage, not love. ”

"......" Qiu Se really understood Yuan Ningqiu's words, her hand stopped and hung down silently......