Chapter 432: Where to Return in Spring (3)
I was stunned for a moment, and then my father's voice of consolation came from my ears: "I think that the emperor of the Qin State is also a man with great talents, and besides, Lin Xiang married not to be a concubine, but to be his queen." The mother of a nation. Father's voice was filled with great restraint, even a hint of pleading. Is this my cold, iron-faced father?!
I was completely dumbfounded, and the finished paper kite was unconsciously pinched in my hand and gradually shattered.
But the concubine was still angry, and with a "bang", something hit the ground again, and I felt that my blood began to flow back rapidly, and I trembled with fear and panic, and I struggled to crawl to the door of the inner room, and looked through the gap in the curtain.
I saw that the mother concubine was full of anger, the jasper scratching on her head slipped down without knowing it, she glared fiercely at her father in front of her, cultivated very neatly, and pointed at her father with Danko's fingers tremblingly, almost poking his face: "Don't fool me with these words, you don't know when I don't know, you Chu State Manchu Dynasty civil and military can't wait to marry my child, so as to tie the knot between the two countries, you men have no ability, just use women as bargaining chips!" Phew! Which of the emperors and relatives are good to end up with?! Thousands of people can be sent to kiss, why is it my child!?"
Her beautiful eyes gradually turned red, and there were tears in her eyes, but she couldn't help but not roll down.
"I tell you Chu Huotian, if you want to marry my Lin Xiang to the Emperor of the Qin State, I advise you to die of this heart, anyway, our mother and daughter are the thorns in the eyes of your Chu State from the end to the end, a thorn in the flesh, and it is enough to live until now, if you make a holy decree, I will immediately commit suicide with a three-foot white silk hanging beam to show you, anyway, I, Ouyang Zhen, have already died once, why are you afraid of dying again?" The mother said while crying, she cried so hard that she fell to the ground, her sideburns gradually scattered with her angry shaking, and the even layer of light makeup on her face was also crying.
When I have ever seen such a situation, I can't help but cry well, I only feel a panic in my chest, and my hands and feet are gradually cold. I didn't know that my mother was so protective of me, and I didn't even see a single point of the luxurious demeanor on weekdays, and I was a woman who sprinkled in the market.
The father sighed, swept away the debris on the ground, sat on the ground beside her, stroked her shoulder, and said, "Am I not and can't?" Among the emperors, Lin Xiang is old enough, and the others are still young, and Lin Yue married early. Besides, the Emperor of Qin didn't dare to treat her badly. On weekdays, you are the most righteous and righteous, why can't you see through it at this time, do you want tens of thousands of soldiers on the border to fight for your life and death for this small piece of land?"
The mother just cried blindly, and cried to the end, only lying on the ground and crying: "Don't want to send my child away...... I don't have Ling Yu anymore, how can you bear to take my Lin Xiang away? She is pitiful, she has no parents since she was a child, I raised her single-handedly, and you also watched her grow up little by little, how could you bear to send her to that tiger and wolf den? I don't promise, I don't promise! My Lingyu, my Linxiang...... Why are you all sending them away......"
The mother concubine cried so much that she couldn't help herself. The delicate and delicate shoulders trembled like the most fragile butterfly. There was a bang in my head here, as if I had been caught off guard by thunder......
When I was sensible, I vaguely knew that I was not my father's biological daughter, and the eldest prince Chu Hanxuan often scolded me as a "mongrel" in front of the palace maid and grandmother, saying that I was not the daughter of my father. But I didn't think it was a pity when I was naïve, I only knew that my father treated me better than him, and that was enough.
But I never knew that I wasn't my mother's own daughter!
Who am I? Who the hell am I?......
The panic that I had never felt like a cold hand searched my heart, gradually crushing my heart, and I could no longer fight it. In a trance, it seemed that his father helped his mother to get up, hugged her and comforted her in a low voice...... The backs of the two of them embracing each other were so beautiful that I looked more and more dull when I saw them.
The sentence of the mother concubine echoed in his head, "Poor thing, she has no parents since she was a child, and I brought her ...... with one hand"
Who am I? Who is Chu Linxiang? And who is the "Ling Yu" that the mother keeps saying?
I stood up abruptly, the pink embroidered phoenix palace was meandering and dragging on the ground, and the broken paper kite was lying quietly on the ground not far away.
It's all broken, it's all broken, the paper kite is broken, my happy world is broken, who am I? I am neither the daughter of my father nor the daughter of my mother, so who am I? Where do I come from?
The cool breeze in May swept up the veils all over the hall, and I walked out of the silent palace step by step with a white face, and there seemed to be the intermittent sobbing sound of my mother and the gentle voice of my father's consolation.
If time can be turned back, I would rather not come in here, I would rather cover my ears and be the happiest and happiest Emperor Min Mu in the Great Chu Kingdom with peace of mind and happiness. Even if I marry the Emperor of Qin who I have never met, even if I marry any man I don't know, I don't want to bear the cruelty of this moment when the truth is revealed.
However, on the contrary, it ...... I heard it all.
The sky had gradually darkened, and I looked at the golden afterglow of the sun shining in this luxurious and dazzling Chu Palace, pavilions, and pavilions, full of royal majesty.
Every inch of the vermilion palace walls, the emerald green palace tiles, laughed at my stupid pleasure for fourteen years.
It turns out that I am really the "mongrel" in the mouth of the great prince, a lowly person who doesn't even know where he comes from. Where am I worthy of this gorgeous palace dress, this brilliant swaying golden step on my head.
The bell tower in the distance rang, rippling far away. I slowly walked into the night, taking off my palace clothes, my palace shoes, my golden steps, and my bright moon bell little by little...... Little by little, they were thrown into the night.
From then on, there was no longer Chu Linxiang, no more Emperor Min Mu, no more ......
Until I was left with a snow-white middle coat, I ran barefoot and gradually ran into the distance......