"You are Lu Dongzhi! Nalan Hua finished reading the notes, searched for her memory, and continued: "The Imperial Army is the staff department, military intelligence..."

"Alright, alright... I am! Lu Dongzhi was annoyed that others called her with a long list of prefixes: "What do you want to say?" ”

"That one did everything possible... Hunt down and kill the woman who forced Shuliang to die! Nalanhua squeezed out a terrifying word from between her teeth.

"Oh, and don't forget the pepper!" Lu Dongzhi's expression flashed a hint of strangeness, and he deliberately reminded.

"I hate you! You don't even know how much I hate you! Nalanhua's lip bit bloodshot.

“…”

"I'm going to let you... Take its toll! Make amends for them! "Since Nalanhua guessed Lu Dongzhi's identity, she is like an African lion who chooses people and loves people, dumbfounded, bared his teeth, and danced his claws.

"If you want to kill me so much, why don't you pounce on me!?" Lu Dongzhi lit another cigarette, she habitually scratched the tip of her nose, squinted her eyes and continued to stimulate her: "Or is it because I have a gun?" Well... Do I have a knife? Either that's my dress!"

"Damn it!" Nalan Hua's eyes were red, and her face was very scary.

"I really hate you young people, you love and hate at every turn..."Lu Dongzhi turned his head to look out the window and spit out a puff of smoke, the distant rivers of vehicles and busy pedestrians seemed to be intertwined and entangled in a dream, and she said: If you have the ability, kill me now, or put away your injured appearance, disgusting! I didn't stop you from taking revenge, and now you don't dare to sit here, and you still think about the future? ”

"Why don't you speak? You're not hateful... Do you want to eat my flesh raw, skin my skin, and taste my blood? That's what you said, right? Lu Dongzhi's expression was strange, and she quickly hid it, she suddenly smiled, and continued to follow someone's example: "You are not as beautiful as me, not as smart as me... What's even more annoying is that you can't kill me! ”

"You..."Nalan blossom knotted.

"Ahh Lu Dongzhi opened his arms and nodded: "Come on!" ”

In this world, there are only two situations that can make a woman angry; She gets angry with herself and others her off. These two seemingly illogical situations are actually deeply logical, or there is no logic at all, just like their physiological mechanisms, which can make people who think dizzy. For example, their quarrels are also pleasing to the eye (headaches). This kind of intuitive stimulation of language will instantly make them tie a knot in their hearts, or a dead button, no one can untie it! What's even more bizarre is that sometimes from the language of their replies, others can't see the clues at all, if you want to live two more years, you must not try to reason with them. The epic quarrel happened to Lu Dongzhi, which was the last fight between her and Shuliang. And that one, she lost, and it also shattered her self-esteem that she swore to defend psychologically!

Lu Dongzhi went back, she walked with a cigarette in her mouth, and greeted everyone she met, and her shameless appearance made Nalanhua almost collapse. She couldn't figure out what this woman was crazy about, scared her half to death early in the morning, and stared at herself getting dressed... I quarreled with myself in the office again, and I talked slowly and gloomily from beginning to end.

Now it's time for Nalan to be fascinated, just like Lu Dongzhi in her own office, standing at her desk in a daze, staring at letterheads and notes. The difference is that the tears on Nalanhua's face have not dried, and her head has been haunting the time when she was with Shuliang, starting from the first fright, to the last care and advice, until his figure left. She felt very heartache, and her heart felt like she was plowed over and over again by the damn knife that Lu Dongzhi didn't know where to hide, and it hurt so much that she suffocated until she fainted...

The sun was dazzling, shrouding the white sheets through the windows, waking up the sleeping beauty. She opened her eyes in confusion and quickly closed them, smelling the disinfectant around her, her eyelids trembling.

"It's... Hospital, how did I get here..."She muttered quietly, trying to remember what had happened before, and suddenly a familiar face popped up in her consciousness, the face that made her ashamed to inferiority, and willingly followed, the person smiled and turned around, and gradually faded away, until the figure blurred...

"Shuliang!" She exclaimed, startling the nurses who had come to make rounds. The latter was stunned on the spot, and the patient record clip he was holding fell to the ground with a "snap", shattering the dream of beauty...

"You... Awake? The nurse asked in a trembling voice, she actually knew that this was nonsense.

In order to hide her gaffe, she squatted down in a panic, trying to pick up the fallen clip, tears rolled down on the patient's record, blurring the handwriting: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Nalanhua was stunned, she felt more and more confused, blinked her beautiful eyes, and fell asleep again.

