Chapter 323: And Yourself

In Xia Mu's eyes, although Yan Mingxun can be called a friend, he has never been a friend of wine and meat in his heart, but in fact, they are not friends of wine and meat, Xia Mu is natural and understandable to ask Yan Mingxun to drink, what is Yan Mingxun going to do when he suddenly discusses what esoteric issues in such a serious way?

Xia Mu was puzzled, and at this time Yan Mingxun said clearly:

"Xia Mu, let's be honest, I used to want to pull you to have fun and turn you into a dead friend at my wine table, how good it would be for the two of them to go out and drink flower wine together. But then I found out that you are not this kind of material at all, and even some of you can't do anything to harm you. ”

said it as if he was very serious, at this time Yan Mingxun became serious, and Xia Mu just wanted to fall for a while and not care about the world of flies and dogs.

"After all these years of understanding, I also admire you very much, we are friends in the drinking field on the scene, but I still treat you as a buddy in my heart, so I am still a little sick to my stomach in a scene like last night, how did you become like this?"

Xia Mu could only smile bitterly, what else could he do, even Yan Mingxun felt that he was unbearable, did he want to dislike it?

Said coldly: "Isn't that great?" I can spend a good time with you now. ”

"Don't, I don't need to, you'd better be your gentleman, if you become like that, I'm afraid I won't find any hope and faith in this circle."

"Faith?"

Xia Mu was a little surprised, was he so great that he became Yan Mingxun's faith?

Yes, Yan Mingxun has always regarded Xia Mu as a clear stream, wandering around this circle, seeing that everyone is a vicious dog and demon, it is a good thing to have such a person to remind you not to fall into the abyss at any time.

Although Yan Mingxun has been mixed in the circle of those playboys since he was a child, he is still a little self-motivated, if it weren't for the existence of people like Xia Mu, he might have fallen, how can he have his current achievements, the reason why he doesn't want to be a "rich second generation" who eats and waits for death is that there are people like Xia Mu who become his friends.

Although I don't believe in what is close to Zhu and what is close to ink, I don't expect that there will be any mentors and friends around me, but when I meet it, I will also have the feeling of wanting to cherish it, Xia Mu is such a person, that is a benchmark that will always remind himself that there is still hope in the world.

"Anyway, it's just to see you so awkward, you can drink if you want, but don't let me see you like that, I can't stand it."

"Isn't it Boss Yan, is this your line?"

"You don't care whose lines you say, anyway, you won't call me for this kind of thing in the future."

"What? Want to break up? ”

"Whatever you think, it's up to you to break off friendship, but it's not up to you to decide here, so we each keep our moods, and don't look for me to fall in the future."

It was the first time for Yan Mingxun to say such things to Xia Mu so seriously and so seriously, he saw that Xia Mu was about to finish, so he wanted to use this to motivate him, and besides, he didn't want to be Xia Mu's "executioner" who finally fell.

"Isn't it? Are you supposed to say that? ”

"I know that you Xia Mu and everyone see me as a person of bad character, but I don't care, I only care about what the people around me are, so it doesn't matter what kind of person I am, it's just about how you should be in my heart."

said it very profoundly, Xia Mu didn't understand it, and didn't want to understand it, so he said coldly: "You misunderstood, I didn't treat you as the kind of person you call you." ”

"Okay, don't talk about this, anyway, if you want to fall in the future, don't look for me."

"Seriously?"

"Seriously...... I also advise you that when something big happens, something big happens, and we should face it, not run away from it. ”

"Huh...... When did you become so positive? ”

"I've always been like this, but you just didn't notice it."

"You really won't drink with me anymore?"

"Don't drink it! And I'm busy chasing juucy these days, and I don't have time to accompany you to fall. ”

It turned out that the point was here, Xia Mu laughed wildly, and was almost teased by this sentence.

"Haha, that's what happened."

"Don't get me wrong, on the one hand, the main reason for this hand is that I don't want to see you fall."

"Okay, that's so nice, let's chase your beloved, I wish you success."

The tone sounded a little complaining, but the last sentence was Xia Mu's heartfelt blessing, from the moment he knew that Yan Mingxun liked Juucy, he wanted the two of them to be together, not only did he think they were suitable, but more importantly, now, he really understood Yan Mingxun, who looked like a playboy on the outside, but in fact, he paid more attention to feelings than Xia Mu in his heart......

"Really? You can't curse me, right? ”

"No, I really hope you can get true love."

Speaking of true love, Yan Mingxun felt that Xia Mu was miserable, he and Shi Mulin were a natural pair, but unfortunately it is like this now, and what is even more terrifying is that the next time Shi Mulin sees Xia Mu, I don't know what it will be like, at that time, I'm afraid Shi Mulin didn't know this man she once loved deeply, right?

"Thank you...... But you ......."

"Okay, I know what you think now, you can chase your true love, as for me, it's not the same drinking without you, hahaha."

Laughing calmly, to be precise, pretending to be calm.

Yan Mingxun smiled bitterly, knowing that he couldn't save Xia Mu anymore, he could only pray in his heart that he would not fall into the point of losing himself.

"Okay, anyway, everything that should be said has been said, it's still the same sentence, I hope you don't treat yourself like that, things have to be faced, and they will pass."

"Okay, thank you for your concern, I'll remember."

"Then I'll hang up, maybe she'll call later, we'll go to dinner together."

"She?"

"Juucy."

"Oooo Go for it and good luck! ”

"Thanks, hang up."

"Bye-bye."

"Bye-bye!"

The phone hung up, and Xia Mu looked at the phone.

Was that sweet moment just now said by Yan Mingxun?

I used to think that he didn't understand love, but I didn't expect that he had nothing at this time, and this person who thought he didn't understand love was so happy, it was really ironic, and he couldn't help but make Xia Mu laugh.

Self-deprecating laughter, thinking about yourself at this time, I don't know what I did, and then ask myself at this moment, is it really worth doing this? Is it right to be reduced to this?

Look at yourself, there is not even one around you, loneliness is loneliness, loneliness is loneliness, and there is a depravity, this journey is really hard, is it just like this, but for a lifetime?

Hanging his head silently, what can he do now, it's not like to face the current situation, it's hopeless to regain his strength, the wind and waves outside are enough to swallow himself, he can only live in secret, degenerate and live, and sneered when he thought about it.

"Hmph, wouldn't it work without Shi Mulin?"

"Hmph, can't you drink without Yan Mingxun?"

"No, I still have myself, no matter what, I still have my own ......"

Myself?

Don't you love Shi Mulin as yourself? Now, do you still have yourself?

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