The winter in the north is magnificent and heavy in the holiness of thousands of miles of ice and snow.

Northern winter, although there is no fragrance of southern spring, there is a rich broth on the table; There are chimneys that protrude out of the walls; There are people at the table; There is a warm kang; There are mountains... It's going to be intoxicating. The taste is no worse than that of spring.

In the room, Na Lanhua sat at the table and looked at Shuliang, and she found that the man in front of her was also like the winter in the north, and he couldn't look at him directly. Especially his eyes, when they are quiet, they seem to be able to see through everything, which makes her feel a sense of absurdity of running naked in the snow, and when she smiles, there is a kind of ambivalence that makes her lose her way...

She couldn't tell what kind of complex feelings it was, and she found with a woman's terrible instinct that every word he said to her was deep, like his eyes, and it would take a long time to understand. As his depictions guided, she was more willing to believe, to touch the unknown, and she wanted to see what kind of novelty was there. This is something she has never seen in her life, she has never heard of.

Just like Christopher. Christopher Columbus said that the sea brings new hope to everyone, just as sleep brings dreams. Nalanhua, I didn't think so at the time.

She was like a little girl who had never been in the world, pestering him and revealing it reservedly. First love, maybe that's it... Sink deep and don't know it.

"'On the ocean of life, the most painful thing is to sail alone, but the most tragic thing is to turn back.'" Are you sure you're really going to do it? Shu Liang looked into Nalanhua's eyes and asked.

"What's so scary... There is no hope in my life, so I don't care about disappointment, sadly, I have never found out in my dreams that I have been different, I have fantasized about changing, what I have changed... That's sad! Nalanhua was depressed, but she didn't know how to convince him to take her out of here, she raised her face and looked at Shuliang: "You also told me that you can't be a kite flyer, and you can't break free from the rope of fate, so it's good to be at the mercy of it once, how bad can it be... Besides, I don't think there are two things I can't do in this world! ”

Shu Liang looked at Nalan Hua and curled the corners of his mouth, and smiled: "Which two?" ”

Nalan Huakou finally found a place for his unobstructed character, the corner of embarrassment. She squirmed and refused to speak, and at the insistence of Shuliang's eyes, she blushed and bowed her head, and whispered, "Just... This won't either... That's not going to happen. ”

The book was cool, his face was skimmed, and he smiled with difficulty. He found that this girl was more optimistic than he imagined, maybe not a bad thing, the water was exhausted and the cold pool was clear, the smoke was condensed and the mountains were purple, no one would guarantee that she would be able to live in the established and preferred way, wouldn't it.

"Shuliang, can I ask you a question?" Nalan plucked up courage.

"When have you ever been so squirming?" Shuliang looked at the heavy snow waving outside the window and said in a daze.

"Do you love him?" Nalan had the courage to use the light and looked down at her toes.

"Love?" Shu Liang repeated, his eyes wandering: "Do you know that I've been dragging him down..."

"Huh?" Nalan Hua was moved, she really couldn't imagine Shu Liang saying such amazing words: "You... It's made me look up..."

"You still don't understand..."Shu Liang interrupted her and turned his face to look at her: "When you meet such a person, you will understand..."

"Am I honored to do so?" Nalanhua whispered: "I have this honor... Can you have this. ”

"Yes, do you know what the most attractive thing about time is?" Shuliang asked her.

"What's so appealing about it? I didn't notice it at all. Nalanhua rubbed her fingers.

"It's the most beautiful thing to be alive, because to meet him... Because time is unknown, so does it! Shu Liang said again: "Da Hua, raise your face and look at me..."

"Oh..."Shu Liang looked at her raised beautiful face and chuckled: "Live up to the time!" Live up to it! ”

"What... Meaning? Nalanhua didn't understand.

"The preciousness of a person lies in affection; The weight of love lies in people. Shu Liang licked his dry lips: "So, can you understand?" ”

"I don't understand... I only know, love or not, love and be loved..."Nalanhua is ignorant.

"With the change of subconscious needs, people's thinking will produce a new examination mechanism, reform the old traditional thinking mode, and form a new cognition. The last thing we see is what it makes us see, what we think, what it makes us think..."Shu Liang kneaded the bracelet on his left wrist and continued: "Emotions can make people lose themselves and fall into a deliberately rendered world. What emotions shape what kind of world, as the stories lurk there..."

Nalan was infatuated, she couldn't figure out how a person who was only a few years older than herself could understand so many truths, and how could they say the truth so emotionally. Everything he says is 'alive' and carries with it its own character. It's unthinkable, it's what confuses her.

"How do you know so much? You're less than 5 years older than me, and—" Shuliang said the second half of the sentence for her, "Moreover, you haven't entered school yet!" ”

"I didn't say that... You know I didn't mean that, my expression wasn't as good as it should. "Nalan Flower Loot organizes the sentence." No, I think it's good, that's right, find the problem, face the problem, examine the problem and solve the problem..."Shu Liang saw that she didn't understand well, pointed to his head and explained: "Make up for the shortcomings, strengthen yourself..."

"Is it really wise to read? How many books have you read? Nalanhua was tempted, and a vague idea gradually formed: "What can I do to appear less so..."

"First of all, what you do is not for others to see, this is very certain, you can't throw away your original self in order to cater to others, and the last person who is left is definitely not what you originally liked..." Agreed? ”

"Agreed! Got it! Nalanhua nodded. Shu Liang continued with satisfaction: "Come back again, what do you want?" ”

"Hmm... I want the life I like, to be what I like..."Nalanhua looked up at Shuliang's eyes, and then looked away.

"No, that's not what you want..."Shu Liang looked at the nervous Nalanhua: "You have to be very clear about your needs in order to communicate with it head-on!" ”

"I... I want to be untethered and at ease... Freedom of mind! True freedom! Nalan Hua met Shuliang's gaze and nodded firmly.

Shu Liang smiled, stretched out his hand, and gestured to Nalanhua.

Nalan Hua hesitated, Mu Ne stretched out his hand, and the two of them touched their palms and chuckled.

"Hey, don't you reward a meal?" Shu Liang looked at the darkening sky and smiled.

"Ahh Okay, okay..."Nalan Hua realized it later, got up, and she found that there was really nothing to entertain: "I'm sorry to let you eat 'seafood' for so long, I..."

"You did it..."Shu Liang pointed at her, "anything!" ”

Nalanhua turned around, and a teardrop fell, smashing on her toes, and the tears wrapped her in the past... In farewell.

"Tears, boiling acacia, crippled bodies, tormenting bitterness, can't restrain freedom... Big flowers! Shu Liang looked at her back and was happy for her in his heart.

Like a species that has lived on Earth for more than 100 years and has become an elf, he guides Nalan to her own path, although she is not sure where the intersection is for her. However, the direction is clear.

That night, they said it was late, that they were so tired that they fell asleep. Nalanhua got up, covered him with the quilt, walked lightly into the yard, and sobbed around the corner. Shuliang turned over, stared at the window and fell into deep thought...

"Is he okay, what are he doing, is there any injury, what is he eating..."

"Actually... I have low self-esteem, big flower, every time I see him, I feel that my courage is gradually being consumed... Love? Am I qualified, you really stopped me..."

"I envy your big flowers..."

Late at night, grinding. It is precisely this lovesick person who grinds.

In the dark, loneliness will also come to smell the smell and embrace the acacia...