At night, the nurse who had been crying on the ward rounds came again, she stared at the empty hospital bed and lost her mind, this familiar scene, haunting her heart, reluctant to peel off.

There are too many beautiful things in life, and there are too many pains, all of which have happened in real times, and they are proof that time has passed. Sometimes, if you haven't seen a scar for a long time, you will think that you have never had pain, but you can't fool it after all. We can't change the path of time and the unknowns that will happen along the way. The only thing that is clear is that it will bring "anticipation".

"The past is like a dream, flashy like smoke, there is no trace in the eyes, engraved on my body..."

At this moment, the person who said this was Nalan Hua, who sat at the foot of her desk, reading the records that Shuliang had sorted out, and spoke up. After returning from the hospital, she seemed to have suddenly found something missing, holding notes and letterheads, crying and laughing, laughing and crying. Even Yuegong, who is high on the top, has lived for I don't know how many years, and has an unfathomable maturity in mind, can't help but pout, it pulls through the thick clouds, and covers his face...

"Dahua, you read that right, this is left for you, a record of my behavior. You keep asking me where I'm from, where I'm going, what I'm doing, what I want... You have so many questions... You don't know, the days you followed us, I was almost annoyed by you... In order to follow us, you have really exhausted your brains, and it is difficult for you to have an IQ... I remember you saying that there are only two things you won't do in the world, 'this won't, that won't', can you let me live two more years, laughing to death I'm going to pay for my life..."Nalan broke into laughter, bit her fingers, and cried again...

"The day I arrived at your house, Pepper helped me find my home, and it took him seven years to find the parents who abandoned me, left me upside down, and struggled on the brink of death..."

"I was alive like a wild dog in the years before pepper fished me out of the water... I fainted when I looked at that "home", it was you who carried me to your house, why are you so savage, you dare to knock him out..."

Nalanhua bit her fingers, and unconsciously, her red wrists were full of tender white, and the red and white were very eye-catching. Sometimes, the pain in the heart is better than the external physical trauma, the pain, the depth...

"Don't you want to write a book, I'll give you the information you want, and Lu Dongzhi will tell you where they are... You have to remember what you said, be clear about your needs, find your own way, and go on..."

"Don't remember all the little things that happened, I suggest you don't draw a circle for yourself and hide inside, trust me, it's not fun there..."

"Fate that bad old man has been playing with me for so many years, but it still miscalculates, it can only play with people who survive, I'm not in that group of people, so, it can only be calculated..."

"Do you know why I teach you so hard?"

Nalanhua looked at the handwriting and nodded vigorously: "I know... I know that you want me to take care of him and be his woman in the future! But you don't know, I like you..."

"Don't you really know... As you say, the expression of love doesn't have to be fiery or positive in action! It can be deeply buried, hidden in the bottom of the heart, and vigorously suppressed churning, and there is not necessarily a time limit, the beginning, the process, the end, three stages; There are many reasons for the qualitative change that affects these three stages... The most important of these is feeling, which is the important role of the senses..."

“... To put it mildly, it's hormonal, visual, tactile feedback... The complex points also include the senses, intelligent organs, effector organs, which are all-encompassing... They will provide a stimulus to the conclusion of this emotion..."

"For example, the two of them ended before they even started; For example, it ends abruptly in the middle stage; For example, it is not officially over until the final stage; For example, in the middle stage, it suddenly ends and starts again; Another example, in the final stage, they start from the middle, and these are the ghosts they "do"..."

"You say, the most important thing is the warmth hidden in the heart, that heat will not be diluted with time, will not be abandoned with the increase of nicks, and will not be succumbed to the world. It should be a process that takes root in the heart and thrives... The root system grows more firmly over time. If it is not based on this emotion, it is no different from animal mating, it is simply a face-to-face matching! Nothing aesthetically pleasing! ”

"Some people, seeing it once, know that something is going to happen later; Some people, even if they see each other a hundred times, rubbing against each other and catching fire, nothing will necessarily happen... So, big flowers, what do you want..."

"I want to be free..."

Shu Liang smiled. Nalanhua repeated what he had said, so sad, she smiled at the front of the table:

"I remember everything you said, I remember everything you taught me, I have been learning very hard, but I am afraid that you will say that I am stupid, that I am stupid, that I will not look down on me... I'm trying, really trying..."

"How am I... I'll lose you... Books are cool..."

The figure in front of the table faded away, blurred...